1. It is a super super busy week for us and I have about ten thousand things I need to do.
2. H is getting his vasectomy on Friday and is complaining about it. I told him when it's done and he is shooting blanks I am going to do him so many times he will be walking funny. And I mean it. Sorry if that is crude to some of you but I have a healthy sexual appetite and I think it will do wonders on helping forge the closeness I want with him again (without fear of getting pregnant again!).
3. Our broker (H and I work for the same company) just went from paying us twice a month to once a month so we are having to float out expenses, etc. for 6 weeks while this transition occurs. It SUCKS.
4. I am so ready for it to be an appropriate time to eat lunch because my Reese's Puffs cereal wore off a long time ago and I want the leftover soft tacos H made last night.
5. My floor needs to be mopped but I'm not super concerned with it because DS is walking now.
Re: Middle of the week observations
1. I ate a healthy dinner last night, a decent breakfast, and lunch today...I totally deserve these cookies from Subway!
2. I've got to get a grip on my shopping! I used to hate shopping and never did it. My ex husband was the spender so I had to be the 'good one'. Well, I guess all those years of not shopping and spending money has caught up with me because now I'm out of control!
3. I really hate people that have the "victim" or "it's not my fault" mentality. I really want to tell them to GTFU!
4. Because the weather has been pretty yucky here for the last month and a half, has rained quite a bit, I've not gotten child support in, this will be, 6 weeks. exSO works for a landscaping company. He's fortunate enough to work for a company that at least works 'some' through the winters months even though it's not a 'full' week worth of hours but it's still contingent upon the weather. Well, he needs to hurry and do SOMETHING cause this no cs is really sucking! It's hindering #2. Well, not really, I'm making it but I'd really like to be able to depend on his money so that I don't have to live with my mother for the rest of my life.
5. I've tried going over to the Single Parent board a few times. I really don't like it. It seems like a lot of my "baby daddy" this, my "baby daddy" that...feels real high schoolish...YUCK!
6. Re:OP #2, it sucks having a healthy appetitie and not being able to play on that for one reason or another. Yay for H taking care of business! Once recovery is over, E N J O Y!
The tacos were awesome!
1. Im not near as OK about cleaning up other kids puke as I am my own. (Got barfed on at work today)
2. I have realized that I will probably never be back to my pre-pregnancy weight. And part of me is ok with that. I am still 50 pounds less than I was at my highest weight.
3. I have realized that I REALLY want to lose the last 20 pounds to be back to pre-pregnancy weight. However, the medication that I am currently on does not exactly help matters bc Ive gained 10 pounds since starting it. Awesome! So much for antidepression meds when you weight is one of the factors of my depression...
4. I need a new wardrobe.
5. I need a new job.
6. My baby isnt a baby anymore and that is so sad. With that being said, I am also super excited about watching him grow up. Its so much fun!