Hi ladies,
It has now been over two months since my Grace grew her angel wings. I think about her constantly and I am overjoyed to share that I dreamt of my Grace last night. In some strange way it feels like I was really with her even if it was just a dream. I had tears in my eyes as I woke up. I think it was partly because I couldn't believe that I had found her in my dreams and part because I was sad that the dream ended. I had wanted so badly to dream of her and I can't believe that it really happened so soon.
In my dream I was swimming in a beautiful pond and I was holding her in my arms. She was much older (I would guess about 3 years old). She was absolutely perfect in every way. She looked a lot like my husband
She was dressed in an adorable pink bathing suit and had long blonde hair pulled up in a pony tail. I held her in my arms as I waded in the water. She was kicking her little legs and laughing. I asked her if she was Grace and she nodded her head yes and continued to giggle. Before long people on the shore were calling her name to come back in and she said "I have to go back now Mommy:" There were many other little girls and boys that looked very angelic just like my Grace running up and down the beach and swimming in the water. That is all I can remember of the dream but I really feel like she was there with me last night in some strange way.
Anyway sorry for the long post but I was so touched by it that I wanted to share.
Re: My dream last night
This really touched my heart. I'm so glad you found some peace in your dream.
My husband tells me often that he's waiting for the girls to visit him in his dreams. My heartbreaks every morning when he tells me another night passed and he didn't get to spend time with them.
I'm so glad you were able to have such a great dream with your little girl. I 100% believe you were really with Grace in your dream.
It's crazy that you and PP see your daughters around 2 or 3 yrs old, because when I've see Jillian in my dreams that's how old she is.
Jillian Rose- born 8/26/12 at 24 weeks. "It broke my heart to lose you but you didn't go alone, for a part of me went with you, the day God took you home"
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