Today it snowed a couple inches, so after being stuck at home all day I went out to shovel. Well it must have been therapeutic because I did three driveways and a long stretch of sidewalk.
The moment... Not only did I realize that I should be shoveling, I should be laying down since I would be 24 weeks, but then I came in to find out that my husband probably wont be home from work until close to 11pm (super busy with a project). So I can't even be with him, and have him help me through it. He doesnt even have time to talk on the phone about it!
Re: Having a moment
TTC since August 2011
DX PCOS and annovulatory
1/12 Clomid (3 rounds total and no response)
DH SA = normal
6/12 Femara (2 rounds)no response
8/12 1st round Gonal F and 2 follies = BFN
9/12 2nd round injects and 3 follies = BFP!
10/15 11dpo beta#1 = 162 10/17 beta #2 = 471 1st U/S: Quads!!!
1/13 Baby A ruptured membranes, our angels Jaxon, Jayse, Emersyn, and Ellee were born @ 17 weeks
5/13 Gonal F with 1 follie - BFP! EDD - 2/11/14
I have those moments all the time, they are so hard. I do feel Hunter with me a lot but its not what it should have been.
I was so nervous to go back to work after 8 weeks. I was supposed to be home for 6 months. For me the second week back was the hardest, I think because it made it all so real. I was a mess, I came home and fell apart. It's so hard going on and accepting reality.
im sorry you had one of those moments today.
Due with baby boy # 2 in May 2016
DD #1 born January 2014