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TTC After a Loss
katharine25
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::: Crazy Train Cycle Check In :::
katharine25
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Happy Hump Day!!
This is the place to vent about your cycle, symptoms, MF, obsessive FF checking, 5dpo BFN's, and all things TTCAL that are driving you completely out of your mind!
Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10:
CD /or DPO:
Can I just ____________ already ?!?!!????
Signs and Symptoms:
Additional Crazy Here:
This is the place to vent about your cycle, symptoms, MF, obsessive FF checking, 5dpo BFN's, and all things TTCAL that are driving you completely out of your mind!
Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10:
CD /or DPO:
Can I just ____________ already ?!?!!????
Signs and Symptoms:
Additional Crazy Here:
Married My Love on 6/18/2006
BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
Baby Boy Born 8/22/13
BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
Baby Boy Born 8/22/13 
This discussion has been closed.
Re: ::: Crazy Train Cycle Check In :::
Currently at a 7, also at 7dpo.
Can I just get a BFP already!!
Signs and Symptoms: None really. The only pg symptom I have really ever gotten, w/ both my viable pg and m/c's was that my dog smelled really bad to me. I have been going around smelling her for days and unfortunately she just smells sort of bad (her usual), not omg I am going to gag bad. Boo
This makes me giggle
BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 10 CD /or DPO: 13 DPO
Can I just ___get Af______ already ?!?!!????
Signs and Symptoms: NONE!
Additional Crazy Here: If I'm going to start I really need to today so I can go get my CD3 blood work & ultrasound on Friday. I'm extra crazy b/c my chart has never looked like this. other charts that I've seen like that have BFP's but I have gotton only BFN's. I think I'm looking too deep into this. sigh.
oh yeah I forgot. to add to my crazy, yesterday I puked while I was brushing my teeth. I really shouldn't look too deep into that b/c I gag every time I brush so puking was going to happen eventually.
Diagnosed w/ endometriosis 12/2010 Laproscopic surgery & 6 months of Lupron
BFP 12/17/2011,EDD 8/23/12,ectopic discovered 12/29/11 at 6 weeks recieved methotrexate
Dec '12 HSG & ultrasound showed abnormalities & more endo. Laproscopic surgery in January '13 showed significant damage & scar tissue from Endo. IVF is our best shot to concieve our rainbow.
June '13 Decided to go the adoption route!
***PGAL/PAL WELCOME***
CD /or DPO: CD18 but for all I know I could be 3DPO (I'm so mad at myself for not temping)
Can I just _____O or get a BFP_______ already ?!?!!????
Signs and Symptoms: I have no idea, sometimes I feel like I have cramping on my left side..but then I feel it on my right side later.
Additional Crazy Here: I didn't temp this month so I have no idea if I ovulated already or not. I haven't gotten a positive OPK yet, but that doesn't really mean much....and (tmi alert) I'm not sure if I had EWCM or if it was just leftover semen from DH! I just need a BFP before my EDD, I'm not sure how I'm going to get through it without something to hope for...:(
Jillian Rose- born 8/26/12 at 24 weeks. "It broke my heart to lose you but you didn't go alone, for a part of me went with you, the day God took you home"
I love you always, my beautiful girl.
Hysteroscopy 3/1/13 Dx: Unicornuate uterus
|| <a href="http://www.fertilityfriend.com" style="font-size:smaller;" >Ovulation TrackeMy Ovulation Chart
BFP 3/18/13- Please be our Rainbow, we love you so much already.
6/4/13-Found out we're having a BOY!!
10/30/13-He's here!! Happy Birthday, Ryan! We love you so much! xo
Thanks! It's kind of strange that I am begging to lean over, take a wiff and want to barf, but I really do:)
CD /or DPO: 6dpo
Can I just _____test_____ already ?!?!!????
Signs and Symptoms: Sore breasts; not uncommon this time in my cycle.
Additional Crazy Here: Not too much...yet!
***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.
We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***
EWCM really looks just like egg whites. Semen is often confused with watery CM, but it's very rarely stretchy like EWCM. You can try the water/toilet test -- if it sinks it's EWCM, if is dissolves it's semen
BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: Crazy level is a 2, But my PissedTheFuckOff level is a 9
CD /or DPO: CD 28
Can I just _____Flucking O_______ already ?!?!!????
Signs and Symptoms: never ending fertile window
Additional Crazy Here: never ending fertile window AND I ran out of OPK's and I refuse to buy any because I'm a cheap blastard.
BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
Thank you!! I was trying to google the difference all day yesterday (at work..oops, probably not a good idea but I was going crazy!)
Jillian Rose- born 8/26/12 at 24 weeks. "It broke my heart to lose you but you didn't go alone, for a part of me went with you, the day God took you home"
I love you always, my beautiful girl.
Hysteroscopy 3/1/13 Dx: Unicornuate uterus
|| <a href="http://www.fertilityfriend.com" style="font-size:smaller;" >Ovulation TrackeMy Ovulation Chart
BFP 3/18/13- Please be our Rainbow, we love you so much already.
6/4/13-Found out we're having a BOY!!
10/30/13-He's here!! Happy Birthday, Ryan! We love you so much! xo
I am riding this train far too much lately lol
Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 6
CD/DPO: CD 20
Can I just know what the heck is going on already?!??!!????
Signs and Symptoms: All my regular O symptoms, if you can call them that lol
Additional Crazy Here: More and more I'm feeling like my temps are inaccurate and I just want to give up. I've tried taking my temp a couple of times in a row or taking it later in the day (but only recording the first one) just to see what it would do, and they are all over the place. And my sleep patterns have been really bad. I've had fertile CM for about a billion days now, and I don't know how much longer I can keep going with all of the sex without taking a few days off, but I don't want to miss it either. I'm thinking about maybe temping vaginally next month and see if the BBT works better that way, if not, garbage it goes!
You're temps look fine to me. Welcome to the Never-Ending-Fertile-Window Car. There's an open seat next to me
BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
If I have to be in a crappy car, I'm glad I have good company!
How long after you are awake does your temp change and by how much (even if you just lay there)? And does having your mouth open at night while sleeping have a huge impact? I'm never quite sure if it is closed enough, but I have asthma so sometimes I can't breathe well with my mouth closed.
CD /or DPO: CD 6
Can I just ____________ already ?!?!!???? Be Saturday so I can start peeing on something! I will be CD 9 and based on past cycles it will also begin my fertile window. I am trying to hold off OPKs until Saturday knowing it won't be positive then anyway.
Signs and Sypmtoms: n/a
Additional Crazy Here: My temping is already annyoing me and making me stressed. the last 2 days I have woken up at 345 and the day before I tossed and turned. I am debating changing my wakeup time to 330am because I know I will get sold sleep before and after. Poor DH if he hears my alarm go off at 330 for the next 3-4 weeks. Should I move the temp time? Then it will affect my first 3 temps, but they are during my period anyway. Then my other temps will be ok..yes?
BFP: 2/4/13 EDD: 10/11/13
Patiently waiting for Buggirl to join me!!
Beta #1 11dpo:89 Progesterone:38.9 Beta #2 18dpo:1940
HB seen at 6w HB 8w 5d 176bpm! Its a BOY!
grow rainbow grow!!!!
All Always Welcome!!
IMO I think your temps look fine. I think if they were inaccurate, they'd be all over the place. How long are your cycles typically?
TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + cytotec.
Currently TTA until Fall 2013, waiting for operative hysteroscopy
Blog Chart
CD /or DPO: CD30/11DPO
Can I just _____be done with this goddamnnnnn cycle already!!_______ already ?!?!!????
Signs and Symptoms: I've been having weird GI issues for days, and today I started feeling nauseous too. Buuuut, I got a BFN this morning so I know it's just MF.
Additional Crazy Here:I had a really rough day. I've been asked multiple times a day this whole week when I'm going to have kids, and I just can't take it anymore. I'm trying to put the constant MF out of my mind, but I can't do that when people keep asking me about BABIES!! oh my goood I'm going to kill someone. BTW 90% of these people are men.
TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + cytotec.
Currently TTA until Fall 2013, waiting for operative hysteroscopy
Blog Chart
Maybe they are fine and I'm just crazy. I've always had short cycles - like textbook 26-28 days. I think I just really don't want my new normal to be these super long cycles. And I had issues with my BBT last month so I just don't know whether to believe it or not.
I'm sorry for the BFN and all of the stupid people. FX that you just tested a bit too early.
Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 11
CD /or DPO: I have no clue, 36 after emergency D & C, 11 days after negative HPT. I dont know where to begin counting
Can I just get AF already, seriously. The one time that I am this excited about getting it and she isnt here ?!?!!????
Signs and Symptoms: Today Im nauseous, Im feeling a little crampy, tired and moody. My boobs are slightly sore. Im seriously hoping its PMS and not my imagination.
Additional Crazy Here: My sisters baby shower is in a few days, Is it wrong that I wish I would get sick so I dont have to go? I go crazy just thinking about going. I love my sister and I feel horrible for feeling this way.
Married my very own GI Joe May 2002
Thanks guys.
TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + cytotec.
Currently TTA until Fall 2013, waiting for operative hysteroscopy
Blog Chart
Ugh, it is soooo frustrating when you just don't O! It really sucks. I hope you both O soon!
TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + cytotec.
Currently TTA until Fall 2013, waiting for operative hysteroscopy
Blog Chart
Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 3
CD /or DPO: CD27 / 11DPO
Can I just __Whatever______ already ?!?!!????
Signs and Symptoms: I was having some serious vivid dreams over the weekend, those are gone. Boobs are getting less and less sore. I haven't tested, and I kind of don't really want to. My beautiful creamy CM turned sticky with some brown streaks today.
Additional Crazy Here: Not only do I think I'm out this cycle, but I'm pretty sure that had I tested earlier (when I wanted to, and DH didn't want me to, so I didn't) I would find this cycle to be another CP. I honestly don't even want to test... I might just wait for AF. This was my last chance to get KTFU before Christmas... Now my EDD is staring me in the face, and I'm starting to freak out. Fluck.
Welcome to the world Little Girl! Born on her due date! September 8, 2013, 7lb 11.8oz, 19.5" long.
(((cycle buddy hugs))) you know, when I saw your temp spike today, I got all excited. You're not out yet, though!
TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + cytotec.
Currently TTA until Fall 2013, waiting for operative hysteroscopy
Blog Chart
Don't go and do not feel guilty about it. She should understand why you are not up to a baby shower (((hugs)))
The day the Bump died - Jasper is wise
Yeah, I'm sick though so I think I was a little feverish I took it again when I woke up around 8:30 and it was actually lower.
You on the other hand, I'm not convinced you're out at all!
(((super hugs)))
Welcome to the world Little Girl! Born on her due date! September 8, 2013, 7lb 11.8oz, 19.5" long.
This. I totally understand wanting to wait to test. And your chart is mighty pretty.
BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
Thank you buggirl72, I needed to hear that. I dont think anyone around me would really understand.
Married my very own GI Joe May 2002
CD /or DPO: 1 dpo (I'm pretty sure)
Can I just ____________ already ?!?!!???? Fast forward two weeks
Signs and Symptoms: Nothing
Additional Crazy Here: I get really crappy sleep when I think I'm going to see a temp spike indicating ovulation. I keep waking up in the middle of the night and wondering if I should just take my temp or keep laying there trying to fall asleep again. Then I start worrying that I'm not going to get an accurate temp. Needless to say I didn't sleep well last night.
My Ovulation Chart
BFP #1 3.16.12. mmc 5.7.12 at 11 weeks ~Avery Cameron~
BFP #2 12.12.12. mmc 1.22.13 at 10 weeks ~Theodore Michael~
D&C #2 Chromosome analysis results: Translocation Trisomy 14
My RPL Testing: Homozygous MTHFR, normal karyotype
DH's karyotype results: Robertsonian Translocation 13:14
BFP #3 9.10.13 mc at 4 weeks~Our little May Flower~
BFP #4 10.13.13- Our Rainbow Baby, a little girl, arrived June 25, 2014!
CD /or DPO: 29
Can I just _____O_______ already ?!?!!????
Signs and Symptoms: Constant headaches.. Confusion.. cramping.. excessive CM
Additional Crazy Here: I really just want to get out of this stupid fertile window and for my body to wait going back and forth from EW to Sticky.. I'm over it.
???
TTC since March 2010 ~ Dx Unexplained IF September 2011
2011: IUI + Clomid = CP#1
2012: 3 more IUIs + Clomid = 3 more CPs. One on-our-own pg, also CP
2013: BTB IUI + Lupron/Follistim/Prometrium/PIO = CP #6
IF testing, RPL testing, Autoimmune testing = all normal
So lost.