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I Need a Book

The only way to get my mind off this sh*t and not slit my wrists is to bury myself in my nook. Any suggestions? I like mystery but read all sorts. Just finished a book on Columbine but literature of that nature might lead back to the wrist slitting so maybe not so serious but doesnt have to be a comedy either. Im compltley open. Thanks ladies.
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  • If you're into British Chick Lit I'd recommend Jill Mansel books. They are pretty predictable, but cute easy reads.

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  • I just finished Night Circus and it was good. Very different, but good. Before that I read The Host. Also good. Have you ever read the old Stephen King books, The Running Man and The Long Walk? Very old, but I just found them and thought they were very thought provoking. HTH!
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    11/11: BFP! (surprise after thyroid & normal hsg),
    12/11: missed m/c after 7 week u/s, 1/12: D&C
    6/12 IUI#1-IUI #3: clomid = BFP!, C/P
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    IVF #2(12/12)AFC 21, MD lupron, 4R/4M/3F, 5dt of 1 blast and 2-8cell. BFN.
    IVF#3(4/13) Natural start antagon protocol, 12R,11F. one PGS normal at day 6 transfer. BFN.
    IVF#4 (11/13) C.CRM (ODW.U normal 8/13 Still no Diagnosis) EPP/antagonist. ER 13R/7M/6F. Only 1 made it to freeze. Abnormal. Looking into options of DE, Fresh vs frozen.
    10/14 new local RE to look into what's next. CD3 FSH 4.7, AMH 0.9. Met with DE agencies and exploring options for feb/march 2015.
    Surprise natural bfp (4 days before donor is signed). Beta #1 at 9dpo: 51.8, 2nd beta: 195 (25 hours doubling) @11dpo. 3rd beta (12/15): 516 (35 hrs doubling) 4th beta(12/17): 895 (58 hours doubling) 5th beta(12/19): 2120. U/S at 5w0d(12/22): one gestational sac with yolk sac. U/S #2 (6w0d)12/29. One little bean measuring 6w0d with HR 124. 3rd u/s(1/4)7w0d: baby measuring 7w2d. HR 134. 3/30: A/S at MFM went great except for low lying placenta. Verifi results are normal! Team Blue! Please send any positive thoughts our way! EDD:8/24/2015
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  • I'm so sorry sweetie, praying that everything turns out well and in the meantime you can find a nice distraction. I'm a nerdy reader for the most part,but some recent reads that caught my attention:."Freakonomics"...."Little Bee"....."The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks"..."The Help"....

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    I just finished Night Circus and it was good. Very different, but good. Before that I read The Host. Also good.

    Loved both of these.

    I just finished the Matched, Crossed, Reached series. They were pretty good.

    Also, I really liked the Jenny Pox series. I was surprised how much I liked them and they sucked me in.  

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  • I'm currently reading Night Circus, so far so good. I did just finish reading Ready Player One, and I loved it!!!!
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  • Do you like post-apocalyptic type stuff? "The Passage" (and the next book in the series, "The Twelve") is so good. I loved it.

    Other favorites of mine: "The Monster of Florence" is a really good true story of the hunt for an Italian serial killer. "Outlander" is good.

    I also turn to The No. 1 Ladies Detective Agency books for good comfort reads. They're quick and soothing. 

  • Game of Thrones!!  It will keep you hooked for months!
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    I just finished Night Circus and it was good. Very different, but good. Before that I read The Host. Also good. Have you ever read the old Stephen King books, The Running Man and The Long Walk? Very old, but I just found them and thought they were very thought provoking. HTH!


    All of these! Plus Divergent and Gone Girl.

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  • I just finished reading Gone Girl--would definitely recommend.

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    IVF # 3 (June 2013) = BFN 
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  • The Janet Evanovich Series with Stephanie plum is good. I've read all of them, and they're quick, easy, light, and don't have any references to IF, or pregnancy and all that stuff. Start with One for the Money. They made it into a movie this year with Katherine Heigl (although I always pictured Sandra Bullock in the lead). I didn't find the movie as entertaining as the book. 
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  • I never read James Patterson Alex Cross series books so I started those a few weeks back.  They are awesome.  I am up to the third one.

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    cycle 1: May 2012, clomid 50mg; cycle cancelled, thin lining, no response
    cycle 2: June 2012, femara 5mg; cycle cancelled, no response
    cycle 3: July 2012, femara 7.5mg; cycle cancelled (largest folli on Cd12 & cd 16: 11, lining 4)
    Repeat MRI July 25,2012- Cyst unchanged, likely old infarction.
    Aug. 8: met with RE, move to injectables if HSG and SA normal
    Aug. 23: HSG all clear; DH- perfect
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    Genetic testing reveals: Fragile X- Intermediate risk/grey zone.
    IVF#1: ER 11/30: 14 retrieved, 10 mature, 7 fertilized. E2 prior to trigger 5200. Decision made to freeze 6 embryos and transfer later due to OHSS.
    IVF#1.2/FET #1: estrogen injects start 1/18, FET delayed to try to thicken lining. lining 5.4mm. FET- 2/18- transferred one 3AA expanded blast. BFP 5dp5dt. Beta #1- 2/27 9dp5dt- 102.27 beta #2 3/1: 147 :(, beta #3 3/4: 268 told to stop meds and let nature take its course. requested 4th beta (3/6); Beta hell for 2 months.

    FET # 2: endometrial scratch 5/6, added estrace vaginally and ASA to delestrogen and PIO. June 10- transferred one 4AA hatched embryo, BFP 4dp6dt, Beta 1 (9dp6dt) 187, Beta 2 (11dp6dt): 412; Beta 3 (15dp6dt ): 4452. U/S #1- one beautiful embryo with a heartbeat of 133 at 7 weeks.  8 weeks: heartbeat 156. EDD 2/26/2014: born 2-3-14 induced due to Pre-E and HELLP at 36w5d.

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