Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

Waiting on my body....(slight vent)

So, I have naturally decided to MC and everything has been *knock on wood* smooth sailing.  I almost wish there was some physical pain to validate the emotional pain that I'm dealing with in this situation.  The entire time I have just had bleeding, no pain at all.  I miscarried at, what the doctors say, 7 weeks but when I had blood work done at 8 weeks I had fine levels.  In whatever case, because I have decided to naturally complete the MC, I am having an ultrasound done at the beginning of February and it will only be THEN that I am having my blood levels taken again to make sure I make it back down to 0.

I wish my body would just be a little more clear on what is going on because, so far, it has been very vague (with the exception of bleeding)!

"Once you are real, you can't become unreal again.  It lasts for always." ~ The Velveteen Rabbit

*8.3.13*  mc @ 6-7 weeks {natural mc at 12 weeks}
*3.14.14*  mc @ 5-6 weeks DnC {blood clotting disorder discovered}
*8.7.14* mc @ 6 weeks DnC {uterine septum removed March '14)
*3.17.15* mc @ 7 weeks DnC {genetic testing & meeting with a new RE in Jan '15}
*8.31.16* mc @ 8 weeks DnC {genetic testing, new medications upon next pregnancy}
*7.17.16* praying everyday for my rainbow baby {progesterone supplements, blood thinning injections}


Re: Waiting on my body....(slight vent)

  • I am so sorry for your loss.

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    So, I have naturally decided to MC and everything has been *knock on wood* smooth sailing.  I almost wish there was some physical pain to validate the emotional pain that I'm dealing with in this situation.  The entire time I have just had bleeding, no pain at all.  I miscarried at, what the doctors say, 7 weeks but when I had blood work done at 8 weeks I had fine levels.  In whatever case, because I have decided to naturally complete the MC, I am having an ultrasound done at the beginning of February and it will only be THEN that I am having my blood levels taken again to make sure I make it back down to 0.

    I wish my body would just be a little more clear on what is going on because, so far, it has been very vague (with the exception of bleeding)!

     

    I'm so sorry you have to go through this too. I miscarried at 9 weeks baby measured 5. I also didn't have any pain just the bleeding I was so confused and scared in the ER. I had bleeding with my first baby so I wasn't too worried until I passed a really big clot. I couldn't believe what the doctor said was happening, I told him there was no pain or cramping and he said it may come later. It never did. I naturally miscarried later that day and an ultrasound 5 days after confirmed that the process was "complete" my bleeding stopped after about 2 weeks and I'm still waiting on my HCG levels to get below 5.  It is a very emotional and frustrating time, my thoughts and prayers are with you. 

  • So sorry for your loss .... :(
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  • So sorry for your loss. I hope this passes soon. ((hugs))
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  • So sorry to hear! I took the medication to speed up the process. It truly is emotionally draining. I have had cramping every day & still have not quit spotting. It has been 8 days since I have found out about my m/c & I am ready to get back.to normal. :( I hope you find some peace at this time!
  • Thank you for your thoughts, ladies. And to make matters worse now I looked at my online test results from a pregnancy test I took last Thursday at the doctor's office and it still says positive! Argh!
    "Once you are real, you can't become unreal again.  It lasts for always." ~ The Velveteen Rabbit

    *8.3.13*  mc @ 6-7 weeks {natural mc at 12 weeks}
    *3.14.14*  mc @ 5-6 weeks DnC {blood clotting disorder discovered}
    *8.7.14* mc @ 6 weeks DnC {uterine septum removed March '14)
    *3.17.15* mc @ 7 weeks DnC {genetic testing & meeting with a new RE in Jan '15}
    *8.31.16* mc @ 8 weeks DnC {genetic testing, new medications upon next pregnancy}
    *7.17.16* praying everyday for my rainbow baby {progesterone supplements, blood thinning injections}


  • LiaMadi1 - First of all, my heart breaks for you and I'm very sorry you are here.  I miscarried naturally at 6 wks on 12/12/12.  It's the worst feeling ever.

    Your HCG levels are still probably high, which is why a preg test will be +.  Mine may still show that too.  I have had blood work done every week or two since 12/28 and while the levels are going down, they are still high.  My last one on the 7th, showed I was at 27, so I went in last fri and am hoping I'm at a 5 or below.  Until then, my body won't ovulate and we can't start trying again.  Ugh.

    Prayers and hugs. 

     

     

    BFP 12/4/12 - M/C naturally at 6wks on 12/12/12.
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