I'm still in the midst of the PP numbness. Dad is driving me up the wall. I miss DH like crazy and I'm in serious need of some quality me time. All of that said I don't feel horrible. I just try to take it a day at a time. Oh yes and I've been fighting sinus crud too.
Currently going through our second deployment. Can't wait for Zoe to meet her daddy!
I'm doing pretty well. I got promoted at work and today I have to clean out my old desk and get ready to start my new position tomorrow. I'm dreading what I'll find in the depths of my drawers (get your heads out of the gutter).
In other news, my bank account is crying after receiving my whopping $245 paycheck this morning. LOL. Promotion couldn't have come at a better time. It does mean I have to go back to working 5 days a week, 9-5, instead of 3 days, 7:30-3. That makes me sadsies.
I'm good right now tired. A lot going on. My birthday is tomorrow, my best friend forgot. I share it with my MIL so I'm not thrilled really. I started a new position at work that requires me to go back to school so I gotta do that starting in the fall and I'm running in the Mrs. New York Pageant so I'm kinda nervous.
All in all it was a shitty drive in to work and I need more coffee.
Me: 38 BF: 35 TTC Journey
TTC since 1/2020 AMA and poor sperm motility/count/morp 5% chance of IUI success 10/26/2021 - MC#1
I'm doing better. The last week has been up and down for me. I had a stomach issue for a few days, DH and I had a fight, I miss my LO when I'm working, and sleep has been very unpredictable.
However, it seems that things are getting back to normal. The only thing that I'm still dressing is getting measured for a bridesmaids dress this weekend. Not exited.
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I'm finally getting ajusted to being back to work. Its only part time now so the paycheck kind of sucks. We went to look at a house yesterday. It's looking like we are going to try to get it. It's an old farm house on 60 acres! Almost a complete redo but I'll have a new project. Now we have to figure out if we will sell or rent out our current house. I'm just so exited I'll finally have my farm!
I am feeling really good actually! My CSection incision is still burning and sore occasionally but meh. Its not too bad. My BFF and I have started walking at the park every day since the weather has been so amazing. Its nice to get out and talk to an adult!
Doing ok... trying to adjust to this new working thing... My work is letting me work from home for 2 days a week, and in the office 2 days a week... only thing is, I didn't really realize how freaking hard it would be, until we already had it all worked out.
I have been a littttttttle moody (ha!) but all in all, doing ok, I guess. My BFF is having a baby SOON (she is 38 weeks) and then she will need some help, which is great It will give me something else to focus on
My DH finally received the swift kick in the A$$ that i gave him a week or two ago about how he needs to freaking pitch in and help with things... other than money. He got the point and has been pretty helpful, which is a blessing to me and baby
Thanks for posing this question Hope all of you are doing great
I'm running in the Mrs. New York Pageant so I'm kinda nervous.
That is exciting! Good luck! When will that be? A girl I went to college with was Mrs. Florida back in 2006 or near there and became a model after that.
Thanks! It's in October the weekend after Z turns 1 actually. So I have a bunch of time to prep and stuff which I need.
Me: 38 BF: 35 TTC Journey
TTC since 1/2020 AMA and poor sperm motility/count/morp 5% chance of IUI success 10/26/2021 - MC#1
Ok, in total limbo. Waiting for DH to find out about these jobs...if he gets one we will be moving, not too far, but selling the house and everything. My job sucks right now but what I do about it depends on if he gets a new job and we move....so yea, my life feels very in limbo. Otherwise, DH and I doing great....and I'm just still seriously struggling with pounds that don't want to come off! I've never had to really lose weight before...I don't like it.
Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!
I am stressed out and sick of winter and being cooped up inside. I would take the kiddos out if it were 35 or 40 but we are talking 0 and 10 degree days. Dd1 has been sick for 2 weeks, unexplained. I am frustrated with weight loss. Argh!
I'm totally all over the place at work today. Can't stay focus - totally unlike me. I have 2 meetings this afternoon and I have no idea if I'm ready. Life is going well got to the movies and the beach this weekend and a hair cut. Feel like a normal person. PLanning o my 3 day business trip to London - it is going to be a whirlwind more time traveling then actually there.
I'm feeling pretty good actually. I'm getting used to waking up every night like clockwork at 3 in the morning to feed LO so I'm less tired than at the beginning. H is finally finishing this class he enrolled in this Saturday so we'll get to see each other a little more. I'm studying for the GMAT hoping to get into my school of choice for an MBA this coming September. Can't wait for my vacations this year! Cuba in 2 and a half months, Europe in June and maybe Miami/Disney World in July. Taking advantage of my mat leave to the max!
I am ok. I get sad when I read about mamas on this board having to leave their babies all day and then I get sad about leaving my baby. Then I get upset with this damn culture of ours where we have to leave our kids and go to work. But I am so bipolar because I love my job. My hormones are so wacky and I feel like I stink all the time. I just want to go back to smelling normal. I am so tired from work and being up a couple times a night with baby. I feel like I don't have enough time for my older kids. My house is a complete disaster and I lost total control of the laundry. I have given up. My baby is at home with dad but goes to daycare on Monday. Sad about that. I am to tired to exercise so then I eat bad because I am tired and then I feel bad because I don't exercise. There are lots of changes happening this year at my office so that is making me anxious. I am just a mess. Sometimes I just want to crawl in a little cave and hide.
But on the bright side I am wearing really pretty sweater and my hair looks great today.
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Currently going through our second deployment. Can't wait for Zoe to meet her daddy!
What an excellent thread.
I'm doing pretty well. I got promoted at work and today I have to clean out my old desk and get ready to start my new position tomorrow. I'm dreading what I'll find in the depths of my drawers (get your heads out of the gutter).
In other news, my bank account is crying after receiving my whopping $245 paycheck this morning. LOL. Promotion couldn't have come at a better time. It does mean I have to go back to working 5 days a week, 9-5, instead of 3 days, 7:30-3. That makes me sadsies.
I'm good right now tired. A lot going on. My birthday is tomorrow, my best friend forgot. I share it with my MIL so I'm not thrilled really. I started a new position at work that requires me to go back to school so I gotta do that starting in the fall and I'm running in the Mrs. New York Pageant so I'm kinda nervous.
All in all it was a shitty drive in to work and I need more coffee.
TTC Journey
AMA and poor sperm motility/count/morp
5% chance of IUI success
10/26/2021 - MC#1
Zoey Catherine
She fought DIPG (brain cancer) for 2 years
#LETTHELIGHTSHINE
http://zoeyslight.org/
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However, it seems that things are getting back to normal. The only thing that I'm still dressing is getting measured for a bridesmaids dress this weekend. Not exited.
Doing ok... trying to adjust to this new working thing... My work is letting me work from home for 2 days a week, and in the office 2 days a week... only thing is, I didn't really realize how freaking hard it would be, until we already had it all worked out.
I have been a littttttttle moody (ha!) but all in all, doing ok, I guess. My BFF is having a baby SOON (she is 38 weeks) and then she will need some help, which is great
It will give me something else to focus on 
My DH finally received the swift kick in the A$$ that i gave him a week or two ago about how he needs to freaking pitch in and help with things... other than money. He got the point and has been pretty helpful, which is a blessing to me and baby
Thanks for posing this question
Hope all of you are doing great 
Thanks! It's in October the weekend after Z turns 1 actually. So I have a bunch of time to prep and stuff which I need.
TTC Journey
AMA and poor sperm motility/count/morp
5% chance of IUI success
10/26/2021 - MC#1
Zoey Catherine
She fought DIPG (brain cancer) for 2 years
#LETTHELIGHTSHINE
http://zoeyslight.org/
https://www.instagram.com/casey_steinv2.0/
Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!
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All i can say is im not doing well at all! perhaps some day soon but not now!
I am ok. I get sad when I read about mamas on this board having to leave their babies all day and then I get sad about leaving my baby. Then I get upset with this damn culture of ours where we have to leave our kids and go to work. But I am so bipolar because I love my job. My hormones are so wacky and I feel like I stink all the time. I just want to go back to smelling normal. I am so tired from work and being up a couple times a night with baby. I feel like I don't have enough time for my older kids. My house is a complete disaster and I lost total control of the laundry. I have given up. My baby is at home with dad but goes to daycare on Monday. Sad about that. I am to tired to exercise so then I eat bad because I am tired and then I feel bad because I don't exercise. There are lots of changes happening this year at my office so that is making me anxious. I am just a mess. Sometimes I just want to crawl in a little cave and hide.
But on the bright side I am wearing really pretty sweater and my hair looks great today.