So I finally got AF, with the help of meds. I am taking Zoloft and am currently on birth control. I need to take a break until we are certain that DH is doing better. Since my cycles have been pretty screwed up over the last several months, and because I can't truly take a break with out it I am taking birth control.
I haven't been on because I have been trying to avoid even thinking about ttc and IF. I bought some books to help me deal with all that is happening in regards to the IF. I'll share what they are if I find them helpful.
Any way I thought I was able to put this all aside, but obviously subconsciously I am still thinking about it. Last night I had a dream that my sister had another baby (#3). I got really sad and cried. When I woke this morning that feeling of sadness was still with me. Why can't IF just leave me alone for a little while?
TTC #2 since 6/2010
10/2012 DH diagnosed with Epilepsy
A few failed IUIs summer 2012 and 2013.
DH taking clomid and waiting to see if he needs another vericocele repair.
Hoping for a 2015 baby or babies.
Wishing, hoping, waiting.