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It's officially over...

bklyninribklyninri member
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I just got back from my RE and there wasn't a heartbeat any longer.  I am somewhat relieved (of course sad) because I wasn't sure I could handle this rollercoaster any more!  I am scheduled for a DNC in a week but of course could m/c on my own before then.  I am ready to have a VERY large glass of wine tonight!
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  • nawlinsgrlnawlinsgrl member
    I'm glad you were able to get your answer, but so sorry that's what it was.  Enjoy that glass of wine tonight.  Wishing you all the best as you get through the next week.
    10/10: Married; 5/11: Dx: Blocked Fallopian Tube; 7/11: D&C/Hysteroscopy to remove polyp
    IVF #1: 9/11: ER: 12R, 11M, 10F, No Frosties; 5dt: 2 blasts, 1 morula; DD born 6/3/12
    IVF #2: 11/12-12/12: ER: 20R, 20M, 16F, 4 Frosties; 5dt: 3 blasts, DS born 8/9/13
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  • hoping4morehoping4more member
    I am still so sorry for your loss. Glad things are progressing somewhat quickly now though. /hugs
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  • SigmundsGirlSigmundsGirl
    I am so sorry for your loss. I'm glad you are at least ending this roller coaster ride and hope things go as smoothly as they can. Big hugs to you and enjoy that glass or two of wine tonight. 

    Dx: PCOS and short luteal phase
    18 cycles (3 with our RE) - Metformin + Clomid + HCG booster did the trick!
    BFP #1 6/22/09 EDD: 3/2/10 DS born: 3/8/10

    TTC #2 since Dec 2011
    BFP #2 7/8/12 EDD: 3/18/12 M/C @ 9w1d: 8/16/12

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  • flows912flows912 member
    I am so sorry for your loss. (((HUGS))))
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  • ttcmbbabyttcmbbaby
    I am so sorry for your loss but I am glad it is almost over for you to be able to deal with it and move forward. Best of luck!
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  • 74dragonfly74dragonfly member
    I'm so sorry for your loss.




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  • Lauren79Lauren79 member
    My heart breaks for you.  I am so so sorry.

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  • Geeps2Geeps2 member

    So very sorry for your loss. 


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  • ceebeeteeceebeetee member
    So sorry! But glad you are finally getting some closure.
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    BFP 1/21/13, blighted ovum m/c 2/12/13
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  • KaselleckKaselleck member
    I'm so sorry.
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  • jeannaqueenajeannaqueena member

    I am sorry this is the end result, but it has got to be good that you can start the grieving process.  I hope that glass of wine is good, HUGS! 

    TTC#1: 14 months on our own (did HSG, b/w, SA);
    BFP on Cycle 14--TWINS! Identical twin boys stillborn at 19wks(1/9/10)
    3 break cycles; took clomid 50mg, BFP #2 Beta #1 35, Beta #2 338!!! Owen was born 2/11/11! 
    TTC#2: 4 cycles on clomid: BFNs
    BFP #3: Cycle #5 100mg clomid; beta #1 21; beta #2 6=CP 
    Cycle #6 break cycle TTC no meds=BFN
    Cycle #7: 150 clomid+ovidril+IUI=BFN (switched to RE)
    Cycle #8: follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle #9 Forced break due to cyst
    Cycle #10 follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle #11 follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle#12 Forced break due to cyst, went on BCP; did repeat HSG, Saline U/S
    Cycle #13 IVF: Follistim/Menapur ER 11-30 11 eggs, 5 mature, 4 fertilized and 3dt on 12-3; BFN
    Cycle #14: IVF#2 lupron/follistim/menopur ER 1-22, 19 eggs, 14 fertilized, 5dt on 1-27, BFP!! beta 1: 63, beta 2: 119; EDD 10-15-13; 1 frozen embie
    Miracle Surprise BFP, EDD 10-1-15; saw HB great Betas, 11weeks lost baby MC at home
    Moved forward with FET transfered solo frostie on 6-4-15, beta 1: 315, beta 2: 738, u/s showed one baby on track EDD 2-21-16
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  • nmeissner25nmeissner25
    Im so sorry for your loss.
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  • kimberm0511kimberm0511 member
    I'm sorry that you are going through this.  Enjoy the wine!
    TTC #3 (#1 for DH) since September 2011. DX: Unexplained infertility with possible cervical factor. May 2012 did clomid with IUI - BFN August 2012 IUI #2 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN September 2012 IUI #3 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN October 2012 IUI #4 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN November/December 2012 IVF/ICSI #1 Retrieved 12 eggs, 8 fertilized. Transferred 1 beautiful embryo and 5 made it to freeze. Got my BFP! January 2013 u/s showed empty gestational sac. FET cycle April 2013.  Transferred 2 5 day embryos.  BFP!!!!!  2 heartbeats!!!!  EDD:  12/27/13
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