So- I am 4 days away from my due date and I am a ball of misery... I am still working (there is no reason to stay home) and going about my normal business because little girl does not want to get into position. That said every time someone asks me how I feel, or makes the "you're still pregnant" I want to snap their neck. I would love to stay home but my maternity is only my PTO time so any day I take is one less day with my daughter. I don't know what to do- I just wish she would come already! I was just so mean to my mom on the phone for asking me about my taxes! I hung up and cried because I was such a b!tch.. Does anyone else feel like this or am I totally losing it?
Re: Does anyone else hate every one and everything??
This makes me feel a smidge better.. I know that no one likes the misery posts, but I couldn't help it today- I was just in a place where I needed to complain to people who were in my shoes..
Oh and I called my mom and apologized..
I feel like I have PMS - and that means emotionally, too. I spent about an hour crying hysterically last night because I don't know when the baby is coming and I don't like the uncertainty. Complete mess. If I were still working my 8-10 hour day at an uncomfortable desk and broke ass chair, I don't know how I would do it. Probably just cry at work and make a damn fool of myself.
Hang in there - baby is coming soon and the weekend is three days away.
You are definitely not alone. I'm suprised my husband hasn't divorced me. My emotions are Out. Of. Control. I have been doing my best to try to stay calm and not snap at people, but it is so hard. There are just way too many stupid people who do stupid things and it's like they are trying to piss me off. I barely even leave the house now because I can't go anywhere without the pregnancy comments, questions, and dumbass remarks and I just can't stand it anymore. And when I'm not in full pregnancy rage, I'm crying because I feel so guilty for saying something I shouldn't have.
As someone who usually takes things in stride and always being called the laid back type (even when pmsing), I do dislike how on edge I've been for the past month or so. My stresses are with my college mixed with my husband's rig now adopting the man-camp (aka adult men daycare) at this time... meaning he cannot leave the rig while working, and he works a week on straight, in another state. Kinda hard when I am 36 weeks now and nowhere near my own family and hope that when I give birth, he will make it here in time.
Been just crying and trying not to snap at people in general. I kinda knew that people in general are... annoying, so it shouldnt surprise me... but you get those types that get under your skin somehow in line at the store.