Hello all. I'd like to reintroduce myself. In 2008, I had two miscarriages and relied heavily on these boards for support. In 2009, we began seeing an RE, but really didn't get very far into TTC again because work had me out of town most of the time. We were doing the best we could when we could. So at the end of 2010, I finally decided to quit my wonderful job and focus on starting this family because the age was creeping up on me! That July I found out I had thyroid cancer. Well, that put a halt to the baby making. I got cancer free <yay!> and tried IUI in November and December 2012. BFNs. Oh. And I turned 40 in December despite my efforts.
The RE gave us the option to try IUI again or move on to IVF. We chose IVF. We went Tuesday for our teaching appointment. Also had a SA (perfect score for the DH), hysteroscopy (things were as they should be) and lab work. I left with a head full of information I really didn't know what to do with. I came home and made a calendar so that.MAYBE I won't forget something. So today I got my meds in the mail ($3000!) and I went through the box. Holy hell! How does anyone keep all of this straight and not mess something up? And how in the world do you muster up the courage to give yourselves these shots!?!
So that's a quick update on my situation. I'm willing myself to have the most positive attitude about this new adventure. I'm so over the TTC difficulties! I hope to learn from you all and look forward to getting to know you.
Me:40 DH: 43 m/c #1 4/8/08 @ 5w::natural
m/c #2 missed m/c discovered 12/11/08 @ 8w3d :: d&c 12/15/08
Feb 2009-began seeing an RE:: DX with unexplained IF
Sept 2009 -2010 TTC using femara ...eventually work called me out of town.
June 2011 DX with thyroid cancer-forced to put baby making on hold
11/15/12 IUI #1 BFN and 12/15/12 IUI #2 BFN
Feb 2013 IVF-BFN:: April 2013 FET-Cancelled:: July 2013 FET-1 frostie

Re: Intro
m/c #2 missed m/c discovered 12/11/08 @ 8w3d :: d&c 12/15/08
Feb 2009-began seeing an RE:: DX with unexplained IF
Sept 2009 -2010 TTC using femara ...eventually work called me out of town.
June 2011 DX with thyroid cancer-forced to put baby making on hold
11/15/12 IUI #1 BFN and 12/15/12 IUI #2 BFN
Feb 2013 IVF-BFN:: April 2013 FET-Cancelled:: July 2013 FET-1 frostie
TTC since Sept 2009, 2 uterine septum surgeries (Jan and March 2011), 1 chemical pregnancy (4/11), 1 ectopic pregnancy (8/11), and missed m/c at 11w5d (3/12)
Failed IVF #1 (July 2012)
FET #1 October/November 2012 BFP, m/c at 5 3/7
February - operative hysteroscopy
Late April/May FET #2
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In terms of giving them to myself, I didn't! Lol I HATE needles. Can't even watch them go in, can't look at them right before they go in, etc. DH did all my shots for me.
TTC since Sept. 2011
DX: MFI
IUI#1 8/2012: BFN
IUI#2 9/2012: BFN
IUI#3 10/2012: BFN
IVF#1 (2 embryos transferred) 1/2013: BFN
IVF#2 (2 embryos transferred) 5/2013: BFP!!! EDD 1/24/14
Beta 1 (5/17) - 66.8 Beta 2 (5/21) - 341 Beta 3 (5/27) - 2771
1st u/s 6/7 - measuring right on track at 7 weeks with 144 bpm!
My Local Nestie Besties: JenniferLuvsCandy, MABride0808, thecuddleeffect, MrsHo1030
Hi vegas! welcome back although it stinks you have to be here. congratulations on kicking cancer's ass and if you can make it through that, IVF should be a breeze!
i had a thyroid biopsy years ago and was one of the most painful things i have ever had happen to me (would absolutely NEVER do again without sedation and told my endocrinologist such). this is my first IVF, but I have done injectables with IUI before so i'm not too concerned with the meds (with the exception of the intramuscular shots- those do concern me too!)
just wanted to welcome you and hope your stay here is short!
Thanks for the welcome ladies. Flower, I did get the schedule (I start injections on Feb 1). After seeing it I thought, "I got this." But after I saw everything in the box this morning I freaked! I feel the same way you do about needles. Hate 'em.
Jezebel... thank you for reminding me about the biopsy! Surely if I can handle that...of course, I didn't have to do it myself or watch it happen!
Looking forward to learning from you girls!
m/c #2 missed m/c discovered 12/11/08 @ 8w3d :: d&c 12/15/08
Feb 2009-began seeing an RE:: DX with unexplained IF
Sept 2009 -2010 TTC using femara ...eventually work called me out of town.
June 2011 DX with thyroid cancer-forced to put baby making on hold
11/15/12 IUI #1 BFN and 12/15/12 IUI #2 BFN
Feb 2013 IVF-BFN:: April 2013 FET-Cancelled:: July 2013 FET-1 frostie
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Me (32) DH (36) - Finding our way to baby #1
Me: POF/DOR - AMH <0.16, heterozygous c677t MTHFR, insulin resistant and gluten intolerant
DH: Severe MFI
12/2/11 - IUI #1- BFN
8/1/12 - IVF #1 - Zero response from max stims (600iu intramuscularly)
My ovaries are just for decoration
12/6/12 - Adopted five embryos that had been frozen for over ten years!
2/11/13 - DEmbryo FET #1 Thawed four, sadly two didn't survive. Transferred two beautiful blasts.
2/16/13 - First BFP of my life @ 6dp5dt! EDD 10/30/13
3/27/13 - After beta and u/s hell, no heartbeat ever detected. D&C at 9w1d.
6/5/13 - Adopted four new embryos that had been frozen for seven years!
9/12/13 - DEmbryo FET #2. Thawed and transferred two beautiful blasts
9/17/13 - BFP @ 5dp6dt! EDD 05/31/14
9/29/13 - m/c @ 5w1d.
11/19/13 - DEmbryo FET #3. Thawed and transferred one blast from each batch. Wow!
11/23/13 - BFP @ 4dp6dt! EDD 8/7/13
Beta #1 @ 13dp6dt - 522 Beta #2 @ 16dp6dt - 1373
6w5d ultrasound showed one perfect baby with a beautiful heartbeat of 134bpm!
Snowflake baby is a girl!
Our beautiful Snowflake girl arrived on July 22, 2014!
My embryo adoption blog: Wishing on a Snowflake
Welcome, and yay to kicking cancer's butt! Like everyone else has said, the meds can be overwhelming, but you'll catch on quick! Don't think about the needles too much....just do it! Lol! Hope your stay here is short & sweet!
3 Clomid IUIs -- BFNs
IVF #1 never made it to transfer
On "egg health" cocktail DHEA/CoQ10/FRC/Pregnitude/Melatonin
Starting IVF #2 for Feb 2013
Follistim/Menopur/Ganirelix
Cancelled mid-cycle due to high P4 levels early on.
OCPs again for IVF 2.5 mid-March. IVF 2.5 transferred two "gorgeous" 5-day blasts and BFFN. Even REI is baffled
On indefinite hold until a huge stroke of serendipity led me to IVF 3 May 2014
Testing found positive cardiolipins/APS, now on lovenox and intralipid infusions
Transfer of 2 5-day blasts and (FINALLY) BFFP!! 1st ultrasound shows two sacs and two HB, but one is sluggish, almost expecting vanishing twin Subsequent ultrasound confirmed vanishing twin, but my other Little critter looks fantastic!
"You may have to fight a battle more than once to win it."
-- Margaret Thatcher
m/c #2 missed m/c discovered 12/11/08 @ 8w3d :: d&c 12/15/08
Feb 2009-began seeing an RE:: DX with unexplained IF
Sept 2009 -2010 TTC using femara ...eventually work called me out of town.
June 2011 DX with thyroid cancer-forced to put baby making on hold
11/15/12 IUI #1 BFN and 12/15/12 IUI #2 BFN
Feb 2013 IVF-BFN:: April 2013 FET-Cancelled:: July 2013 FET-1 frostie