July 2013 Moms

Third time's a charm? (third birth month board intro)

Hi ladies!

Even though I'm EXTREMELY hesitant to intro, I think I feel ready.  I intro'd on the Jan 2013 board and had a missed m/c in June.  Then I intro'd on the June 2013 board only to have to leave a few days later.  While waiting to see my RE for the first time, since I didn't have any guidance one way or the other I figured what the heck, we'll just try again.  What's the worst that could happen? So we did... and to my amazement I got a positive test the day I was scheduled to see my RE, which was 11/5.  So I'm currently on 2 200mg progesterone daily and a baby aspirin daily.  So far my HCG levels have been on the definite LOW side (which btw has me still freaked out and would love to hear any success stories if anyone has any!).  But, they are doubling every 2.5 days, so the doctor is pleased with that.  But I will go back for another blood draw tomorrow morning and I think maybe Wed morning.

Yesterday at the playground with my son I just kind of had a moment where I lost it a little.  And then later I realized more specifically why.  I was thinking about my mom SO much.  She passed away in 2008 before I was ever pregnant.  Anyway, I called my aunt (my mom's sister) and talked to her for a while and that helped.  And then as I was talking to my husband later in the day I totally broke down.  Because I told him, "SHE would be the one to be calling me and wanting to know the blood results right away.  SHE would be on the phone with me all the time asking me how I was feeling and how things were going and telling me not to worry.  She would have been just as worried and wanting to know everything right away as I am!"  And I had this moment where I realized - she would have cared more than any friend (even my most bestest bestest BFF), more than my aunt (who I'm extremely close with) -  more than my dad or brother or sister in law.  And I just miss her.  

Anyway - sorry for the long intro - but please forgive me in advance if I'm a worrisome post whore!  I hope that sharing that in advance will help you understand if you're ever thinking, "give it a rest lady and stop worrying!"  

Thanks for reading.  I really hope I get to stick around on this board.  Not ready to be part of the blog yet or update my siggy or anything.... but hopefully soon.  Congrats SO much to all the new mammas!! And second or more time mammas!  Look forward to hopefully being part of the board! 

dream 1 CAME TRUE 2.13.2010


 <dream 2> 12.2011


 2.10.12 : 4 weeks


6.17.12 : 10 weeks


10.10.12 : 4 weeks, 6 days


12.13.12 : 9 weeks, 1 day


4.6.13 : 4 weeks, 4 days


10.27.13 : 5 weeks, 6 days


4.2.14 (IVF #1) : 4 weeks, 1 day


6.19.14 : IVF #2 Negative


 </dream 2>


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AMA, Diminished Ovarian Reserve, heterozygous MTHFR


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Re: Third time's a charm? (third birth month board intro)

  • Welcome!! I hope you get to stick around until the very end!!! I am so sorry to hear about your mom - my heart goes out to you! I hope she is looking down on you and sending you sticky-baby-vibes!!!

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  • Sorry for the loss of your mom. It must really be hard not to have her around for such big life events.

    Congratulations on your BFP. Wishing you H&H 9 months, and FX for a sticky baby. Good luck.

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    Congrats Anita!  Prayers and everything crossed for a sticky, take home baby.

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  • welcome to the board.  and much much (((hugs)))

    TTC #1 since 5/2010 dx: annovulatory 

    RLP: 2/2012: normal HSG 3/2012: normal

     BFP #1 7/20/11 M/C 7/25/11. BFP #2 11/29/11 M/C 12/21/11

    I have two angel babies that I will see again one day

    BFP #3 10/27/12 EDD: 7/6/13

    Baby Emma arrived at 35 weeks by surprise on June 3rd, 2013!!


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    BFP #4: 5/23/14 EDD: 1/30/15  Emma's gonna be a big sister!

    Beta #1 19DPO: 213 Beta #2 21DPO: 674

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    Congrats Anita!  Prayers and everything crossed for a sticky, take home baby.

    :::back to lurking:::

    BANKER!!!!!  Just sent you a PM :):)  SOOOOO happy to see your face lurking :):)  (((((big huge squishy hugs at you)))) 

    dream 1 CAME TRUE 2.13.2010


     <dream 2> 12.2011


     2.10.12 : 4 weeks


    6.17.12 : 10 weeks


    10.10.12 : 4 weeks, 6 days


    12.13.12 : 9 weeks, 1 day


    4.6.13 : 4 weeks, 4 days


    10.27.13 : 5 weeks, 6 days


    4.2.14 (IVF #1) : 4 weeks, 1 day


    6.19.14 : IVF #2 Negative


     </dream 2>


     resolve.org


    AMA, Diminished Ovarian Reserve, heterozygous MTHFR


    "all it was was a fairytale and devotion to a dream"

    lyrics

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    ***All always welcome!!***

  • Congrats & FX for a sticky baby. I lost my Mom in 2005 so know how you feel - I know that no one will care about me & worry for me the way my mother did. I think that's the kind of caring only a mother can provide. This will be my first & I am anxious about going through this without my Mom too. ::hugs::
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  • So sorry for your recent losses. Congrats and T&Ps that this will be a healthy and successful pregnancy!
    IUIs #1-3 (1x unmedicated, 2x Clomid) = 2 BFNs, 1 m/c at 7w3d
    IUIs #4-6 (injects) = 3 BFNs
    IVF #1 = BFN
    FET #1 = BFN
    FET #2 = BFN
    IVF #2 = BFP, b/g twins lost at 20w due to partial abruption/PPROM
    IVF #3 = c/p 5w2d
    Long-shot Clomid/Prednisone cycle before next IVF = BFP, our beautiful, healthy girl born 6/26/13!
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    TTC again March 2014
    FET #3 - May/June 2014
    -
    all embryos arrested before xfer - back to the drawing board...
    IVF #4 - July/August 2014 
    beta 1 (11dp3dt) 220, beta 2 (13dp3dt) 671, beta 3 (19dp3dt) 10762
  • Congrats and welcome! I'm so sorry for your losses. I also intro'd on the Jan board this year as well as the March board, and now I'm here and hoping to stay!

    Good luck and T&P for you!

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  • Anita, so incredibly sorry for your losses, but huge congrats on your BFP.  I've got a super sticky seat next to me, just for you!  I hope this is your rainbow baby. :) 

    TTC #1 since April 2011

    BFP #1: June 7, 2012 -- EDD 2/15/13 -- MMC 8/13/12 (stopped growing at 11w) -- D&C 8/17/12

    BFP #2: November 10, 2012 -- EDD 7/22/13 -- Hudson Reid

  • Welcome and congratulations!! I hope this is your take home baby! I understand exactly where you are coming from. I lost my mom a couple of years ago and while it's been consistently hard every day since, the TTC journey has really highlighted losing her. Now that I'm pregnant and worrying about every little thing, I wish I could go to her and feel her comfort and love. Sigh. Well, I think we are fortunate to be able to express ourselves in this board and find support from so many wonderful women. Sending hugs your way and wishing nothing but positive things for all of the ladies on the board!
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  • Congrats mama :) I also have a DS who's 2 and I miscarried twice this year -- one in March and one in August. So I know how you feel and I hope you hang in there and have a lovely baby in 9 months!! Happy to be on this journey with you. Also, I am very sorry to hear about your mom and I truly feel for you... but like another poster said I bet she is looking happily down on you and your precious LO.
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  • I recognize you from TTGP! Congrats Anita! I hope this baby sticks and you get to stay here! Sending thoughts and prayers your way! When's your due date?
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