Hi everyone!
My names is Allison. I am due October 17th.
My therapist recently told me that she believes I have PTSD. Without getting into all the details... I hade a huge falling out with my inlaws (primarily my MIL) and my life started spiraling out of control. This falling out was a HUGE trigger for my PTSD.
My PTSD stems from growing up in an extremely violent household and being physically abused my father. I spent two years in therapy in my early twenties and things got better, but with this falling out my life has gotten out of control. I treat my husband horribly, but I am also in a great deal of pain and feel alone. I feel like no one understands me. I am very worried about how I will be a good mom, wife, and have happy life.
Anyone else out there with PTSD?
Re: PTSD
Me! I had horrible PTSD from my pregnancy (still have it, but I'm coping). Therapy and some pretty aggressive medication (for a while, now I'm down to 2 meds) helped a ton.
I actually spent a week in a mental hospital shortly after DD came home,
I'm sorry to hear about what you have been through. I come from a similar situation except mine was a long history of sexual and verbal abuse. I am lucky because my life started coming together once I got into therapy and found my husband,
Thoughts and prayers for you!
I have PTSD as well stemming from childhood sexual abuse at the hands of my mother and step-dad. It brings up a lot of fears and doubts about parenthood which are really hard to talk about. I'm afraid I'l