breastfeeding...
But, as of today, I am completely dried up.   I am really trying to be OK with it, but it's hard because it wasn't my choice.  My LO got two teeth at three months and started biting me almost every time I nursed.  My nipples are so scarred from the holes he bit in me!  Ugh!  Anyway, I tried to hang tough and keep nursing, but have had to pump a lot and give bottles too... which I realized was a bad cycle to start because the more he had a bottle, the more he bit me.
  I am really trying to be OK with it, but it's hard because it wasn't my choice.  My LO got two teeth at three months and started biting me almost every time I nursed.  My nipples are so scarred from the holes he bit in me!  Ugh!  Anyway, I tried to hang tough and keep nursing, but have had to pump a lot and give bottles too... which I realized was a bad cycle to start because the more he had a bottle, the more he bit me.  
Anyway, I've been making less and less, and now I'm finally dried up all together.  Like I said, I'm trying to be ok with it, but it's hard because it feels like it was out of my control.  If I could have kept nursing or even EPing, I totally would have!  I need some encouragement ladies... make me feel ok with this!  I feel like a bad mommy! 
Re: Well, I made it to 6m
Oh honey 6m!! That is fanfuckingtastic!! You made it SOO much longer than many of us that attempted to BF. I had to stop at 2m because I went from just pumping enough to give him to only pumping like 4oz for the entire day. So I give you SUCH props for
DS: 9/18/12 - 40w5d // DD: 05/17/16 - 40w
Congrats on getting to 6 months, and enjoy your wonderful baby!
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube
#11 or IVF with scarring still inside?
1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh