I can't believe I am typing this again. Recap of my previous post on Sunday I had some bleeding and was worried that the line on my tests wasn't getting any darker so I called my doctor yesterday morning and they told me to go to emergency. I went and the doctor did a blood test and ultrasound and since my beta came back at 61 and I should be almost 5 weeks, he determined that the pregnancy had a very small chance of being viable. Anyway I had heavy bleeding and cramping last night and we have a follow up ultrasound to tell us what we already know.
This is my second miscarriage in less than 3 months and I'm taking it really hard. I am definitely taking a bump break and some time to do some soul searching with my husband. I know its probably irrational but I can't help but wonder if we will ever have children.
I hope you all do not have to go through this and that you all have happy and healthy pregnancies.

Re: Goodbye
TTC Since June 2012 BFP #1 08/01/12, D&C 09/07/12 9 weeks, Blighted Ovum BFP #2 01/01/13 m/c 5 weeks BFP #3 03/02/13 D&C 4/15/13 m/c 11 weeks, 07/19/13 Hysteroscopy for Scar Tissue, 9/12813 Hysteroscopy & Laparoscopy for Scar Tissue, Cleared to TTC October 2013.
BFP # 4 11/01/2013 EDD 07/12/14
Dear God, Since I couldn't hold my little one in my lap and tell him about you, could you hold him in your lap and tell him about me?
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BFP #1 1/15/2013, EDD 9/27/2013, MMC 2/1/2013
BFP #2 2/26/13, EDD 11/8/13
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I was so happy that we were on this road together again. And honestly, I am so sad for you right now.
But I will be your biggest supporter next time you try.
Please message me anytime. Again, I am so so sorry.
BFP #2 - 3/2/13 * DS1 - BORN ON EDD - 11/13/13
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Baby Sam 10/4/2013, 36 weeks 2 days, 5 lbs 14 oz
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BFP #1 7/22/11 - EDD 4/2/11 - M/C 8/15/11 (7w0d)
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BFP#2 6/10/12 ~ EDD 2/21/13 ~ mm/c 7/12/12 ~ D&C 7/13/12
BFP#3 2/23/2013 ~ EDD 11/5/13 Beta#1 125, Beta#2 436, Beta#3 ???
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BFP#3 8/5/13 EDD: 4/13/14 Team Green Turned Team Blue! Our rainbow baby, Griffin R arrived via c-section (breech since 20w) on 4/11/14.
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