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MUST VENT READY TO SCREAM...

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Okay so first of all this is my first day back on because my dumb ass work decided to try a new and different filter for websites (I work at a school so it's all good intentions) Needless to say I was blocked and after signing in with my credentials it still didn't work so they have now removed the filter until they can figure it out... Secondly, I come to work everyday and work down the hall from a lady who just had her baby in September so that's all I hear about. Then currently there are 3 others on campus who are pregnant... One went through IVF and her and I are close so happy but so jealous!!! Second lady is having her 2nd baby since I've been trying for my 2nd and she got pregnant with her 2nd the first month of trying... Must be nice to be that lucky... Third lady had a child (small one 2 years I think) and said after that one she NEVER wanted kids again... Well she got married and got pregnant not much later... She walks around campus moaning and groaning about how awful it is to be pregnant and how much she doesn't want this... And she is even so effing lazy that she asks people to pull her car around so she doesn't have to walk so far and she's only like 2 months along... I mean really?! Like she didn't park it there and walk in this morning? It is the SAME distance... but whatever... Well come to find out there's another lady who tells me she is doing IVF soon and that's cool good for her, but she has been bitching about how HORRIBLE her hubs is and how she wants to leave him because he cheats on her and blah blah blah right... And just because I'm being a hater today she's 40 and pushing close to 250-300lbs... That can't be healthy or good for either her or baby... Oh and her and I share the SAME clinic!!! Yeah me, it's also an ob clinic so if it works then I possibly can see her pregnant while I'm still not... FML... On the positive side... I am O'ing today or tomorrow and hubs and I bd last night and will tonight too since our dd will be with his mom tonight so maybe, just maybe I can get a sticky bean and I know I haven't waited the full cycle to try but I'm not on meds so I'm sure my chances aren't super high... but I just want to be PREGNANT!!! Okay vent over, time to work... LOL... Thanks for listening to the crazy lady (today)...
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Re: MUST VENT READY TO SCREAM...

  • e74e74 member
    I'm so sorry!   Big hugs to you.
    DS#1 born 9/23/06 
    Twins DS#2 and 3 born at 31 weeks, 3 days due to a short cervix on 8/2/13.
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  • jburke1jburke1

    This made me laugh! So sorry for how you're feeling, but it made me laugh because I feel the same way!! My friends had a "girls weekend" and I decided not to go because I thought I might offend one of my friends that is pregnant. She got pregnant, by the way, the month after telling me that her and her husband are seeing a marriage counselor and that he is addicted to pain meds! I'm sure you can understand why I felt like I may offend her! Lol! I just want to scream, why not me?, why her?! Lol!

    anyway girl, I feel your pain! I want to say stay strong, but I'm not very strong right now, so that would be hypocritical! Haha! I will just say best of luck on your O'ing! Hope this cycle is your cycle! And the next me is mine (since I started my period yesterday). :)   

    Jackie (32), DH (32) TTC#2 for 12 months with low morph, low count
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