Welp, March 4th is finally here and back to work I go. My alarm is going to go off any min. I have DS snuggled next to me in bed. What kills me is he has no idea what's about to happen and that mommy will no longer spend all day playing with him and taking care of him, and most of all nursing him. I really don't want to do this...but as the main "breadwinner" I guess I have no choice. Six months went too fast cry
Re: I don't want to do this...
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Oh gosh, this about made me cry!!! I know exactly how you feel although I returned at 3 1/2 months. It was easier at first than I thought it would be but after a week or so it started getting harder and now I absolutely HATE being at work away from LO. I feel like my mom (who watches her thank God) knows her better than I do! I'm thankful it's her and not some strange person but I would love to be with her all day every day!
I hope things go well for you darling. I know there is nothing anyone can say to help but just get through the day knowing you get to see him when you get home and snuggle and nurse all evening!!