Well ladies, many of you know that throughout my pregnancy I was dealing with the death of my father and my mother's 7 year battle with breast cancer that turned into bone cancer, liver cancer and blood cancer. Welp... Yesterday the doctor told my mom, my sister and myself that she would probably fall asleep and not wake up in a matter of days. I'm just heartbroken. We know intellectually that everyone dies. But, I'm just not ready to live without my mommy just yet. I have a huge family, a wonderful husband and tons of support. I'm struggling to continue to breastfeed through this, so the doctor said it was ok - in this limited situation - to bring the baby to the hospital while I sit with my mom. Just keep us in your thoughts and prayers. The loss of a parent is something I JUST went through. So right now, I'm just kind of numb and trying very hard not to cry in front of my mother. I think the hardest thing is watching my grandmother. Shes 87. She wants her daughter well. And of course I don't want my mother to suffer or be anxious. It just sucks all the way around.

Re: Saying goodbye to my mom...
I am so sorry, enjoy every minute with her.
Thoughts and prayers to you at the sad time.
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Oh that is heartbreaking news. I am so sorry you are going through this. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Stay strong for your grandmother & your mom, but don't be afraid to lean on others for support too. Everybody needs someone to cry on. When I lost my dad a few years ago, having my sisters around to cry on was a true blessing. I hope you have someone like that in your life.
DS- Wesley- March 14, 2010