What a mind fluck!! (UPDATED - BFN)

Re: What a mind fluck!! (UPDATED - BFN)

• PurplePanda2 member

  March 2013

  Ugh the mind games with betas are so terrible.  I always try to tell myself it didn't work so that I won't be disappointed, but that glimmer of hope always finds a way in and then comes crashing down with the results!
  

  
  
  
  
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• futurehuber member

  March 2013

  PurplePanda2:

  Ugh the mind games with betas are so terrible.nbsp; I always try to tell myself it didn't work so that I won't be dis

  TTC #1 since Sept 2011
  Me: 33, DH: 35, DX: PCOS & MFI (low everything)
  IUI #1-3 - Low Post-Wash Counts - All BFNs
  IVF #1 w/ ICSI: Long Lupron Protocol - Freeze-All Cycle due to Severe OHSS
  ER 4/27, 33 Eggs Retrieved, 13 Frosties
  FET #1 6/5, Transferred One Perfect 4AA Blast, HPT BFP @ 6dp5dt
  Beta #1 - 209, Beta #2 - 508, Beta #3 - 1,059
  EDD 2/20/14
  
  

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• futurehuber member

  March 2013

  NariaDreaming:

  Fingers crossed for you!nbsp;

  Thanks! Although I'm starting to feel a little crampy now. Ugh!

  TTC #1 since Sept 2011
  Me: 33, DH: 35, DX: PCOS & MFI (low everything)
  IUI #1-3 - Low Post-Wash Counts - All BFNs
  IVF #1 w/ ICSI: Long Lupron Protocol - Freeze-All Cycle due to Severe OHSS
  ER 4/27, 33 Eggs Retrieved, 13 Frosties
  FET #1 6/5, Transferred One Perfect 4AA Blast, HPT BFP @ 6dp5dt
  Beta #1 - 209, Beta #2 - 508, Beta #3 - 1,059
  EDD 2/20/14
  
  

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• Cbowl member

  March 2013

  Fingers crossed for you!!!

  Baby Girl Cbowl born 12/2013.   Love love love.

  
  

  
  

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• katib77 member

  March 2013

  While I totally understand not wanting to get your hopes up, it's not over til it's over so I will still cross my fingers for you until you get beta results.  (((HUGS))) that you survive the stressful day OK.

  
  

  TTC since July 2009. Dx MFI & LPD. 

  IUI#1&2&3 (2011 & 2012) BFN
  IUI#4 1/23/13 on 75iu x9 Follistim = BFP then chem preg m/c (Feb 2013)
  IUI#5 BFN (April 2013)

  IVF w/ICSI Oct. 2, 2012 - 13R, 11M, 7F, 1 frozen blast 4BB grade - - - FET Nov 15, 2013

  BFP! Beta 1:104 @ 10dp6dt, Beta 2:178 @ 12dp6dt,  beta 3:366 @ 14dp6dt

  Saw heartbeat twice before missed M/C at 8w3d on 12/27/13, missing my little angel boy

  JUNE 2014 IVF#2;  5R, 2M, 1F Three day transfer 6/7.  Beta 6/18 - BFN

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• Cara1024 member

  March 2013

  ugh I'm sorry for the super stressful beta day! I know it is too difficult for you to hope for this cycle now so we will hope for you!
  

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  After 1 year of infertility, our little miracle was conceived via our 3rd IUI on May 5, 2013.
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• Peanutz21 member

  March 2013

  I'm keeping my fx for you!

  
  

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  Our little IVF miracle born 5/7/2014

  

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• futurehuber member

  March 2013

  Thanks so much ladies! I appreciate it! You're the sweetest!!

  TTC #1 since Sept 2011
  Me: 33, DH: 35, DX: PCOS & MFI (low everything)
  IUI #1-3 - Low Post-Wash Counts - All BFNs
  IVF #1 w/ ICSI: Long Lupron Protocol - Freeze-All Cycle due to Severe OHSS
  ER 4/27, 33 Eggs Retrieved, 13 Frosties
  FET #1 6/5, Transferred One Perfect 4AA Blast, HPT BFP @ 6dp5dt
  Beta #1 - 209, Beta #2 - 508, Beta #3 - 1,059
  EDD 2/20/14
  
  

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• scbedi

  March 2013

  futurehuber:

  ETA: Never mind ladies! I'm totally cramping now! Shocker. Thanks anyways for the GL!

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  Age: Me 26, DH 27, Married Oct. 10, 2009 ,TTC since March 2012
  Problem: Irregular menstruation, unexplained
  Nov&Dec-Provera because of no period after 35+ days
  First RE appt 1/10/2013
  Tests: TSH (normal), Prolactin (normal), SA (abnormal)
  Hysteroscopy (normal) and PCOS labs (negative/normal) 1/15/2013
  2/1/13- HPT BFP but Beta Hcg was negative
  Plan: Femara + Trigger + IUI in April if no real BFP before then Bloggy Blog!

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• niffie member

  March 2013

  hoping the beta becomes a nice surprise.  fingers crossed. 
  

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• Cara1024 member

  March 2013

  boo AF just boo. I'm sorry hun.
  

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  After 1 year of infertility, our little miracle was conceived via our 3rd IUI on May 5, 2013.
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• babydreams13 member

  March 2013

  Oh no.  Sorry AF came.  Mine should be here any day now since I got a Negative BETA today.  Hang in there.

  ***SIGGY WARNING***
  
  DX: Unexplained

  6 Failed IUIs (Clomid and Gonal F).  

  IVF #1 began August 2013- BC, 4 days of Estrace, stimmed with Gonal F and Menopur, Ganirelix, 9R 5M 5F, Medrol and Doxycycline, 5 day transfer of 2 early blastocysts- good quality, Progesterone, Estrace, and baby aspirin, BETA on 9/20 BFN,   IVF #2 began September 2013, stimming with Gonal F (higher dose) and Menopur, Ganirelix, 18R 14M 9F with ICSI, 5 day transfer of 2 BBs one was starting to hatch, 2 frosties: 1  BB and 1 AC, BETA on 10/21, BFN BETA was a 5- chemical 

  Getting some more testing and trying to figure out what the issue is before FET in December, started acupuncture on 11/10, RLP and some other BW nothing major to report except slightly high Prolactin. Prolactin was slightly high when I started with my RE and I already had an MRI which was Neg.  Endo biopsy=negative.  WTF is wrong with us???

  12/18/13 FET of 1 BB and 1 AC.  Hoping for a miracle.  Beta 12/26 Low BETA-8 2nd BETA 5- chemical

  After 3 failed transfers IDK where to go from here.  Still no real answers as to why this isn't working.  Getting a second opinion in February and looking into immune testing.  

  2/14- NEW RE- Immune testing showed a partial dq alpha match with DH- On prednisone and did intralipids prior to transfer.  3/14 Lupron, gonal f, menopur, HGH.  ER 15 mature all 15 fertilized!  5dt of an early blast grade 1 and an expanded blast grade 2.  BETA on 4/21.  1 grade 2 embryo frozen
  BETA #1 59 BETA #2 148 BETA #3 283 BETA #4 2,783! US at 6w2d shows 1 bean measuring right on track! HR 121.  US at 8w3d measuring on track HR 177. Released form my RE.  EDD 12/28
  

  
  

  
  

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• futurehuber member

  March 2013

  Thanks so much ladies! I'm hanging in there.  I was already prepared for the BFN, so it's all good.  And going on to IVF asap helps a lot (although it makes our savings account cry!!).  Thanks again loves!
  

  TTC #1 since Sept 2011
  Me: 33, DH: 35, DX: PCOS & MFI (low everything)
  IUI #1-3 - Low Post-Wash Counts - All BFNs
  IVF #1 w/ ICSI: Long Lupron Protocol - Freeze-All Cycle due to Severe OHSS
  ER 4/27, 33 Eggs Retrieved, 13 Frosties
  FET #1 6/5, Transferred One Perfect 4AA Blast, HPT BFP @ 6dp5dt
  Beta #1 - 209, Beta #2 - 508, Beta #3 - 1,059
  EDD 2/20/14
  
  

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• AustinAg03 member

  March 2013

  Sorry AF showed up but GL with IVF!!

  TTC #1 since November 2011
  Me 32, DH 32
  Dx: Unexplained IF
  RE consult October 2012 

  Clomid and IUI Nov 2012-March 2013 BFNs
  IVF#1 on CD10! April 2013 - ER (27 retrieved, 19 fertilized) 4/21 - ET cancelled due to OHSS. 10 frosties 
  FET#1 w/ one blast May 2013-BFN
  FET #2 w/ one blast July 2013-BFP!!! Beta 9dp5dt: 129 Beta 13dp5dt: 867 Beta 20dp5dt: 13621 Beta 27dp5dt: 53341 U/S #1: 7/31 heartbeat 127 measuring right on time EDD March 20th, 2014
  

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• lorirachel member

  March 2013

  oh no so sorry

  TTC #1 since April 2012

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• pennygwen

  March 2013

  I am sorry to hear about your BFN. Hugs to you. Good luck on your upcoming IVF.

  TTC #1 since May 2006 - We thought we were done in 2010, but we are back again!
  PCOS (anovulatory and amenorrhea) and hypothyroid.
  Currently taking Metformin 1500 MG and Synthroid.
  Prior HSG and DH SAs were clear.
  Feb 2013 - Switched clinics/RE and starting from the beginning again with some modifications.
  Current status: CD 3 appointment showed lining was too thick (11.5 mm). Endometrial biopsy scheduled for CD 11. Next steps will be based on results.
  All welcome to respond.
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• futurehuber member

  March 2013

  Thanks ladies!!
  

  TTC #1 since Sept 2011
  Me: 33, DH: 35, DX: PCOS & MFI (low everything)
  IUI #1-3 - Low Post-Wash Counts - All BFNs
  IVF #1 w/ ICSI: Long Lupron Protocol - Freeze-All Cycle due to Severe OHSS
  ER 4/27, 33 Eggs Retrieved, 13 Frosties
  FET #1 6/5, Transferred One Perfect 4AA Blast, HPT BFP @ 6dp5dt
  Beta #1 - 209, Beta #2 - 508, Beta #3 - 1,059
  EDD 2/20/14
  
  

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