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One week later...

MyHeartIsInHeavenMyHeartIsInHeaven
in Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

We lost our baby girl one week ago at 18 1/2 weeks gestation due to multiple structural anomalies.  I miss her so much today.  I miss the feeling of her in my womb, I miss being the safe place for her to dwell.  I wish I had talked to her more when she started to hear instead of being scared I would lose her.  I wish I would've treasured hearing her heartbeat all the more at my appointments. 

 My heart will heal, but for now I just want to crawl into a hole and cry.   

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Re: One week later...

  • rhondaraemurrayrhondaraemurray
    I understand your feelings and I am sorry for your loss.  I loss my baby girl Claire one month ago and the hurt is still fresh.  I too wish I would have talked to her more and taken more pictures of myself pregnant.  Claire was my first child and I miss her so much.  I want to try again but I am really scared of this happening again.  I had a c-section and the worst part is recovering for so long with no baby to care for.  
    Claire's Mommy Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
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