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Hard to think that I won't be having anymore babies

HeatherhahHeatherhah member
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Trinity will be our last baby. I didn't want to even speak about being done having babies. I will be 40 in March and I have been pregnant well lets see in 1993, 2007, 2008, 2010 , 2011 ads 2012. With having 4 babies out of all those years. I think I will always feel like our family is missing a baby since we lost Sydney and no matter how many more babies I were to have it still wouldn't ever feel complete. I really have to keep telling myself that because if not I would get this IUD taken out and just roll the dice but DH claims he is done no more babies he says. Well he claims he is too old he's only 30 that big baby!! I would totally have another if god allowed us.

There really is no point to this post it really is just me whining about not ever being pregnant again. I am not sure my brain and heart could handle another pregnancy so I knowit is for the best. My rainbow pregnancy was so scary the whole 9 months. But so worth it. It just sucks to really be done having babies!!

Who knows maybe in a year or so he might change his mind LOL!! We shall see !!

Heather

DS- Brenden born 11/13/93 Missed miscarriage on March 6, 2007 @ 9 weeks D&C on March 8th 2007. Riley Annalise born 2/25/08 ( 3 weeks early weighing 8 lbs 12.8 oz.) Chemical pregnancy 3/2010. Sydney Adriana born sleeping on 9/30/11 weighing 10lbs 3 oz at 38wks 4 days. Trinity Alivia born via c section at 36 wks 4 days weighing 9 lbs. 5.7 oz. She is our amazing rainbow baby!!! Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Lilypie First Birthday tickers PGAL buddy drvst8
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Re: Hard to think that I won't be having anymore babies

  • ellebelle2384ellebelle2384 member

    Big hugs.

    Me: 31     DH: 33
    Dx: Me: Recurrent Pregnancy Loss; DH: Low Morphology (2%)
    BFP#1: MC 3/1/11 at 6w1d - EDD 10/21/11
    BFP#2: 5/3/11 - EDD 1/9/12 - DD Born 1/6/12
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    TTC #2 since 12/13
    BFP#3: MC 2/8/14 at 4w5d - EDD 10/13/14
    BFP#4: MC 5/6/14 at 4w4d - EDD 1/9/15
    BFP#5: MMC discovered 8/4/14 at 9w1d - D&C 8/5/14 - Baby Boy with Trisomy 16 (maternal origin) - EDD 3/8/15
    BFP#6: CP 11/6/14 at 4w2d - EDD 7/14/15
    IVF #1 with ICSI & PGS: May/June 2015, ER 6/3/15, 17R/17M/15F
    IVF #2 with ICSI & PGS: July 2015, ER 7/16/15, 16R/11M/9F
    PGS results = 6 normal embryos (4 boys, 2 girls)
    FET 9/23/15 = BFFN
    Natural FET 11/4/15 = BFP!
    Beta 9dp5dt = 92

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  • orangegogglesorangegoggles member

    ((Hugs))

    I think it will be a hard thing to process when that time comes for all of us. Hang in there and enjoy the future with your LO's and if your H changes your mind great, if not thats ok too. 

    Lilypie First Birthday tickers
    BFP #1 6.19.11 ~ EDD 2.23.12 ~ CP on 6.22.11
    BFP #2 7.23.11 ~ EDD 3.28.12 ~ MC on 8.16.11
    BFP #3 11.17.11~ EDD 7.31.12 ~ MC on 1.18.12
    BFP #4 4.12.12 ~ EDD 12.25.12~ Born on 12.26.12
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