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Negative nelly

Jen071407Jen071407 member
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I apologize ahead if time for my whining.
I tell myself I won't be this way, but every time I start a new cycle I get so angry! I'm just mad. Like throwingsomethingagainstthewallwouldfeelsogood mad! And FYI cramps, I take it personally when you hurt this bad. Like I need you to remind me I'm not pregnant?! I know I'm throwing a tantrum. Yoga, cookies, and wine do help a little, but if anyone has any other ideas I'm listening!
Rant over.

Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
 3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015. 
RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal. 
IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur. 
ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties! 

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Re: Negative nelly

  • HairStylinWifeyHairStylinWifey member

    I get the same way. I vacillate between uncontrollable sobbing and just being plain pissed off.

    I say, find some things you can't do while pregnant. Drink, get a tan, hang out in a bar, whatever. I try to find some silver lining somewhere. Even though it barely scratches the surface.

    Sorry about CD1. I'm sure I'll be joining you there next week.

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    TTC #2 since August 2011

    DX: Low AMH 1.79 Mildly elevated FSH 9.9

    1 month of Letrozole, 3 IUI's with Letrozole, All BFN. 1 canceled IVF cycle, BFN.


    May 2013 IVF w/ICSI #1.5: Start BCP 5/8 2 pills a day. Suppression Ultrasound 5/29. Begin Dexamethasone & Lupron Microdose 5/31. Started Gonal F and Menopur 6/2.


    ER 6/12 13R,9M,8F.


    5DT CANCELLED due to moderate OHSS


    5DT UNcancelled due to embryos not being capable of cryopreservation


    Transfered 2 "poor quality" embryo's on 6/17

    No frozen embryos.


    Beta #1 6/25 6. Chemical Pregnancy confirmed. Beta #2 6/28 -1
    Done trying

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  • ammareammare

    I'm sorry! I know exactly how you feel though. I get horrible migraines with AF and they just p!ss me off anymore. I really don't need the extremely painful reminder that once again I am not pregnant! I usually try to soothe myself with baked goods. Probably not the best solution.

    I hope the cramps go away and you feel better soon!

     

    TTC#2 since December 2010. HSG and bloodwork all good. SA results not so good. Unmedicated IUI#1 6/19/2012 - BFN
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