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Just realized we haven't heard a peep outta you in a few weeks.  If you're still around, please pop in and let me know how everything's going with you.
10/10: Married; 5/11: Dx: Blocked Fallopian Tube; 7/11: D&C/Hysteroscopy to remove polyp
IVF #1: 9/11: ER: 12R, 11M, 10F, No Frosties; 5dt: 2 blasts, 1 morula; DD born 6/3/12
IVF #2: 11/12-12/12: ER: 20R, 20M, 16F, 4 Frosties; 5dt: 3 blasts, DS born 8/9/13
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  • jeannaqueenajeannaqueena member
    Yes, would love an update! 
    TTC#1: 14 months on our own (did HSG, b/w, SA);
    BFP on Cycle 14--TWINS! Identical twin boys stillborn at 19wks(1/9/10)
    3 break cycles; took clomid 50mg, BFP #2 Beta #1 35, Beta #2 338!!! Owen was born 2/11/11! 
    TTC#2: 4 cycles on clomid: BFNs
    BFP #3: Cycle #5 100mg clomid; beta #1 21; beta #2 6=CP 
    Cycle #6 break cycle TTC no meds=BFN
    Cycle #7: 150 clomid+ovidril+IUI=BFN (switched to RE)
    Cycle #8: follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle #9 Forced break due to cyst
    Cycle #10 follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle #11 follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle#12 Forced break due to cyst, went on BCP; did repeat HSG, Saline U/S
    Cycle #13 IVF: Follistim/Menapur ER 11-30 11 eggs, 5 mature, 4 fertilized and 3dt on 12-3; BFN
    Cycle #14: IVF#2 lupron/follistim/menopur ER 1-22, 19 eggs, 14 fertilized, 5dt on 1-27, BFP!! beta 1: 63, beta 2: 119; EDD 10-15-13; 1 frozen embie
    Miracle Surprise BFP, EDD 10-1-15; saw HB great Betas, 11weeks lost baby MC at home
    Moved forward with FET transfered solo frostie on 6-4-15, beta 1: 315, beta 2: 738, u/s showed one baby on track EDD 2-21-16
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  • girlieface3girlieface3 member
    Hi I was laying low because I wanted to hear heartbeat to make it official but my ultrasound on Monday showed no heartbeat but the RE didn't want to "call it" so she had me come back into today and there was still no heartbeat and less in the sac. I am scheduled for a dc for Friday. I picked Friday so I don't have to take two days off of work. I was a mess on Monday and still heartbroken today but ready to move forward. The RE like to wait to cycles then we will do a FET. Has anyone had a dc? How long after did u get your period?

    One thing that gets under my skin is that the RE is like well u have 4 frozen so that's good. I'm like that's amazing but it doesn't make this suck any less. I feel like I'm having an outer body experience. Like this isn't really happening.
    DD born 12/30/09 TTC since 6/2011 2/2012 Clomid +Ovidrel+ti= bfn 3/2012 Menapur + follistim= cancelled, over stimulation 4/2012 Next cycle cancelled due to cysts 5/2012 on break TTC w/o meds 8/2012 Clomid & trigger w/ IUI=BFN 9/2012 Clomid & trigger w/ IUI = BFN
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  • jeannaqueenajeannaqueena member

    #butting in again 

     

    i am so sorry how can this be happening to our group, Kimber and now you. Girlie, I wish I could give you a huge hug and had more comforting words.   My thoughts and prayers are with you today.  

    TTC#1: 14 months on our own (did HSG, b/w, SA);
    BFP on Cycle 14--TWINS! Identical twin boys stillborn at 19wks(1/9/10)
    3 break cycles; took clomid 50mg, BFP #2 Beta #1 35, Beta #2 338!!! Owen was born 2/11/11! 
    TTC#2: 4 cycles on clomid: BFNs
    BFP #3: Cycle #5 100mg clomid; beta #1 21; beta #2 6=CP 
    Cycle #6 break cycle TTC no meds=BFN
    Cycle #7: 150 clomid+ovidril+IUI=BFN (switched to RE)
    Cycle #8: follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle #9 Forced break due to cyst
    Cycle #10 follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle #11 follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle#12 Forced break due to cyst, went on BCP; did repeat HSG, Saline U/S
    Cycle #13 IVF: Follistim/Menapur ER 11-30 11 eggs, 5 mature, 4 fertilized and 3dt on 12-3; BFN
    Cycle #14: IVF#2 lupron/follistim/menopur ER 1-22, 19 eggs, 14 fertilized, 5dt on 1-27, BFP!! beta 1: 63, beta 2: 119; EDD 10-15-13; 1 frozen embie
    Miracle Surprise BFP, EDD 10-1-15; saw HB great Betas, 11weeks lost baby MC at home
    Moved forward with FET transfered solo frostie on 6-4-15, beta 1: 315, beta 2: 738, u/s showed one baby on track EDD 2-21-16
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  • nawlinsgrlnawlinsgrl member

    Sorry, been MIA most of today. Girlie, I am so sorry to hear of your loss.  I can't believe how crappy this cycle turned out for everyone.  I don't know what I did to deserve a (so far) successful cycle.  It definitely feels a bit empty when I see everyone else going through such pain.  It's not remotely fair that you ladies had not only unsuccessful cycles, but for some, pregnancies with losses.

    I wish I had some words of comfort, but just know that my thoughts are with you now and in the future.  

    10/10: Married; 5/11: Dx: Blocked Fallopian Tube; 7/11: D&C/Hysteroscopy to remove polyp
    IVF #1: 9/11: ER: 12R, 11M, 10F, No Frosties; 5dt: 2 blasts, 1 morula; DD born 6/3/12
    IVF #2: 11/12-12/12: ER: 20R, 20M, 16F, 4 Frosties; 5dt: 3 blasts, DS born 8/9/13
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  • kimberm0511kimberm0511 member
    Oh no! I can't believe this is happening to you as well. Is this more common than I thought? I'm terrified of doing a FET cycle and I'm sure you are too. I hope we don't have to experience this again. Was your dc this past Friday or is it next Friday? I have to call and schedule mine tomorrow since it looks like my body won't start things on its own. I'm so sorry you are going through this too. I assumed all was well with you since we haven't heard anything. This makes my heart hurt so much.
    TTC #3 (#1 for DH) since September 2011. DX: Unexplained infertility with possible cervical factor. May 2012 did clomid with IUI - BFN August 2012 IUI #2 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN September 2012 IUI #3 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN October 2012 IUI #4 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN November/December 2012 IVF/ICSI #1 Retrieved 12 eggs, 8 fertilized. Transferred 1 beautiful embryo and 5 made it to freeze. Got my BFP! January 2013 u/s showed empty gestational sac. FET cycle April 2013.  Transferred 2 5 day embryos.  BFP!!!!!  2 heartbeats!!!!  EDD:  12/27/13
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  • girlieface3girlieface3 member
    Thank you girls. You are so amazingly supportive. I'm trying my best to stay positive and optimistic.

    Nawlins you absolutely deserve every minute of your miracle and as will we when it's our turn.

    Kimber I am nervous for the FET but from what I've read the odds are definitely on our side. We need to look at it is we already got the heartache out of the way...now on to happy things to come.
    I did a single transfer and this may sound weird but I have thought to myself...why did that egg have to grow in the first place if it was going to make it to this point and stop...why couldn't it have stopped growing in the lab.

    I do thank God for this happening so early. I do know that he answers prayers and it will happen when the time is right and when I'm holding my newborn in my arms, I will understand his plan a little better.

    On a different note...am I foolish for still wanting to transfer one at my FET? And i feel like being bad and do the BD after I get AF.
    DD born 12/30/09 TTC since 6/2011 2/2012 Clomid +Ovidrel+ti= bfn 3/2012 Menapur + follistim= cancelled, over stimulation 4/2012 Next cycle cancelled due to cysts 5/2012 on break TTC w/o meds 8/2012 Clomid & trigger w/ IUI=BFN 9/2012 Clomid & trigger w/ IUI = BFN
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  • kimberm0511kimberm0511 member
    I also only transferred one and had the same thought about the development. I also felt mad bc the embryologists kept going on and on about how fantastic the embryos looked. I can't help but think "it obviously wasn't that great!". I know that's a terrible way to think. I can't decide if I should just transfer one again or go ahead and do two. I keep wondering if there would have been two, would one have survived. I just don't know if my body could handle being pregnant with twins..but I do not want to experience this again. However, I also feel that God has a plan. I just wish he'd let me in on it so I know what to do and what to expect! Haha!
    TTC #3 (#1 for DH) since September 2011. DX: Unexplained infertility with possible cervical factor. May 2012 did clomid with IUI - BFN August 2012 IUI #2 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN September 2012 IUI #3 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN October 2012 IUI #4 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN November/December 2012 IVF/ICSI #1 Retrieved 12 eggs, 8 fertilized. Transferred 1 beautiful embryo and 5 made it to freeze. Got my BFP! January 2013 u/s showed empty gestational sac. FET cycle April 2013.  Transferred 2 5 day embryos.  BFP!!!!!  2 heartbeats!!!!  EDD:  12/27/13
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  • girlieface3girlieface3 member
    I feel exactly the same! I could have written that myself. My feelings are one was successful...now it just has to be the right one. Ugh! At least we will have to way our options. Thank goodness we have other babies on ice. My friend once called them her really expensive frozen babies. Ha!
    DD born 12/30/09 TTC since 6/2011 2/2012 Clomid +Ovidrel+ti= bfn 3/2012 Menapur + follistim= cancelled, over stimulation 4/2012 Next cycle cancelled due to cysts 5/2012 on break TTC w/o meds 8/2012 Clomid & trigger w/ IUI=BFN 9/2012 Clomid & trigger w/ IUI = BFN
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