Hi.
Last week I realized I was actually going to have to give birth and that I wasn't going to turn into Wonder Woman at any point before then, and that I'll be pretty much as prepared as I am now. Eep!
Then today I couldn't stop thinking about how I'm not just going to be a mom of a cute little baby, but also the mom of an obnoxious tween someday, or an impossible teen. And that freaked me out good for a while.
Now I can't get over the fact that I'm SO close to having this baby and I'm so excited!
I'm so excited. I wish the excited part lasted longer than the freaking out in fear part.
Re: Going from fear, to fear, to TOTAL EXCITEMENT
I keep joking that I can't wait for the day that she hates me. The joys of being a mother!
[kidding... kind of, I think I told my mom I "hated" her once as a joyful tween]