Pregnant after a Loss

My first pregnancy dream...wasn't nice. :(

Here it is, because I know you all will understand. My next appointment is this Thursday and I'll be roughly 12 weeks.  Last night my dream was this: 

I was in the room with my OB (whom I love!).   She did a quick external exam of abdomen and listened for the heartbeat with the doppler.  I can't remember if we heard it in the dream or not.  Regardless, she wanted to do an ultrasound and asked me to get undressed.  As I was getting undressed, I noticed that the crotch part of my underwear was nothing but dark blood red.  I looked up at her and she had the most horrified look on her face like she knew that I was losing this baby.  That was the end of the dream and I woke up.

Oh my God.  Being PgAL is a blessing, but the thoughts and worries that come with it suck!  My first dream when I was pg with DS was that I was going to have a girl.  You know...a nice, joyful kind of dream!  This time...not so much. Hug me?

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Re: My first pregnancy dream...wasn't nice. :(

  • I've got a hug for ya! PGAL dreams are the worst! I had a bad one last night too...I know it's because my A/S is tomorrow, but I hate waking up and remembering it. Just try to remember it's your subconscious playing tricks on ya! 

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  • I'm sorry your are having awful dreams. I've had the same type as you describe. I've also woken up in a complete crying frenzy and still wake up thinking my belly is gone.

    Just try to remember they are only dreams. It's hard at the time to d
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  • Yep, I've had one of those dreams. The day before my first ultrasound. I say indeed, you deserve a bunch of big ((((hugs))))

    Sorry your dream was so awful. It's those darn fears!

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  • *hugs* I've had a couple of miscarriage dreams, too. It's AWFUL. *morehugs!*


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  • I've had two miscarriage dreams in the last week, one being last night. They suck! So of course this morning I have been on edge and anxious. Hugs to you.
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  • Big (((HUGS))). The good thing is that you can wake up and know it was just a dream!
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  • I have those every so often too. Those are awful dreams.

    Hang in there!
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  • I've had so many terrible pgal dreams, I totally understand how you're feeling. They suck so bad. Huge hugs luv xo

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    Im so sorry, hun. Those dreams are the worst.
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  • {{HUGS}} I hope you didn't have any repeats of this horrible dream last night. Sorry to hear you had it in the first place. It really does suck!!

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