December 2010 Moms

Had an ultrasound today...

Ha, did I fool you?  I had an ultrasound on my thyroid, not my uterus.

I think I have told you guys in the past that I am self-conscious about my neck because my thyroid is visible from the outside. But whenever I have had my levels checked, they always came back normal.  After I weaned Ben though, my thyroid went insane and became even bigger.  Now it's interfering with my breathing and swallowing.  So I went to a doctor and he said that even if my levels are normal, my thyroid is working so hard to keep those levels that it's enlarged quite a bit to a goiter.

So today I had to get an ultrasound to check for nodules, how big it is, and if it is cancerous. I also got my armpit swelling looked at, although that has gone down quite a bit, and was probably a strained muscle tendon, according to the doc.

What I hate about ultrasounds is that they aren't allowed to tell you anything. So this woman keeps measuring these big black dots that are on the screen. So I'm like, what are those? She was like, oh I don't read the ultrasound, I just take pics. Yeah, but come on lady, what are you measuring?  Are you just guessing that it might be something? You know they are nodules, you should be able to just say, "I'm measuring these nodules. The doctor will then tell you what to do." Bleh.

Also, did I mention that I have a phobia about things touching my neck? I can't even really wear turtlenecks and my H has never even been allowed to touch my neck.  So I nearly had a panic attack on the table as they pressed the wand into my neck for about 20 mins :(  Next step is probably a biopsy, and I'm pretty sure that I would rather die than have a needle put in my neck while I'm awake.

Sorry for this long word vomit of a post. Just had to get it all out there to calm my nerves.  

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