I feel like a little like a zombie. I am just going though the motions...trying to keep my mind off things, the evenings are so hard. Today I started to feel sick and that just made me made. It's not fair for my body to feel pregnant when I am pretty sure I'm not. It's a cruel joke.
I was reading today that it's not a blighted ovum if there is a yoke sac (or something...I don't know) but I cant remember what the u/s tech said. It was like as soon as she started to struggle to see or hear anything everything went quiet.
My heart wants to be hopeful, and believe that maybe I am going to end up being on of those miracle stories, but my head says otherwise. My head says, be realistic...I was charting and using ov tests. I know when I ovulated, and I know when we had sex, it doesnt add up. I just want it to be Wednesday already so I can know for sure what it going on! This is so heartbreaking, and I wake up every morning and have to re-live it all over again.
Re: 5 more days
I truly hope that the next 5 days fly by for you..hugs!!!
Missing Our July Sparkler
BFP#1-11/12/12, MMC 1/16/13-baby stopped growing @ 9wks, found out at 13wks, D&E 1/25/13
BFP#2-4/23/13 EDD-01/02/14 baby BOY born 12/31/13 Michael Cameron