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Two months..

meli1025meli1025 member
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Today is two months since I met my sleeping angel.  I'm so sad and feel so empty without her.  I went to visit her grave this morning and the pillow I ordered for Christmas was there.  They've also poured the concrete so it's ready for her stone whenever the stone is finally finished.  I brought her two beautiful flowers.  I wish I was decorating her nursery instead of her grave.  This is so unfair. 
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BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.

BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.

BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.

BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section

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  • fluttergirlmoonchild79fluttergirlmoonchild79 member
    Huge hugs for you sweetheart.  The first few months are extremely difficult and it's worse when your dates fall around the holidays.  Life can be so unfair and full of suck.

     

    In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be

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  • lolee465lolee465 member
    ((hugs)) I know exactly how you feel. I can't seem to get past how unfair it is that we should be celebrating my daughters first Christmas, but instead I had to search for a little Christmas tree to decorate to put at her grave.

    Jillian Rose- born 8/26/12 at 24 weeks. "It broke my heart to lose you but you didn't go alone, for a part of me went with you, the day God took you home"
    I love you always, my beautiful girl.

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  • jrebelejrebele member
    Hugs.  These early milestones are rough especially in the midst of the holidays.
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  • starburst0928starburst0928

    So totally unfair. I've been having that emotion as well. I hope your day makes a turn for the better, if that's even possible...

    Thinking of you and all the other loss mommies.  

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  • jess123456jess123456 member
    Sending you lots of hugs.  It is so unfair. I can't agree more.
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  • OSUWifey09OSUWifey09 member
    I try not to say that it's not fair that I didn't get to bring my baby home, but it's true - it's not fair. It's not fair that any of us has to go through this type of pain. We are here for you Meli. *hugs*
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  • meli1025meli1025 member
    Thanks so much everyone. Huge ((hugs)) to you all.  It's comforting to know I'm not alone, and you have all been a tremendous help to me these past two months. 
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    BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.

    BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.

    BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.

    BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section

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  • HullGutHullGut member
    Major hugs to you. Tomorrow will one month since my son passed away. He lived for 15 hours after he was born at 40 weeks 3 days. It is so hard, and I think of all the plans we had for his first Christmas and it makes me so sad. Hang in there. 
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