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1st Monitoring appointment this AM...

Can't anything go smoothly? Synopsis of my day:

7a- feeling really good on my way to my RE. If all is good, I get the green light to start stims tonight

8a-"hmmmm.... there's a cyst on your left ovary" ......  Wait, it looks like it has been there for a bit, so might not be an issue.  We wait until your E2 comes back. If it doesn't look functional, we are still a go.  Check the phone tree after 3 for instructions. 

2:15- phone rings from RE's office. Can't be good. So....we got your lab results. E2 is 20, so you look suppressed. Don't think that cyst is an issue

(I breathe)...HOWEVER... Your Progesterone is a little higher than we'd like at 2.3. Still no AF?? Of course, not the slightest hint of spotting or cramping. Nope, nothing yet. Any chance you can drive up to another office (an hour away) for a repeat draw? Um, no...I'm at work and there's no way. Any chance you can draw it yourself and send it off stat? If you can repeat it, call me later with results and we will see how it goes. 

Hang up....deep breath...fight back tears since I'm at the hospital. "Doc, you're lady is ready to start pushing" paint smile on face, go in and deliver a beautiful baby girl. Leave and run to hospital lab and beg them to run a stat progesterone level.

7p- progesterone result is in. 1.1 Call RE...so, it seems its coming down...still no AF? Nope. Ok...start stims tomorrow instead of tonight. We will see you Tuesday morning for repeat bloodwork and ultrasound.  

Hang up with RE....cue migraine that always announces AF is coming.

I think tonight is a good night for a glass of wine, yes? 

Married 2007
3 Clomid IUIs -- BFNs
IVF #1 never made it to transfer
On "egg health" cocktail DHEA/CoQ10/FRC/Pregnitude/Melatonin
Starting IVF #2 for Feb 2013
Follistim/Menopur/Ganirelix
Cancelled mid-cycle due to high P4 levels early on.
OCPs again for IVF 2.5 mid-March. IVF 2.5 transferred two "gorgeous" 5-day blasts and BFFN. Even REI is baffled
On indefinite hold until a huge stroke of serendipity led me to IVF 3 May 2014
Testing found positive cardiolipins/APS, now on lovenox and intralipid infusions
Transfer of 2 5-day blasts and (FINALLY) BFFP!! 1st ultrasound shows two sacs and two HB, but one is sluggish, almost expecting vanishing twin Subsequent ultrasound confirmed vanishing twin, but my other Little critter looks fantastic!
"You may have to fight a battle more than once to win it."
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Re: 1st Monitoring appointment this AM...

  • Wow!  WHAT a day!  I'm sorry it was so stressful!  While it seemed like a roller coaster - the silver lining is that you CAN start your stims tomorrow!!!  GOOD LUCK! :-)  

    Are you an OB?  

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    Dx PCOS @ 16y.o
    9/2011: unplanned natural conception and MC @ 6weeks Cycle 1: 12/2012: TI & 2000MG Metformin & 100MG Clomid = CP
    Functional Cyst - fixed with 2wks BCP
    Cycle 2: 1/31/13: IUI #1
    Meds:2000MG Metformin, 100MG Clomid, HSG/Trigger, Provera 400mg 2DPIUI
    Stats: SA 20mil & 63% mot/follicles (as per 1/30 u/s): 22, 13, 14
    BFP! Beta #1 13DPiui: 79! Beta #2 15DPiui: 164! Beta#3 19DPIUI: 773! First US scheduled 3/5! EDD Oct 23!
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  • Definitely a wine night!
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    BFP#2 EDD 10/29/13, C/P 2/25/13, Bye little Ish, we barely got to know you.
    BFP#3 EDD 12/21/13, Baby Boots born 11/23/13 My rainbow baby!
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  • You get mad props from me for delivering babies while you're cycling. 

    Enjoy the wine!! 

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  • Only if its white wine....red wine might be too many tannins for your migraines :)

    Hope Tuesdays appt. goes better!!

    Me: 33, Endocrine issues & FVL       DH: 32, Nothing 
    NTNP 2009-2012         TTC since 2012:
    • Clomid, 2 IUI cycles, and 5 IVF cycles = BFN
    • FET #1   August 2013 = BFP!     EDD 5/11/14
    • Jack dx at 19w1d with Dandy Walker on 12/16/13
    • Severe Pre-e /HELLP set in Jack born sleeping at 20w1d on 12/23/13
    • FET #2 --July 2014  BFP!  ---  EDD  4/5/15

    Jack has handpicked his sibling up there :)

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  • ((Hugs)) Sorry your cycle didn't start off better! FX the rest goes smoothly.

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    Him: 29 ~ perfect swimmers

    Laparotomy w/partial oophorectomy 8/2009 to remove cysts/endo.
    Stopped BCP 4/2010.
    Multiple clomid rounds from 11/2010 to 6/2011. ~ All BFN
    IUI w/clomid 7/2011. IUI w/clomid & injectables 11/2011 & 1/2012. ~ All BFN

    IVF:EPP 5/2012 ~ (4R, 3M, 2F w/ICSI). Both embryos txfrd. ~ BFN
    BCP to manage endo from 10/2012 to 12/2012.
    FET w/donor embryos #1: 10/2013 Cancelled
    FET w/donor embryos #1.2: 11/2013
    ~ ET of 2 beautiful blasts on 11/27.
    Beta 1: 503(12dp5dt) Beta 2: 1035(14dpt) Beta 3: 3001(16dpt)
    Beta 4: 8503(19dpt)
    Twins with an EDD of 8/15/14! Team Purple
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  • Thanks, ladies! I'm trying to look at the silver lining, absolutely! I'm glad to be starting, though this kinda shook the good vibes I had going leading up to this cycle. I'm hoping this is the only bump in the road for this cycle. Last cycle was such a string of bumps that I was praying this one wouldn't be so difficult. Anyway, I'm glad to be starting tomorrow and I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

    NYCGal...yes, I'm an OB. Most days are great, then some days suck terribly. Thankfully I can usually go into "doc mode" and get past all the crap going on in my head while I'm doing my thing. Then I come home and lose it like I did this afternoon.  

    Thanks for the love ladies! I hope Tuesday is a good day :) 

    Married 2007
    3 Clomid IUIs -- BFNs
    IVF #1 never made it to transfer
    On "egg health" cocktail DHEA/CoQ10/FRC/Pregnitude/Melatonin
    Starting IVF #2 for Feb 2013
    Follistim/Menopur/Ganirelix
    Cancelled mid-cycle due to high P4 levels early on.
    OCPs again for IVF 2.5 mid-March. IVF 2.5 transferred two "gorgeous" 5-day blasts and BFFN. Even REI is baffled
    On indefinite hold until a huge stroke of serendipity led me to IVF 3 May 2014
    Testing found positive cardiolipins/APS, now on lovenox and intralipid infusions
    Transfer of 2 5-day blasts and (FINALLY) BFFP!! 1st ultrasound shows two sacs and two HB, but one is sluggish, almost expecting vanishing twin Subsequent ultrasound confirmed vanishing twin, but my other Little critter looks fantastic!
    "You may have to fight a battle more than once to win it."
    -- Margaret Thatcher


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  • I'm sorry you had a rough day, but I'm sure the wine helped some:-) no matter how smooth we think this process is going to go, there always seems to be something that goes awry. 

    I noticed in your siggy that you are taking an egg quality cocktail. I know some others are on dhea and coQ10, but can you tell me what frc is?  And can you tell me how much you were recommended to take of all the supplements?  Tia!

    Me: 37, DH: 38: ttc 7 years, dx: unknown
    10/11: after 2 years, saw a RE, FSH 5.4
    11/11: BFP! (surprise after thyroid & normal hsg),
    12/11: missed m/c after 7 week u/s, 1/12: D&C
    6/12 IUI#1-IUI #3: clomid = BFP!, C/P
    IVF #1(10/12) FSH 5.4, AFC: 16 long Lupron, 5R/5M/4F, all 4 made it to 5dt, 1 blast/1-8 cell transferred=BFN
    IVF #2(12/12)AFC 21, MD lupron, 4R/4M/3F, 5dt of 1 blast and 2-8cell. BFN.
    IVF#3(4/13) Natural start antagon protocol, 12R,11F. one PGS normal at day 6 transfer. BFN.
    IVF#4 (11/13) C.CRM (ODW.U normal 8/13 Still no Diagnosis) EPP/antagonist. ER 13R/7M/6F. Only 1 made it to freeze. Abnormal. Looking into options of DE, Fresh vs frozen.
    10/14 new local RE to look into what's next. CD3 FSH 4.7, AMH 0.9. Met with DE agencies and exploring options for feb/march 2015.
    Surprise natural bfp (4 days before donor is signed). Beta #1 at 9dpo: 51.8, 2nd beta: 195 (25 hours doubling) @11dpo. 3rd beta (12/15): 516 (35 hrs doubling) 4th beta(12/17): 895 (58 hours doubling) 5th beta(12/19): 2120. U/S at 5w0d(12/22): one gestational sac with yolk sac. U/S #2 (6w0d)12/29. One little bean measuring 6w0d with HR 124. 3rd u/s(1/4)7w0d: baby measuring 7w2d. HR 134. 3/30: A/S at MFM went great except for low lying placenta. Verifi results are normal! Team Blue! Please send any positive thoughts our way! EDD:8/24/2015
    Baby Will born 8/18. He's perfect.
  • stressful to say the least.  it sucks that we rely on RE phone calls and have to be incredibly flexible and can't plan anything.  at least the last call seemed like positive news and you can start stims!  
    Me (37) DH (39); PCOS changed to Unexplained, changed to DOR in 2012 (finally a correct diagnosis!); 
    Started TTC 2009 with RE after 6 months.  
    Clomid + Trigger x2; 
    IUI + Femara x1,
    IUI + Follistim x2;
    IVF #1 (MDL) February 2013- BFN.
    IVF #2 (antagonist) May 2013, First BFP of my life. 
    Identical twin miracle BOYS (!!) headed our way- due date is technically 2/4/14 but c section is scheduled for 1/7! 


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  • What a day! Hopefully everything will work out for you and this was the last bump in your cycle. 
    Me: 37, DH: 35 :: TCC since 2/11 SA: Perfect! CD3  HSG = Blocked Right Tube
    April- Femara 2.5mg + Trigger + IUI = BFN   May- Femara 5mg = CX - No Response on Left = BFN
    June- Femara 7.5mg + Trigger + IUI = BFN  August- Lap & Hysteroscopy = Blocked & Partially Blocked Tubes
    September- Femara 5mg = CX - No Response on Left = BFN  October- 100mg Clomid + Trigger + TI = BFN
    IVF # 1: Stims 11/30 ER 12/12/12! (10R, 10M, 8F, 2T, 6 F) :: Beta #1- 176  c/p @ 4w4d
    FET #1 February 26th :: Lost 4 to Thaw, Transferred 2 = BFFN
    IVF # 2 Stims 5/10 ER 5/21 (15R, 13M, 13F, 2T, 7F- 6d3 & 1d5) :: Beta # 1- 15 c/p @ 4w
    FET #2 Cancelled, Right Tube Developed a Hydro  8/28 Hydro & Scar Tissue Removed  Cleared for FET
    FET #2.2 Scheduled for September 20th
    2 Thawed, 2 Transferred! Beta #1- 96, Beta #2 906! :: EDD June 10th
    2015- 2 failed FET. We are done
    SURPRISE! BFP 8/8/16   EDD 4/1/17

     
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    You get mad props from me for delivering babies while you're cycling.nbsp;Enjoy the wine!!nbsp;


    Seriously, you should get an award! I'm sorry you had a bad day, hugs, and I hope the rest of your cycle is much better!
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