First off, excuse an horrible punctuation mistakes and missing paragraphs...I'm on mobile bump and I know mobile bump likes to eat those things. : I'll try to fix it on my lunch break.
So, I've only been at my current job for two months, and when I took it, I did so intending to come back after maternity leave, and I told them that. Well, I was given a lot of false expectations about this job and leave in tears daily it's so stressful and such bad management, and my husband just unexpectedly got a new job with more money and benefits, which he didn't have before, and we've figured out that I could work part time on nights and weekends at my old job and make as much as I'm making now since we would be saving on day care costs.
Anyway, I want to know, if I take short term disability, if I will have to pay that or insurance back if I don't come back after my leave...but I'm afraid to ask. I've been in contact with someone in HR regarding STD benefits and any questions I've had so far, but I'm really afraid that if I ask about this specifically, it will get back to my manager and they'll find a reason to let me go before then. I plan on giving them the appropriate notice, just not yet, but I would like to know for sure if I'm going to get my money from STD and keep my insurance, or if I need to budget for no pay those 6 weeks and need to get on my husband's insurance sooner. I guess my question is...what would you do? Ask HR now? Am I just being paranoid thinking it will get back to my manager I work for a larger company?
Re: STD question
Thanks for your input, ladies. I know that a lot of people look down on the whole situation, and, in all honesty, I'd always thought going on your maternity leave and then not coming back was kind of a shady thing to do, but...guess you can't judge a situation until you're in it. It wasn't my intention, but it's how things have worked out.
I do know that I can take STD as long as I make it to March 1st (3 months paying into STD). It's through a private insurance company through my employer since our state doesn't have anything, and I've read through their policy and my employer's policy and handbook, and I haven't found anything about paying back STD or insurance...but it also didn't say that we couldn't cover the uncovered portion of our pay (STD is only 60%) with PTO, but when I contacted HR, she said that wasn't allowed (my old employer allowed it).
Guess I will contact HR and ask...it makes me feel better that they can't share the information and hold it against me.