TTC After a Loss

*~*~* cRaZy TrAiN Weekend edition *~*~*

Happy Weekend, ladies!

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This is the place to vent about your cycle, symptoms, MF, obsessive FF checking, 5DPO BFN's, and all things TTCAL that are driving you completely out of your mind!

 

Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 to 10:

CD and/or DPO:

Can I just ___________ already?!?!

Signs & Symptoms:

Additional crazy here:

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TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + cytotec.
Currently TTA until Fall 2013, waiting for operative hysteroscopy
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Re: *~*~* cRaZy TrAiN Weekend edition *~*~*

  • Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 7

    CD and/or DPO:cd12

    Can I just _____O______ already?!?!

    Signs & Symptoms: no symptoms

    Additional crazy here: I am really hoping to O tomorrow because the weekends gives us more bding time and with DHs job it's better all around. I was hoping it was going to be today but it looks like I might be going back to oing on cd15 at this rate. I been trying to temp this cycle but lost on what I am looking for. This is my first cycle ever of attempting this. Any input would be appreciated. 

    BFP#1 9/7/11 EDD 7/23/11 mc @21 weeks caused severe bladder obstruction on 3/14/12
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
    BFP #2 9/9/12 EDD 7/19/13 started to mc @ 8w1d on 12/7/12 ended up with d&c 12/18/12, stopped developing @5w5ds

    Unexplained IF
    BFP#3 3/3/14 After 1st iui and clomid cycle
    beta 1: 137 beta 2: 268
    Beta 3:1248
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  • Thanks for leading this train, Mrs.E! 

    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 5-6, which is pretty good for me

    CD and/or DPO: CD16, 1-2 DPOish (not temping again because I'm lazy and also not very hopeful about getting a bfp on our own)

    Can I just __see my new RE _already?!?! 

    Signs & Symptoms: Zip, nada, nothing

    Additional crazy here: DH and I have our first RE appointment on Monday and I'm so, so anxious (in a good way) to see him. I just want to get the ball rolling on a Dx and treatment. DH and I had a long, honest talk about how I'm pretty much at the place where I want to be a parent more than I want to be pregnant; but he's not there yet. So we'll see how things go with the RE and figure out a game plan together. 

    In the meantime, I got a +OPK again this cycle, so it's possible that I'm around 1-2 DPO -- but that's if I did ovulate, which I'm not convinced I did. Our timing wasn't horrible, but we only got in two FsWP during the FW this month, so I'm not optimistic.  

    BFP #1 1.2.12 EDD 9.15.12 :: mmc 2.22.12. / d&c 2.23.12 :: 2nd d&c 3.16.12

    "there is no foot so small that it cannot leave an imprint on this world"

    BFP #2 2.27.13 EDD 11.8.13 Grow, baby, grow!

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  • Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 4ish

    CD and/or DPO: CD9

    Can I just _____stop bleeding______ already?!?!

    Signs & Symptoms:  I'm now on day 9 of AF... It's usually only 5 days. I'm crampy, moody, and exhausted.

    Additional crazy here:  I just want to start TTC again so badly!  Everyone I know is getting pregnant, and I feel like they're avoiding me.  I wish my pregnant friends would realize mc's are not contagious, and I'm not going to fall apart.  I AM jealous of them, but I feel like right now, that's healthy and normal.  I wish them nothing but happiness, I just feel like the odd man out right now.
    BFP 11/24/2012  MMC 1/21/2013 - BFP 3/29/2013  MC 4/8/2013 - BFP 4/25/2013 MC 5/6/2013 - 5/17/2013 Diagnosed with LPD - BFP 8/24/13  MC 9/6/2013
    BFP: 12/19/13  - Beta 1@11dpo: 26.8 - Beta 6@23dpo: 3,672
    Our Rainbow Son Born August 26, 2014
    Lilypie - (nueR)
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  • Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 10

    CD and/or DPO: 14dpo

    Can I just ____be pregnant, please___ already?!?!

    Signs Symptoms: I'm tired, have a sore lower back, and lots of creamy cm.

    Additional crazy here: I've been testing with wondfos, but I got so excited when my temp spiked this morning that I used an expensive test. What a waste...bffn! Af has never not been here by now, but I must be out if I got a negative at 14dpo. I keep looking at my chart to see if I could've O'd later, but I don't think so and since DH was sick we'd have awful timing Blah...this sucks.

    Jillian Rose- born 8/26/12 at 24 weeks. "It broke my heart to lose you but you didn't go alone, for a part of me went with you, the day God took you home"
    I love you always, my beautiful girl.

    Hysteroscopy 3/1/13 Dx: Unicornuate uterus

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    BFP 3/18/13- Please be our Rainbow, we love you so much already.

    6/4/13-Found out we're having a BOY!!

    10/30/13-He's here!! Happy Birthday, Ryan! We love you so much! xo

    Lilypie - (Bfmg)

     

  • imagewhiteroses05:

    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 7

    CD and/or DPO:cd12

    Can I just _____O______ already?!?!

    Signs & Symptoms: no symptoms

    Additional crazy here:
     I am really hoping to O tomorrow because the weekends gives us more bding time and with DHs job it's better all around. I was hoping it was going to be today but it looks like I might be going back to oing on cd15 at this rate. I been trying to temp this cycle but lost on what I am looking for. This is my first cycle ever of attempting this. Any input would be appreciated. 

    Your chart looks fine so far to me! The fluctuations look totally normal. Keep temping, and FX you O in time to get your BDing in!

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    TTC #1 since Sept 2011
    BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
    BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + cytotec.
    Currently TTA until Fall 2013, waiting for operative hysteroscopy
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  • imageJennOH85:

    Thanks for leading this train, Mrs.E! 

    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 5-6, which is pretty good for me

    CD and/or DPO: CD16, 1-2 DPOish (not temping again because I'm lazy and also not very hopeful about getting a bfp on our own)

    Can I just __see my new RE _already?!?! 

    Signs & Symptoms: Zip, nada, nothing

    Additional crazy here: DH and I have our first RE appointment on Monday and I'm so, so anxious (in a good way) to see him. I just want to get the ball rolling on a Dx and treatment. DH and I had a long, honest talk about how I'm pretty much at the place where I want to be a parent more than I want to be pregnant; but he's not there yet. So we'll see how things go with the RE and figure out a game plan together. 

    In the meantime, I got a +OPK again this cycle, so it's possible that I'm around 1-2 DPO -- but that's if I did ovulate, which I'm not convinced I did. Our timing wasn't horrible, but we only got in two FsWP during the FW this month, so I'm not optimistic.  

    GL tomorrow! I hope it goes well. It's a hard road, and you have to make so many difficult decisions. I hope your RE can give you some guidance and you and DH can agree on a plan you both feel comfortable with.

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    TTC #1 since Sept 2011
    BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
    BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + cytotec.
    Currently TTA until Fall 2013, waiting for operative hysteroscopy
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  • imagesnegde:
    Hi Mrs. E Level of crazy: 7 Cd: 18 I am a broken record because I still haven't gotten a temp rise. No ewcm. Already had a positive OPK days ago. And have no idea what my body is doing. I just need to relax. Ugh. Thanks for letting me whine.

    Ugh, that's so frustrating! My temps are doing weird things this month too and it's really annoying. I agree you haven't O'd yet, but are you still using OPKs? IMO I think you should keep using them since you haven't had a temp shift yet.

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    TTC #1 since Sept 2011
    BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
    BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + cytotec.
    Currently TTA until Fall 2013, waiting for operative hysteroscopy
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  • imagekateitho:

    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 4ish

    CD and/or DPO: CD9

    Can I just _____stop bleeding______ already?!?!

    Signs & Symptoms:  I'm now on day 9 of AF... It's usually only 5 days. I'm crampy, moody, and exhausted.

    Additional crazy here:  I just want to start TTC again so badly!  Everyone I know is getting pregnant, and I feel like they're avoiding me.  I wish my pregnant friends would realize mc's are not contagious, and I'm not going to fall apart.  I AM jealous of them, but I feel like right now, that's healthy and normal.  I wish them nothing but happiness, I just feel like the odd man out right now.

    Ugh, a 9 day AF is not cool! I hope she doesn't hang around for much longer. Sorry you're feeling left out. We've all been there, and it's tough. ((hugs))

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    TTC #1 since Sept 2011
    BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
    BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + cytotec.
    Currently TTA until Fall 2013, waiting for operative hysteroscopy
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  • imagelolee465:
    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 10 CD and/or DPO: 14dpo Can I just ____be pregnant, please___ already?!?! Signs Symptoms: I'm tired, have a sore lower back, and lots of creamy cm. Additional crazy here: I've been testing with wondfos, but I got so excited when my temp spiked this morning that I used an expensive test. What a waste...bffn! Af has never not been here by now, but I must be out if I got a negative at 14dpo. I keep looking at my chart to see if I could've O'd later, but I don't think so and since DH was sick we'd have awful timing Blah...this sucks.

    Sorry for the BFN. ((hugs)) They really sting. I think FF has your O date right, unfortunately. You're not out yet, though!

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    TTC #1 since Sept 2011
    BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
    BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + cytotec.
    Currently TTA until Fall 2013, waiting for operative hysteroscopy
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  • Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 to 10:  6 or 7

    CD and/or DPO:  9dpiui

    Can I just get a BFP already?!?! 

    Signs & Symptoms: My trigger tested out a couple days ago, and BFN today. My boobs, which were hurting so bad after the trigger, hardly hurt at all now.  And I'm cramping, but IDK WTF that means. 

    Additional crazy here: Just feeling generally pessimistic today, but couldn't tell you why.  I know 9dpo is still early, but I feel "out".  Which may be better than getting my hopes up too high.
    PAIF/SAIF, PGAL/PAL welcome.
    TTC since March 2010 ~ Dx Unexplained IF September 2011
    2011: IUI + Clomid = CP#1
    2012: 3 more IUIs + Clomid = 3 more CPs. One on-our-own pg, also CP
    2013: BTB IUI + Lupron/Follistim/Prometrium/PIO = CP #6
    IF testing, RPL testing, Autoimmune testing = all normal
    So lost.
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  • imageRedPhoenix625:

    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 to 10:  6 or 7

    CD and/or DPO:  9dpiui

    Can I just get a BFP already?!?! 

    Signs & Symptoms: My trigger tested out a couple days ago, and BFN today. My boobs, which were hurting so bad after the trigger, hardly hurt at all now.  And I'm cramping, but IDK WTF that means. 

    Additional crazy here: Just feeling generally pessimistic today, but couldn't tell you why.  I know 9dpo is still early, but I feel "out".  Which may be better than getting my hopes up too high.

    Fingers and toes crossed for you!! You are definitely not out! I know it's hard not to feel like that, but try to stay positive!! ((hugs)) When are you testing?!

    Signed,

    the girl who always "knows" she's out at 9dpo too

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    TTC #1 since Sept 2011
    BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
    BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + cytotec.
    Currently TTA until Fall 2013, waiting for operative hysteroscopy
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