Crazy Heartbreaking Day PG mentioned (not mine)

YorkieLove4 · January 2013

I?m going to start off with saying that today is a crazy weird day, and I?m in a really bad place. I?m on cycle #6 (CD7) post mc, which is tough enough. Then, I get news of two BFPs, one just this morning, which have really rubbed in my lack of being pg. A little history on these BFPs?when I was pg, my sister found out she was pg too, about 2 wks after me. I then mc as did she. If that isn?t a horrible coincidence, my close co-worker who had been trying to get pg for a year, got pg just after our mc?s and also mc?ed early on! We agreed to keep each other in the loop about everything since we are all routing for each other. Bad mistake if you?re the one with out any good news. My sister got her bfp on New Year?s and the BFP from this morning was my co-workers. I?m of course elated for them, but even more aware of the time that passes on for meL Too top it off, as I?m writing this, literally, my boss comes in to let me know that a co-worker, one I worked closely on projects with, passed away this weekend. She had been battling cancer, and had been very open with me about it. We had grown somewhat close, and she was such an awesome person. I?m at a loss and utterly heartbroken. Life can be so crazy.

I suppose with this news I should and will be happy for my health and will ?try? not dwell on my situation.

bethLenell · January 2013

I'm so sorry for your losses. Praying that you'll get your day sooner rather than later. Hugs and strength to you!

joellenalyssa · January 2013

I'm so sorry for the loss of your friend as well as your baby, and for all the BFP announcements! *hugs* I have faith that your rainbow will come this year, and will be praying for you and all the girls in this forum!