MY Friday Confession...

slv0606 · February 2013

I did not want to take over the FFFC thread but I think I just need to get this out!!! A while back there was a poster MyAdviceAE some of you may and some of you may not remember...It was me. I AM NOT LOOKING FOR ATTENTION HERE! I just don't have many people in my life that know what I was going through and the few that do just don't really get it. Thank GOD for jdubb being an awesome person for me to confide in and ask a ton of questions to. In my AE post I was asking about my pregnancy being off a couple weeks. I got a BFP on Decmeber 7th-ish. My LMP was October 31st. Anyhow through a series of internal and external US's H and I learned that our little baby was not progressing on time. On January 11th I lost my pregnancy. Truly it has been the HARDEST experience of MY ENTIRE LIFE! I am crying typing this! I have written this post sooooo many times then deleted it because I don't want to come off as attention seeking BUT I come to this board for comfort and advice and that is why I am finally getting this out of me. I also think in maybe in a silly way this is part of my healing process. It's so weird for me because I have a SIL that has had a couple miscarriages in between her two girls and I just didn't get it. I used to think how could she be so selfish and upset over a loss when she is fortunate enough to have one healthy little girl. And now I feel beyond ignorant! You truly have NO clue what it is like until you sadly experience it for yourself. My sweet angel baby would have joined us August 7th of this year. I think what has hurt even more is to see DS's interaction with other LO's he would make an awesome big brother and one day I can't wait to make that happen for him!

Jeanine88 · February 2013

I am so sorry you lost your precious baby and had such a rough time. It is such a devastating experience for anyone to experience. I lost a baby before DS and I was just lost for months. I still pray for that baby every night. It is so difficult for people to understand. Recently someone tried to discount the severity of a miscarriage to me and it was so hurtful. I hope you are beginning to heal. Take as long as you need to grieve.

SrhA1984 · February 2013

I am very sorry for your loss

Cathyr1003 · February 2013

I am so sorry for your loss . Hugs

2chatter · February 2013

I am sorry for your loss and hope that this helps. I don't see it as attention seeking AT ALL. This is why we have this board!

jmccall79 · February 2013

First of all, I'm so sorry for your loss! Second, thank you for sharing. I've often wondered about "that post" and even posted one time asking how "you" were and to let "you" know I was thinking about you. I cannot imagine what you are going through. I've never experienced a loss like this so I can't even begin to know what it must be like. Many thoughts and prayers for you and your family!

n8swife · February 2013

Oh sweetie, I am so sorry. I wish the outcome would have been different for you. Please know that we are here for you. Prayers are coming your way.

slv0606 · February 2013

jmccall79:
First of all, I'm so sorry for your loss! Second, thank you for sharing. I've often wondered about "that post" and even posted one time asking how "you" were and to let "you" know I was thinking about you. I cannot imagine what you are going through. I've never experienced a loss like this so I can't even begin to know what it must be like. Many thoughts and prayers for you and your family!

I know I felt so guilty for not being honest at that point, I just don't think I was ready. I am sorry, but thank you!

NatnDyl · February 2013

I'm sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing with us, I think we are a pretty supportive group and would not think of this as attention seeking. ::hugs::

jldubb0626 · February 2013

*big hugs*

ssimon621 · February 2013

I'm so sorry for your loss and sorry you didn't have anyone to really turn to. I could not imagine what you went through. My T&P's are with you and your family.

ALane1128 · February 2013

So sorry for your loss. Hugs, T&P's going out to you

karleegirl · February 2013

I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm keeping you in my thoughts.

firewife9278 · February 2013

(((HUGS))) so very sorry for your loss..

hpharding · February 2013

I am so so so very truly sorry for your loss. I feel great ful every day for my little man, but on the flip side this time every year I mourn the loss of my would be two year old who I lost when I was three months pregnant. It's not an easy process and you shouldn't fear that you are coming across as an AW. You are not. I am sending you many hugs.

suitern · February 2013

So sorry for your loss. Hugs to you and your DH!

jmccall79 · February 2013

slv0606:

jmccall79:
First of all, I'm so sorry for your loss! Second, thank you for sharing. I've often wondered about "that post" and even posted one time asking how "you" were and to let "you" know I was thinking about you. I cannot imagine what you are going through. I've never experienced a loss like this so I can't even begin to know what it must be like. Many thoughts and prayers for you and your family!

I know I felt so guilty for not being honest at that point, I just don't think I was ready. I am sorry, but thank you!

OH, please don't apologize!!! More said it because I just wanted you to know I have been thinking about "you". You have nothing to feel guilty about! I'm sorry if my message came across as anything you needed to apologize for!

nattyk · February 2013

I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm glad that you were finally able to get it out and post on here. I hope that it helps with your healing. I dont think that you're AW'ing at all...we're all here to support each other. You're in my T&P's.

pinkshades05 · February 2013

I'm so sorry for your loss. :::sad face:::

lancyjo · February 2013

[[hugs]] I'm so sorry honey.

88eve88 · February 2013

I'm so terribly sorry for your loss. Unfortunately, this is one of those occasions where you can't understand it until you experience it. Don't beat yourself up ... consider it a learning opportunity. {{BIG HUGS}}

pennyandandy · February 2013

So sorry for your loss. (( hugs))

laura.noel · February 2013

nattyk:
I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm glad that you were finally able to get it out and post on here. I hope that it helps with your healing. I dont think that you're AW'ing at all...we're all here to support each other. You're in my T&P's.

This. ((hugs))

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