Here it is, because I know you all will understand. My next appointment is this Thursday and I'll be roughly 12 weeks. Last night my dream was this:
I was in the room with my OB (whom I love!). She did a quick external exam of abdomen and listened for the heartbeat with the doppler. I can't remember if we heard it in the dream or not. Regardless, she wanted to do an ultrasound and asked me to get undressed. As I was getting undressed, I noticed that the crotch part of my underwear was nothing but dark blood red. I looked up at her and she had the most horrified look on her face like she knew that I was losing this baby. That was the end of the dream and I woke up.
Oh my God. Being PgAL is a blessing, but the thoughts and worries that come with it suck! My first dream when I was pg with DS was that I was going to have a girl. You know...a nice, joyful kind of dream! This time...not so much. Hug me?

***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.
We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***




Re: My first pregnancy dream...wasn't nice. :(
BFP #1 4/10/12 D&C 6/5/12@ 12.5wks EDD 12/17/12
BFP #2 9/10/12 CP 9/19/12@ 5.5wks EDD 5/21/13
BFP# 3 12/3/12...Lukas James born 8/15/13
BFP# 4 8/4/14 EDD 4/13/15
Just try to remember they are only dreams. It's hard at the time to d
Yep, I've had one of those dreams. The day before my first ultrasound. I say indeed, you deserve a bunch of big ((((hugs))))
Sorry your dream was so awful. It's those darn fears!
*Gone but never forgotten* {c/p 11/16/12 @ 4w4d}{MMC 11/20/12 @ 8w5d}
Dx: Feb '13 - HSG shows clear tubes but minor diverticulitis; Borderline DOR; Low DHEA and low testosterone.
Moving on to IUI or IVF.
We've got a peen.....it's a boy!
Little man born 11.17.2013 via c-section
My Blog: One Emerald
BFP#1: 9-13-11 EDD: 5-26-12 MMC: 11-4-11 D&C: 11-8-11
BFP#2: 7-6-12 Elizabeth Faye ("Zuzu") born 3-21-13
Hang in there!
The day the Bump died - Jasper is wise

BFP#1 D&C May 18th 2012 at 9 wks. EDD Dec 17 2012BFP#2 CP Sept 17th 2012 at 4.5 wks. EDD May 23 2013
BFP#3 EDD June 24th 2013 IT'S A GIRL!
BFP#4 EDD March 2 2015
{{HUGS}} I hope you didn't have any repeats of this horrible dream last night. Sorry to hear you had it in the first place. It really does suck!!
DS#1: 19 May 2003 DS#2: 21 Sept 2007 BFP#1: 13 Aug 12 M/C: 15 Sept 12 BFP#2: 27 Jan 13 EDD: 4 OCT It's A GIRL!!!