Feeling so sad today :

Tigger & pooh · January 2013

I have really been looking forward to a new year and new beginnings but really missing being pregnant today. We celebrated NYE with a group of friends last night, one who is due the day before my due date. It was so hard to see her cute baby belly all night and think I should be 25 wks today. The last five weeks have been seemed like an eternity. I should be out planning for a little girl not wondering when they will call me to pick up Ella's remains. No point to this just really really sad.

OSUWifey09 · January 2013

That's part of the reason why I chose to stay in. It's been almost a year since we found out we were expecting, and I just don't want anything to do with babies or pregnancy right now. It's too hard to handle. *hugs*

EDIT: I want to echo the others in that you are so brave for going to that party. I couldn't have done it. You're amazing.

starburst0928 · January 2013

((Hugs))

That was so brave of you to go to that party knowing the other pregnant lady was going to be there!

Everything about this sucks!

bunnybun4 · January 2013

So sorry you are feeling down. I commend you for taking the step to be around a pregnant person. I've gotten to where I can handle babies but pregnant friends are really hard for me to see and hear about. I miss my little girl too. Hugs!

ashx3renee · January 2013

I had a similar problem on New Years as well, only our friends had just had their baby and had them with her. It was so hard to see a tiny two week old baby knowing that I should still be pregnant. *Hugs* Keep your head up!

arm08 · January 2013

I also understand... I didn't go to a Christmas party because I knew that girls would be there with there new borns and young babies I mean I want to see my friends I just dont want to see there babies right now or hear how great there 1st christmas was and how wonderful there life is I never felt that way about things before but I guess with it being so soon after losing Isabella the feelins just come out that way. I hate feeling that way but I just really can't help it.

meli1025 · January 2013

I'm sorry you're feeling sad and I completely understand. I thought I would feel like 2013 is a new beginning as well, but instead I cried my eyes out from NYE into NYD, and most of yesterday as a matter of fact. I kept thinking about how this should've been the year Ava was here with us, with only a few weeks left to go. I definitely give you a lot of credit for being around your pregnant friend. I still can't see my friend who was due one day before me and quite honestly, I have no idea when I will be able to meet her baby once he is here. I hope you are feeling a bit better today. ((hugs))