I'll start early. My wonderful son decided to wake up at 7:30 when he went to bed late at 10 [H wanted to spend a little morr time with him since today he started working again] so here I am looking like the Walking Dead.
I have alergies... ugh!
Is cloudy and it depresses me... even more when today I start to take down the Christmas decorations.
O cried all weekend. It was so bad that H was happy to go to work today. So far today he seems ok, I'm hoping he is because we have music class and I don't want to take a whiney toddler
We are in teething hell with A. The poor guy is miserable. He was up every three hours over the weekend at night. DH and I are fighting. And work is so busy today. I just want to curl up in my bed and put the covers over my head.
"From the moment I first saw you, the second that you were born, I knew that you
were the love of my life"
Me: 35, DH: 40
TTC # 2 since 8/13, Dx: unexplained secondary infertility
Clomid cycles 7/14 & 8/14= BFN
IUI # 1 (clomid) 8/27/14= BFN
IUI # 2 (clomid and follistim) 9/25/14= BFN
IUI # 3 (femara and follistim) 10/23/14= BFN
IUI # 4 (femara and follistim) 11/20/14= BFN
12/12/14- saline sono shows two polyps
2/15- two uterine polyps and "schmutz" (RE's words) removed
B's sleep has been awful lately. She still goes down without a peep, but then sometime between 1 and 4 she wakes up crying and will continue to scream for hours unless I rock her or DH sleeps with her on his chest.
I don't think she's teething, and honestly I think she just wakes up and then decides she wants to see her parents It's been over a week now and I'm exhausted.
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We all have a terrible cold, with SO's being the worst, of course. The noises that were coming out of him last night...OMG, I don't think I've ever heard such noises. Then when he wasn't making noises, B was. I'm already having major insomnia, and this family cold is making it so much worse.
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And since it's after the first of the year, if I need an antibiotic, I'll have to go to the doctor and pay 113 for the visit because I'll have to meet my deductible
This really has me irritated as well. We just met ours in December, just to start over again! And we used everything in our FSA so we have to pay.
Mondays are DHs day off so we stayed up late watching our show on Netflix. Everything was good, we were flirty, and going to get some good waffles, when somehow he got so drunk he was puking?! Huh, how did that happen?!
All of the moms with insomnia....WELCOME I would give anything to feel tired and just go to sleep for the night like I did when I was pregnant. It was so amazing.
I am having a hard time getting motivated. I seriously make myself get in the car..go to the gym.. go tanning.. go to Chrurch.. go to the store, etc.
I am always happy after I do these things BUT! the energy it takes to make moves is alarming and a mental feat all in its own.
All of the moms with insomnia....WELCOME I would give anything to feel tired and just go to sleep for the night like I did when I was pregnant. It was so amazing.
I am having a hard time getting motivated. I seriously make myself get in the car..go to the gym.. go tanning.. go to Chrurch.. go to the store, etc.
I am always happy after I do these things BUT! the energy it takes to make moves is alarming and a mental feat all in its own.
I have always had insomnia but when I was pregnant I slept so awesome. Gosh, I miss that.
insomnia suuucks. I take benadryl everynight to help me sleep.It's the only thing I feel safe enough to take since I'm home alone with DS. It helps me sleep somewhat but I can still be awake if needed for DS.
This nap transition is a struggle as N woke at 4am and was up for 40 mins this morning then back to sleep. I don't know if it was overtired or her cold but either way it makes it hard to try and work on a new schedule. I know it takes some time and she's doing well so far I just have to let go of my sleep fixation.
Looked at the calanar and realized that I'm 7 days late. Scared to POAS. Guess that's what I'll be doing over my lunch hour today.
Really nervous about the outcome. A baby is a blessing but financially right now it would be a huge strain. Dh just asked me yesterday if I thought he should get a part time job. I told him no but consider us dirt poor until further notice.
Just having a heard time keeping a float and with the taxes going up, health insurance and daycare cost my paycheck is pretty much gas money.
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I have a cold...this is the first time I've been sick since before I got pg with L, so more than 2 years. Ugh, I hate this, I feel so yucky I can't breathe and I can't sleep. AND L has an ear infection. Boo.
I am in a serious funk between DH's night schedule and this cold weather and snow. So ready for spring!!
And I'm so over sickness in our house. L has had a bad cold and cough since last Sunday. Also a double ear infection, but the antibiotics have her feeling much better from that. Still, all I do lately is wipe her nose, and she wakes up around 5am every day coughing like crazy. We've been cooped up in the house forever because she's sick and most of my family is sick too so we can't go see them.
Add me to the insomnia list. I had it most of my life growing up but when I started working full time it went away. Now that I'm back on my own schedule, I am awake until the wee hours of morning. I think i need to do more with my day to get over it.
My other moan, my period is all over the place. I have never been really regular but within a margin of five days I knew when it would come. Last month though it was almost two weeks late and I woke up with it today 4 days early. It is never ever ever early. What the hell is going on with my crazy body?
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C had to go to emerg on Saturday because her temperature got up to 39.8, it was just a cold virus and she's fine now other than a runny nose and slight cough. The worst part was she was at MIL's because I had to work and DH was really sick and I feel terrible that I didn't just keep her home Fri night when I knew she wasn't feeling well. I feel like I put my job before my sick child because I was worried about calling in to work. Stupid stupid. Ill never so that again.
Also, Mike is getting nowhere with his back injury and said he's becoming depressed because he goes to work and can't do anything, can't do anything at home, and physio, massage and chiropractor aren't helping. I think he needs to suck it up and quit moping around because lying in bed all the time isn't going to make it better. But I don't want to be the jerk that kicks him when he's down so I'm jut trying to be supportive.
Edit: 39.8 is about 103
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C had to go to emerg on Saturday because her temperature got up to 39.8, it was just a cold virus and she's fine now other than a runny nose and slight cough. The worst part was she was at MIL's because I had to work and DH was really sick and I feel terrible that I didn't just keep her home Fri night when I knew she wasn't feeling well. I feel like I put my job before my sick child because I was worried about calling in to work. Stupid stupid. Ill never so that again.
Also, Mike is getting nowhere with his back injury and said he's becoming depressed because he goes to work and can't do anything, can't do anything at home, and physio, massage and chiropractor aren't helping. I think he needs to suck it up and quit moping around because lying in bed all the time isn't going to make it better. But I don't want to be the jerk that kicks him when he's down so I'm jut trying to be supportive.
Edit: 39.8 is about 103
Oh Babymom don't be so hard on yourself. As far as I have see you take care wonderfully of C. I mean is not like you left her to go have a good time and you didn't leave her just anywhere. So don't worry and I'm happy to know that she's better. xoxo
AF has overstayed her welcome. Boo, b/c I want waffles. J has taken to yelling at random people who walk by when we're at a restaurant. Looks like we're done eating out for a while.
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We came back from vacation to an extremely sick kitty, and he's been in emergency care since Thursday. He's making good progress but we just found out about another problem and he'll have to stay there another couple of days. I'm glad we decided to give him a chance and not put him down, but its getting $$$$
Body aching and sooo tired. House is a mess and so many children.
I never vent like this IRL and it makes me feel guilty
Don't feel guilty. Its called venting because it has to be let out somewhere and its much better that it is in the form of complaints to friends than as yelling or crying or snapping.
I don't know how you do it super mom.
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Body aching and sooo tired. House is a mess and so many children.
I never vent like this IRL and it makes me feel guilty
Don't feel guilty. Its called venting because it has to be let out somewhere and its much better that it is in the form of complaints to friends than as yelling or crying or snapping.
I don't know how you do it super mom.
Thanks, Linz.
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AF has overstayed her welcome. Boo, b/c I want waffles. J has taken to yelling at random people who walk by when we're at a restaurant. Looks like we're done eating out for a while.
I warn people who sit down next to us - "I hope you don't mind getting stared at or waved at or offered a bite of french fry." 1. because it's going to happen and 2. to break the ice in case he does something truly offensive!
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I woke up with a sore throat and sinus drainage/congestion. Seriously, I just got over this. And since it's after the first of the year, if I need an antibiotic, I'll have to go to the doctor and pay $113 for the visit because I'll have to meet my deductible again.
I need to go to the grocery store because we're out of everything, but I don't feel like it.
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I woke up with a sore throat and sinus drainage/congestion. Seriously, I just got over this. And since it's after the first of the year, if I need an antibiotic, I'll have to go to the doctor and pay $113 for the visit because I'll have to meet my deductible again.
I need to go to the grocery store because we're out of everything, but I don't feel like it.
Wow. This is exactly how I feel. Friday I woke with a sore throat and was like crap! I can't afford this right now. However good news is...mine got better after a couple days. Looks like it was just allergies. Try taking Zyrtec or Benedryl for the drainage. I also gargled with warm salt water a few times a day.
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Re: Monday Moans
I have alergies... ugh!
Is cloudy and it depresses me... even more when today I start to take down the Christmas decorations.
B's sleep has been awful lately. She still goes down without a peep, but then sometime between 1 and 4 she wakes up crying and will continue to scream for hours unless I rock her or DH sleeps with her on his chest.
I don't think she's teething, and honestly I think she just wakes up and then decides she wants to see her parents It's been over a week now and I'm exhausted.
We all have a terrible cold, with SO's being the worst, of course. The noises that were coming out of him last night...OMG, I don't think I've ever heard such noises. Then when he wasn't making noises, B was. I'm already having major insomnia, and this family cold is making it so much worse.
This really has me irritated as well. We just met ours in December, just to start over again! And we used everything in our FSA so we have to pay.
Mondays are DHs day off so we stayed up late watching our show on Netflix. Everything was good, we were flirty, and going to get some good waffles, when somehow he got so drunk he was puking?! Huh, how did that happen?!
All of the moms with insomnia....WELCOME I would give anything to feel tired and just go to sleep for the night like I did when I was pregnant. It was so amazing.
I am having a hard time getting motivated. I seriously make myself get in the car..go to the gym.. go tanning.. go to Chrurch.. go to the store, etc.
I am always happy after I do these things BUT! the energy it takes to make moves is alarming and a mental feat all in its own.
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I have always had insomnia but when I was pregnant I slept so awesome. Gosh, I miss that.
insomnia suuucks. I take benadryl everynight to help me sleep.It's the only thing I feel safe enough to take since I'm home alone with DS. It helps me sleep somewhat but I can still be awake if needed for DS.
Looked at the calanar and realized that I'm 7 days late. Scared to POAS. Guess that's what I'll be doing over my lunch hour today.
Really nervous about the outcome. A baby is a blessing but financially right now it would be a huge strain. Dh just asked me yesterday if I thought he should get a part time job. I told him no but consider us dirt poor until further notice.
Just having a heard time keeping a float and with the taxes going up, health insurance and daycare cost my paycheck is pretty much gas money.
I am in a serious funk between DH's night schedule and this cold weather and snow. So ready for spring!!
And I'm so over sickness in our house. L has had a bad cold and cough since last Sunday. Also a double ear infection, but the antibiotics have her feeling much better from that. Still, all I do lately is wipe her nose, and she wakes up around 5am every day coughing like crazy. We've been cooped up in the house forever because she's sick and most of my family is sick too so we can't go see them.
Add me to the insomnia list. I had it most of my life growing up but when I started working full time it went away. Now that I'm back on my own schedule, I am awake until the wee hours of morning. I think i need to do more with my day to get over it.
My other moan, my period is all over the place. I have never been really regular but within a margin of five days I knew when it would come. Last month though it was almost two weeks late and I woke up with it today 4 days early. It is never ever ever early. What the hell is going on with my crazy body?
Also, Mike is getting nowhere with his back injury and said he's becoming depressed because he goes to work and can't do anything, can't do anything at home, and physio, massage and chiropractor aren't helping. I think he needs to suck it up and quit moping around because lying in bed all the time isn't going to make it better. But I don't want to be the jerk that kicks him when he's down so I'm jut trying to be supportive.
Edit: 39.8 is about 103
G has not slept well for two nights now.
I have cramps
"What did my fingers do before they held you? What did my heart do with it's love?"
Body aching and sooo tired. House is a mess and so many children.
I never vent like this IRL and it makes me feel guilty
Don't feel guilty. Its called venting because it has to be let out somewhere and its much better that it is in the form of complaints to friends than as yelling or crying or snapping.
I don't know how you do it super mom.
Thanks, Linz.
I warn people who sit down next to us - "I hope you don't mind getting stared at or waved at or offered a bite of french fry." 1. because it's going to happen and 2. to break the ice in case he does something truly offensive!
Wow. This is exactly how I feel. Friday I woke with a sore throat and was like crap! I can't afford this right now. However good news is...mine got better after a couple days. Looks like it was just allergies. Try taking Zyrtec or Benedryl for the drainage. I also gargled with warm salt water a few times a day.