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Sigh... Another one KU

Lacyj67Lacyj67 member
in Infertility
Well it's offical... A girl who I work with came out today to everyone in the salon about being pregnant. She told me secretly last week I think to give a a heads up warning... Knowing I might be a bit sensitive to the whole thing. So today the girls at work decorated her color cabinet with congrats and little baby bibs and what nots in the back room. Guess who's cabinet is right next to that... Oh yeah that would be me.
Rant and rave over. The end.
Me 34 and DH 39 married in aug. 2002
Did 5 round of clomid 2010 =BFN
 High levels of NK CELLS DX sept.2012 DOR:# 0.02 
IVF #1 May 2012  ER 4, EF 2, ET 2 =BFN
MINI IVF Oct.2012  Cancelled 10-27-12
Ivf #3 Antagonist Protocol April 2013
Shared cycle..Donor cycled in July Got 12 eggs 9 fertilized and 8 frozen!!
DE FET #1 Sept. 3rd 2013 FIRST BFP EVER 5dp5dt
miscarried Sept 24th at 5 weeks 5 days
Etopic  D&C and hysterscopy Nov 5 2013
dx with pre genetic blood clotting dec 2013
FET #2 Jan 31st  2014 
Miscarried for a second time again at 5 weeks 5 days
Currently fostering to adopt an amazing little 1 year old boy..P.J!
FET#3  is Oct 29th 2014
BFN on fet #3
Last and FINAL FET coming JAN 28th 2015
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  • jadweddjadwedd member
    I am so sorry, but I am sure that yours will be the next one that they decorate!!!
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  • NYCGal276NYCGal276 member

    :-(  I wish there was something I could say to take the crappy feeling away.

    I struggle with celebrating for other people, too, right now.  Especially people who I know haven't fought 1% as hard as I have.  Sorry for your bad day. 

    TTC#1
    Dx PCOS @ 16y.o
    9/2011: unplanned natural conception and MC @ 6weeks Cycle 1: 12/2012: TI & 2000MG Metformin & 100MG Clomid = CP
    Functional Cyst - fixed with 2wks BCP
    Cycle 2: 1/31/13: IUI #1
    Meds:2000MG Metformin, 100MG Clomid, HSG/Trigger, Provera 400mg 2DPIUI
    Stats: SA 20mil & 63% mot/follicles (as per 1/30 u/s): 22, 13, 14
    BFP! Beta #1 13DPiui: 79! Beta #2 15DPiui: 164! Beta#3 19DPIUI: 773! First US scheduled 3/5! EDD Oct 23!
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  • BootsOrHeartsBootsOrHearts member
    Ugh, sorry. There were no less than *three* pregnant women in my gym class this morning. Maybe something will rub off? lol
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    BFP#2 EDD 10/29/13, C/P 2/25/13, Bye little Ish, we barely got to know you.
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  • LuCloLuClo member
    Sorry you have to deal with that.  It was nice of her to give you the head's up.  On a positive note, if she's telling people now that should put her far enough ahead that she'll be back to cover your maternity leave!
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  • Carolina Blue SkiesCarolina Blue Skies member
    Sorry - I know how you feel.  Maybe treat yourself to something ~ a manicure?  A glass of wine?  A bubble bath? 

    My TTC Journey:
    Dx: Hypothalamic amenorrhea / mild PCOS (Pretty much a hormone/ovulatory disorder)
    Progesterone to induce period w/ the goal of Clomid - never got period (September 2011). Referred to RE.
    Femera - never responded to the meds (December 2011)
    Clomid with TI - BFN (February 2012)
    Injectables (Menopur) - hyperstimulated/canceled (March 2012)
    Injectables #2 (Menopur) with TI- BFN (May 2012)
    IVF - OHSS (transfer canceled), but 11 frozen! (June 1012)
    FET - 1 transferred on 8/09/12. Beta#1 (11dp5dt): 350.3; Beta#2: 365; Beta#3: 157. Biochemical pregnancy.
    FET # 2 - 1 transferred on 11/01/12. Beta#1 (11dp5dt): 337; Beta#2: 769. BFP!!! 1st ultrasound 11/28/12 showed heartbeat, but measuring 5 days behind. 2nd ultrasound 12/05/12 - miscarriage.
    FET # 3 - 1 transferred on 1/24/13. Beta#1 (11dp5dt): BFN.
    FET # 4 - 2 transferred on 3/21/13.  Bet #1 (11dp5dt): 660; Beta#2: 1,300.  Miscarried at home @ 6 weeks.

    FET # 5 - 2 transferred on 7/12/13.  Beta #1 (10dp6dt): BFN.
    Attempted an IUI in late August 2013, but didn't respond well.
    IVF #2 with PGS - Stims started 10/28 with retrieval on 11/11.  Of 14 mature eggs, 10 fertilized, 4 made it to Day 5 & 1 made it to Day 6. We did PGS on the Day 5 embryos, and 3 of 4 were normal. Had ET on 11/17. Beta #1 (8dp6dt): 203. Beta #2 (10dp6dt): 618. We since had two ultrasounds & on 12/19, our RE released us to the OB.  On 1/02/14, we had our first ultrasound with the OB where we heard the heartbeat.  We are so thankful for the blessing & crossing every finger & toe for a healthy & successful pregnancy.

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  • Everycol0rEverycol0r member
    I know what you mean, so far 4 people have announced their pregnancies in less than 2 weeks. Makes ya feel dandy. My MIL called my husband to tell him about his cousin and added "are y'all going to be okay?".. What do you say to that, no I hate her guts? Of course we are thrilled for them, it just puts your own "failures" into a harsh light that follows you around.
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  • stinkerbell6879stinkerbell6879 member
    Ugh. At least you heads up. Ditto PP. Glass of wine? Manicure? Do something nice for yourself.

    April 2013 DE IVF= BFN

    September 2013 DE IVF (Fingers Crossed) = BFFFN! again...

    October 2013 FET of our last 2 = Beta Hellzz for 6-7 Weeks. M/C

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  • rrdiva1rrdiva1 member

    I am sorry, wish I had some magic words to make you feel less like crap.

    Offering big hugs, IF sucks so bad!!! <3

    Married BF 6/29/2002/
    TTC Since Aug 2011/
    ME:34 all clear/DH:41 DX Severe MFI/
    IVF w/ICSI OCT 2012 Stims started 10/8/ER 10/19/12/ET 10/24/Beta#1 11/2=BFN (beta was 1.2)

    IVF 2.0-Baseline 11/7/12 beta 0/All Clear
    Stim start 11/7/12//ER 11/19 11M//10F
    ET 2 embies 11/24//Beta#1 28 Beta #2 23 Beta#3 29
    stop meds Beta#4 37/C/P 5W5D EDD:8/12/13/IVF#3 in Jan

    Ivf 3-frozen 3 poor 3day/fet=bfn

    Ivf#4 New dr. New protocol=beta1 197 beta#2 677 beta#3 1557
     u/s 8/13 =TWINS 2 strong hb
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  • Crystal120410Crystal120410 member
    I'm very sorry you have to deal with that. When I opened my FB yesterday the very top post was 2 positive pregnacy test. A girl I went to HS with is pregnant with her second. It sucks and Im sorry.
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  • SteFizzRichSteFizzRich member
    I'm sorry love! ((hugs))
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