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Late Term and Child Loss
another update and i am broken
So a little while ago i posted that i was pregnant again after loosing my 15 mo old son connor and how i was terrified something would happen to this baby...well it did. I lost the baby. I went in for the first sonogram and there was no heartbeat. I was 10.5 weeks. I am still going through the miscarriage now. I had to take medication to induce the miscarriage. I am completely broken. I have lost two children in 4 months. First my beautiful son connor dies in his sleep at almost 15 mo old and then my rainbow baby..my hope that life would get better dies before we could meet. I have spiralled down my grief and am starting all over i feel. I just dont know how to move on from this. I wonder how much more i can take. I cry all the time and i miss my connor more every waking moment. He is my most perfect angel but id give anything to have him back...id give up any future children just to have him back. But i cant so we wanted to have more children and lost that baby too. My son brayden is my only salvation.
Holly
Mommy to brayden,4 and connor 6/2/118/29/12
Holly
Mommy to brayden,4 and connor 6/2/118/29/12
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Re: another update and i am broken
I'm so sorry for your losses. My son was 36 days old when he became an angel in his sleep. All of your feelings are completely rational. I remember sitting in the ER when they were trying to bring him back and telling God to take me, take DH, take my dog or anyone else but bring him back.
Wishing you peace and love.
In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be
corbinsmommy.blogspot.com
I am so very sorry for both of you losses. Please feel free to come here and find comfort among women who understand your pain.
((HUGS))
BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08
BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12
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TTC #3 since May 2012
BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13
BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14
No longer trying to conceive.
BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.
BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.
BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.
BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section
BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
Too beautiful for this earth
BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
Holly,
I am so sorry you are suffering so much right now, and I am deeply sorry for your losses.
I recently had a miscarriage after loosing my daughter (she was stillborn) and it brought back all the emotions I felt right after her loss. It made me want her back even more.
Please know we are all here for you to offer support in any way possible.
Jillian Rose- born 8/26/12 at 24 weeks. "It broke my heart to lose you but you didn't go alone, for a part of me went with you, the day God took you home"
I love you always, my beautiful girl.
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BFP 3/18/13- Please be our Rainbow, we love you so much already.
6/4/13-Found out we're having a BOY!!
10/30/13-He's here!! Happy Birthday, Ryan! We love you so much! xo