First let me say I have tapered off of my progesterone and have had no cramping, no bleeding, no spotting, no reason to think that anything is wrong. In the beginning I was seeing my doctor every two weeks to ease my anxiety. After my NT scan He told me to come back in 45 weeks. I don't have another appointment until April 18th.
Since my NT scan work has scheduled a shower, My motherinlaw and my mother started planning my shower, The mother of someone we know just got And apartment, has no money for furniture and is taking all of my guestroom furniture, We started redoing the guestroom as far as organizing the stuff in there, We started our registry, And last night my mother called from the baby store because they have decided to buy all of our furniture for us And want to do it this week.
I think it is just too many changes too fast. Too many big things are happening all at once. I am convinced we are going to get rid of all of our furniture have an apartment full of baby furniture and baby supplies And no rainbow.
My morning sickness has finally subsided and I'm starting to feel more human Which is good. But this morning I woke up convinced that I was going to go in on April 18 and find out the baby stop Growing weeks before. I want to be excited like everybody else is. I'm just so afraid.
Thank you for listening. If I was not on mobile I would insert some awesome treat or hot dude to say thanks for reading.
4 IVF, 2 FET
January 13, 2012- m/c 1
September 12, 2012- m/c 2
MTHFR (2 copies C677T, +ANA)
Gluten free, dairy free, acupuncture
1/13/13- BFP #3-
1/14- 32 Progesterone 20
1/16- 100 Progesterone 23
1/22- 2054!! Progesterone 18.7 (On supplements since 1/16)
PLEASE be our sticky rainbow baby.. You have no idea how much you are loved already!!
You gotta keep your head up. You can let your hair down. Only rainbows after rain, the sun will always come again!
Re: Bad PGAL brain
TTC since May 2011
M/C #1 Chemical Pregnancy Aug 2011
M/C #2 Blighted Ovum Feb 2012
M/C #3 Missed Miscarriage after HB Aug 2012
BFP #4 1/12/13 EDD: 9/26/13 Betas 12DPO: 45, 14DPO: 156, 19DPO: 904, 21DPO: 1,972, 26DPO: 12,230, 28DPO: 22,017
m/c: 9/06/12
LTB: 10/23/13
Married my very own GI Joe May 2002