I feel like I can't share about my terror of being pregnant here, because there are so many women who would love to be pregnant again right now. Like my complaining or venting or sharing might offend them. I know that's not the case, but I still feel like a heel.
My period is almost a week late. I'm terrified of being pregnant, because it's not a good time for us in so many ways. After I say this I feel terrible because of everyone here who is TTC and/or who has suffered a loss... they'd love to be pregnant right now, and here I am scared to death and praying daily for my period to start. I feel like an obnoxious bish for not just being happy that I could be carrying another miracle.
I'm on my second caffeinated drink of the morning, and am still not able to string together a coherent thought. This is what I get for being up since 3, and going jogging instead of going back to bed after getting little man down.
There are three bags of breast milk in the freezer that I pumped in October and never used. They need to be thrown out, but they are providing a very convenient hiding place for the bag of Cadbury mini eggs that I bust out at nap time.
DD wet through her pull up (her body does not concentrate her urine and still wears one overnight). I forgot to change her sheets. The maid came the next day, so she had clean sheets that night, but when I realized I hadn't changed her bed I felt so bad!
When people say they have "two under two", who are not multiples, I secretly sneer because they have no idea. I might be a mother of multiples snob. Lol.
There's two to wash, Two to dry,
Two who argue, And two who cry.
There's two to kiss, Two to hug,
And best of all, Two to Love!
When people say they have "two under two", who are not multiples, I secretly sneer because they have no idea. I might be a mother of multiples snob. Lol.
I just wanted to say that I want to pinch your boys...they're too cute!
I use the entire week before my period as an excuse to binge and eat like there's no tomorrow.
I always gain 5 lbs that week.
Well I miscalculated my period and started binging a week too early. Whoops.
I feel like I can't share about my terror of being pregnant here, because there are so many women who would love to be pregnant again right now. Like my complaining or venting or sharing might offend them. I know that's not the case, but I still feel like a heel.
This but happening more often IRL.
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When people say they have "two under two", who are not multiples, I secretly sneer because they have no idea. I might be a mother of multiples snob. Lol.
I just wanted to say that I want to pinch your boys...they're too cute!
Lol! Thanks! :-)
There's two to wash, Two to dry,
Two who argue, And two who cry.
There's two to kiss, Two to hug,
And best of all, Two to Love!
I feel like I can't share about my terror of being pregnant here, because there are so many women who would love to be pregnant again right now. Like my complaining or venting or sharing might offend them. I know that's not the case, but I still feel like a heel.
My period is almost a week late. I'm terrified of being pregnant, because it's not a good time for us in so many ways. After I say this I feel terrible because of everyone here who is TTC and/or who has suffered a loss... they'd love to be pregnant right now, and here I am scared to death and praying daily for my period to start. I feel like an obnoxious bish for not just being happy that I could be carrying another miracle.
Lancy, I have to say that what you're feeling doesn't bother me at all. I know exactly how you feel. Last time I was pregnant it wasn't planned and it freaked me out! I don't want you to feel like you can't express your feelings because you have to walk on egg shells. I cannot speak for the other women who would like to be pregnant right now or the others who have had losses, but I can say that I still want this place to be a safe place where we can talk about how we're feeling. I know that I am able to talk about things to you ladies that I cannot talk about to others IRL.
My confession is that I have been secretly hoping that my SIL wouldn't get anything other than diapers at her "sprinkle". She doesn't like advice, because apparently she knows everything. After she found out she was pregnant she started selling everything from her first baby! The crib, bouncer, jumper, baby clothes, bassinet, and stroller. Now she is talking about how there are so many things she needs still. My other SIL (the perfect one) decided to throw the "sprinkle" for her and when she explained to KU-SIL what a sprinkle was, KU-SIL told perfect-SIL that she didn't need small stuff...she needs the bigger stuff. Well, her sprinkle came around and she only got diapers. YES! I was pretty happy until my MIL, who is waaay too nice, bought her a crib and stroller. ugh.
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I feel like I can't share about my terror of being pregnant here, because there are so many women who would love to be pregnant again right now. Like my complaining or venting or sharing might offend them. I know that's not the case, but I still feel like a heel.
My period is almost a week late. I'm terrified of being pregnant, because it's not a good time for us in so many ways. After I say this I feel terrible because of everyone here who is TTC and/or who has suffered a loss... they'd love to be pregnant right now, and here I am scared to death and praying daily for my period to start. I feel like an obnoxious bish for not just being happy that I could be carrying another miracle.
Lancy, I have to say that what you're feeling doesn't bother me at all. I know exactly how you feel. Last time I was pregnant it wasn't planned and it freaked me out! I don't want you to feel like you can't express your feelings because you have to walk on egg shells. I cannot speak for the other women who would like to be pregnant right now or the others who have had losses, but I can say that I still want this place to be a safe place where we can talk about how we're feeling. I know that I am able to talk about things to you ladies that I cannot talk about to others IRL.
My confession is that I have been secretly hoping that my SIL wouldn't get anything other than diapers at her "sprinkle". She doesn't like advice, because apparently she knows everything. After she found out she was pregnant she started selling everything from her first baby! The crib, bouncer, jumper, baby clothes, bassinet, and stroller. Now she is talking about how there are so many things she needs still. My other SIL (the perfect one) decided to throw the "sprinkle" for her and when she explained to KU-SIL what a sprinkle was, KU-SIL told perfect-SIL that she didn't need small stuff...she needs the bigger stuff. Well, her sprinkle came around and she only got diapers. YES! I was pretty happy until my MIL, who is waaay too nice, bought her a crib and stroller. ugh.
Thank you.
I'm glad that your KU-SIL didn't get anything wonderful at her shower. She seems like such a bish!!! Boo for MIL giving in and buying her stuff though. Gah!
Nat fell off the couch this morning and I don't have mommy guilt. She's been obsessed with climbing onto the couch and throws the biggest tantrum if I take her down. I wasn't paying attention for five seconds and she falls off. She cried and cried and cried and I held her and comforted her like a good mommy but in the back of my mind I knew it was a matter of time.
My FFFC: DH was gone this week and I loved it! Having the bed to myself is glorious. If I could get pregnant with him being away - I'd love for him to travel more for work so I could get more decent sleep! Lol.
My life is pretty lame and I've had nothing to confess for a while. Well, today is no different really but thought what the heck I'll tell you all this.
I had said a while back about my married friend making passes at me. Well he and his wife are trying to work things out and I'm hoping that this time it works, for both of their sakes...and for their kids. That's not my confession, but just wanted to bring that up because I think I have some kind of "married man" radar going on. I've been propositioned/hit on, again, by another married man!!! WTH?!? This man works for the same agency that I do. I don't see him often, but when I do he's always been very very very nice. He's HOT AS HELL too(Lancy you know I think your H is fine, this man is hotter than your H, lol)! OMG, let me reiterate that he's HOT! Anyway, he's always been kind of a flirt, not with just me but others as well, friendly flurting. Everytime my friend and I see him, he always hugs us, but it's been nothing more than just a "hey, how are you" kind of hug. Well, out of the blue, about 2 weeks ago, I saw him, he hugged me as usual then made an off the wall comment...I was floored!!! Then later that day he emailed me saying something else off the wall. I was in total shock...not something I would've ever expected from him. Don't get me wrong it's flattering...it really is. However, HE'S MARRIED! Why can't I get a nice, SINGLE, man to hit on me, or flatter me? Geez!!! I've been single now for 6 months, and nothing has come up. I'm not out looking for anything at this point, and I'm really ok with that(for the most part) but if something is going to happen why can't it be from someone who there would actually be potential with!? And if you knew me IRL you'd know that I'm not a flirt. I'm not the type to approach anyone and have honestly, truly, done nothing with this guy to initiate or make him think anything otherwise. I'd be all over this if he weren't MARRIED! Wish I could figure out what this "married man radar" is and turn it off.
I'm on spring break next week and we will still be sending Brayden to daycare. I keep justifying it in my head because I need the time to catch up on school work, and just life in general (laundry, cleaning, etc.) But I still feel guilty about it!
I feel like I can't share about my terror of being pregnant here, because there are so many women who would love to be pregnant again right now. Like my complaining or venting or sharing might offend them. I know that's not the case, but I still feel like a heel.
My period is almost a week late. I'm terrified of being pregnant, because it's not a good time for us in so many ways. After I say this I feel terrible because of everyone here who is TTC and/or who has suffered a loss... they'd love to be pregnant right now, and here I am scared to death and praying daily for my period to start. I feel like an obnoxious bish for not just being happy that I could be carrying another miracle.
This is pretty much me exactly. I can't even imagine being pregnant right now with a baby Mikey's age. I want no part of that at all and have no idea how you ladies are doing it. That all being said...I did get my first hint at a baby itch today when we went to the hospital I delivered in. My SIL is in the L&D section on strict bed rest and they could possibly have her deliver as soon as Monday. Walking past my delivery room really made me nostalgic.
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When people say they have "two under two", who are not multiples, I secretly sneer because they have no idea. I might be a mother of multiples snob. Lol.
My cousin who is pregnant (who already has one) just found out it is twins. So twins plus a 16 month old. I can't even imagine!!!
I do see a difference between twins and just 2 under 2 though!
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Lancy I got nothing but love for you. hugsMy FFFC: DH was gone this week and I loved it! Having the bed to myself is glorious. If I could get pregnant with him being away I'd love for him to travel more for work so I could get more decent sleep! Lol.nbsp;
Re: FFFC
My FFFC, though it might be more of an UO... I don't get the love for Chucks. I don't think they are cute at all.
I have two, and they go together...
I feel like I can't share about my terror of being pregnant here, because there are so many women who would love to be pregnant again right now. Like my complaining or venting or sharing might offend them. I know that's not the case, but I still feel like a heel.
My period is almost a week late. I'm terrified of being pregnant, because it's not a good time for us in so many ways. After I say this I feel terrible because of everyone here who is TTC and/or who has suffered a loss... they'd love to be pregnant right now, and here I am scared to death and praying daily for my period to start. I feel like an obnoxious bish for not just being happy that I could be carrying another miracle.
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I'm on my second caffeinated drink of the morning, and am still not able to string together a coherent thought. This is what I get for being up since 3, and going jogging instead of going back to bed after getting little man down.
DD wet through her pull up (her body does not concentrate her urine and still wears one overnight). I forgot to change her sheets. The maid came the next day, so she had clean sheets that night, but when I realized I hadn't changed her bed I felt so bad!
When people say they have "two under two", who are not multiples, I secretly sneer because they have no idea. I might be a mother of multiples snob. Lol.
There's two to kiss, Two to hug, And best of all, Two to Love!
I always gain 5 lbs that week.
Well I miscalculated my period and started binging a week too early. Whoops.
This but happening more often IRL.
Lol! Thanks! :-)
There's two to kiss, Two to hug, And best of all, Two to Love!
Lancy, I have to say that what you're feeling doesn't bother me at all. I know exactly how you feel. Last time I was pregnant it wasn't planned and it freaked me out! I don't want you to feel like you can't express your feelings because you have to walk on egg shells. I cannot speak for the other women who would like to be pregnant right now or the others who have had losses, but I can say that I still want this place to be a safe place where we can talk about how we're feeling. I know that I am able to talk about things to you ladies that I cannot talk about to others IRL.
My confession is that I have been secretly hoping that my SIL wouldn't get anything other than diapers at her "sprinkle". She doesn't like advice, because apparently she knows everything. After she found out she was pregnant she started selling everything from her first baby! The crib, bouncer, jumper, baby clothes, bassinet, and stroller. Now she is talking about how there are so many things she needs still. My other SIL (the perfect one) decided to throw the "sprinkle" for her and when she explained to KU-SIL what a sprinkle was, KU-SIL told perfect-SIL that she didn't need small stuff...she needs the bigger stuff. Well, her sprinkle came around and she only got diapers. YES! I was pretty happy until my MIL, who is waaay too nice, bought her a crib and stroller. ugh.
Thank you.
I'm glad that your KU-SIL didn't get anything wonderful at her shower. She seems like such a bish!!! Boo for MIL giving in and buying her stuff though. Gah!
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I don't like olives. I won't even touch them!
Me too! And I've been at it 3 plus years. DH and I are dropping the kids off at my moms house for the night and I'm just excited for a break.
Lancy - I got nothing but love for you. *hugs*
My FFFC: DH was gone this week and I loved it! Having the bed to myself is glorious. If I could get pregnant with him being away - I'd love for him to travel more for work so I could get more decent sleep! Lol.
My life is pretty lame and I've had nothing to confess for a while. Well, today is no different really but thought what the heck I'll tell you all this.
I had said a while back about my married friend making passes at me. Well he and his wife are trying to work things out and I'm hoping that this time it works, for both of their sakes...and for their kids. That's not my confession, but just wanted to bring that up because I think I have some kind of "married man" radar going on. I've been propositioned/hit on, again, by another married man!!! WTH?!? This man works for the same agency that I do. I don't see him often, but when I do he's always been very very very nice. He's HOT AS HELL too(Lancy you know I think your H is fine, this man is hotter than your H, lol)! OMG, let me reiterate that he's HOT! Anyway, he's always been kind of a flirt, not with just me but others as well, friendly flurting. Everytime my friend and I see him, he always hugs us, but it's been nothing more than just a "hey, how are you" kind of hug. Well, out of the blue, about 2 weeks ago, I saw him, he hugged me as usual then made an off the wall comment...I was floored!!! Then later that day he emailed me saying something else off the wall. I was in total shock...not something I would've ever expected from him. Don't get me wrong it's flattering...it really is. However, HE'S MARRIED! Why can't I get a nice, SINGLE, man to hit on me, or flatter me? Geez!!! I've been single now for 6 months, and nothing has come up. I'm not out looking for anything at this point, and I'm really ok with that(for the most part) but if something is going to happen why can't it be from someone who there would actually be potential with!? And if you knew me IRL you'd know that I'm not a flirt. I'm not the type to approach anyone and have honestly, truly, done nothing with this guy to initiate or make him think anything otherwise. I'd be all over this if he weren't MARRIED! Wish I could figure out what this "married man radar" is and turn it off.
FML.
This is pretty much me exactly. I can't even imagine being pregnant right now with a baby Mikey's age. I want no part of that at all and have no idea how you ladies are doing it. That all being said...I did get my first hint at a baby itch today when we went to the hospital I delivered in. My SIL is in the L&D section on strict bed rest and they could possibly have her deliver as soon as Monday. Walking past my delivery room really made me nostalgic.
My cousin who is pregnant (who already has one) just found out it is twins. So twins plus a 16 month old. I can't even imagine!!!
I do see a difference between twins and just 2 under 2 though!
Thank you buddy ::mobile smiley face::
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I hate olives.
I love olives. But only the green spanish olives. I eat them straight out of the jar
Gross me oooout.