Infertility

Because I think I'm Superwoman (RANT)

So I'm going to a girlfriend's tonight to meet her new baby girl.  I swear I'm okay with it.... I SWEAR.... ::fingers crossed::

So I pull up to Babies R Us to get her a little something and I text a friend and I'm like "OMG - BRU - tear tear tear" but really, I'm okay.  Really this time!  

And then I walk in.   "You cannot be the woman who breaks into hysterics in BRU" is what I kept repeating to myself over, and over, and over again.  Even the woman pulling her hair out in aisle 3 trying to manage her rowdy kids wasn't enough to not make me wish I was shopping for myself.  

::sigh:: If I were a crayon I'd be GREEN WITH ENVY.

Online shopping from here on in. 

TTC#1
Dx PCOS @ 16y.o
9/2011: unplanned natural conception and MC @ 6weeks Cycle 1: 12/2012: TI & 2000MG Metformin & 100MG Clomid = CP
Functional Cyst - fixed with 2wks BCP
Cycle 2: 1/31/13: IUI #1
Meds:2000MG Metformin, 100MG Clomid, HSG/Trigger, Provera 400mg 2DPIUI
Stats: SA 20mil & 63% mot/follicles (as per 1/30 u/s): 22, 13, 14
BFP! Beta #1 13DPiui: 79! Beta #2 15DPiui: 164! Beta#3 19DPIUI: 773! First US scheduled 3/5! EDD Oct 23!
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S/PAIF Welcome - You girls give me HOPE!
Herbal Supplements: 1800mg NAC, Fish Oil, Vitamin D, Baby Asprin, Folguard, Multivitamin

Re: Because I think I'm Superwoman (RANT)

  • I can SOOO relate! 2 friends had babies this week and 2 more pregnancy announcements. I can barely walk by the baby section in Target without tears!!
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  • Online shopping for BRU is best in these situations! I love shopping for my nieces but really have a hard time in BRU....so online shopping it is!

    April 2013 DE IVF= BFN

    September 2013 DE IVF (Fingers Crossed) = BFFFN! again...

    October 2013 FET of our last 2 = Beta Hellzz for 6-7 Weeks. M/C

  • I have to shop for a baby shower soon and I am dreading it!!! So sorry!!!
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  • ::sigh:: talking to you girls and getting your support makes it SO MUCH MORE TOLERABLE!  Thank you for letting me know I'm not alone :-)
    TTC#1
    Dx PCOS @ 16y.o
    9/2011: unplanned natural conception and MC @ 6weeks Cycle 1: 12/2012: TI & 2000MG Metformin & 100MG Clomid = CP
    Functional Cyst - fixed with 2wks BCP
    Cycle 2: 1/31/13: IUI #1
    Meds:2000MG Metformin, 100MG Clomid, HSG/Trigger, Provera 400mg 2DPIUI
    Stats: SA 20mil & 63% mot/follicles (as per 1/30 u/s): 22, 13, 14
    BFP! Beta #1 13DPiui: 79! Beta #2 15DPiui: 164! Beta#3 19DPIUI: 773! First US scheduled 3/5! EDD Oct 23!
    Lilypie Pregnancy tickers
    S/PAIF Welcome - You girls give me HOPE!
    Herbal Supplements: 1800mg NAC, Fish Oil, Vitamin D, Baby Asprin, Folguard, Multivitamin
  • 2.5 years of IF have taught me well pick up assorted baby blankets on sale a Marshalls on one of your strong days. Hide them in a cardboard box in the closet. Blanket from the closet target gc at the register = done without ever having to go near the baby aisle.
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  • I was given the pleasure of buying diapers for my husband's co-worker for his "poker game/man's baby shower".

    I was pissed at the store and cried when I got home

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    Beta #1(14dpo)- 94 Beta#2(22dpo)- 1,619 Beta#3 (28dpo)- 11,396!!!

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  • You are a strong woman for even going in the store.  I get misty driving by it!  I would just grab a card from my card box somegave gave me a few years ago, put a $20 in it and avoid the pain. 

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  • imageLuClo:
    2.5 years of IF have taught me well pick up assorted baby blankets on sale a Marshalls on one of your strong days. Hide them in a cardboard box in the closet. Blanket from the closet target gc at the register = done without ever having to go near the baby aisle.

    smart girl! It's never easy having to go in there for gifts. I went to my best friend's baby shower last year  the morning I got my BFN from IUI #2. We really are gluttons. 

    Married 2007
    3 Clomid IUIs -- BFNs
    IVF #1 never made it to transfer
    On "egg health" cocktail DHEA/CoQ10/FRC/Pregnitude/Melatonin
    Starting IVF #2 for Feb 2013
    Follistim/Menopur/Ganirelix
    Cancelled mid-cycle due to high P4 levels early on.
    OCPs again for IVF 2.5 mid-March. IVF 2.5 transferred two "gorgeous" 5-day blasts and BFFN. Even REI is baffled
    On indefinite hold until a huge stroke of serendipity led me to IVF 3 May 2014
    Testing found positive cardiolipins/APS, now on lovenox and intralipid infusions
    Transfer of 2 5-day blasts and (FINALLY) BFFP!! 1st ultrasound shows two sacs and two HB, but one is sluggish, almost expecting vanishing twin Subsequent ultrasound confirmed vanishing twin, but my other Little critter looks fantastic!
    "You may have to fight a battle more than once to win it."
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    imageLuClo:
    2.5 years of IF have taught me well pick up assorted baby blankets on sale a Marshalls on one of your strong days. Hide them in a cardboard box in the closet. Blanket from the closet target gc at the register = done without ever having to go near the baby aisle.

    smart girl! It's never easy having to go in there for gifts. I went to my best friend's baby shower last year  the morning I got my BFN from IUI #2. We really are gluttons. 

    We're about to start an IVF cycle and have a niece's birthday party that will fall right around beta.  I bought and wrapped her gift last week so that if we get a BFN I won't have to deal with child-related shopping.  I learned that trick on here.  Think ahead about when you might be most vulnerable, then get any shopping done ahead of  time.  It's all about taking care of yourself.

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