So as many of you probably remember DH was onboard with TTC for a matter of days before changing his mind. Well a few days ago he announces at lunch with my parents that he's ready to start trying to have kids. I didn't even bring up to him that maybe this should have been a private convo because I'm terrified I'll scare away his change of heart!
I want to be excited, but I'm afraid he'll change his mind again. I even considered secretly TTA for a little while until I can tell if he's Really on board.
I don't want to lie to him, but according to FF my fertile window is coming up and as badly as I want a baby I'll be heartbroken if we succeed and he has decided we should wait.