First let me say how hard this week has been..many of you read my post earlier this week asking for prayers for my cousin who delivered her precious baby girl at 25 weeks. They are doing an autopsy because it was not a "cord accident"...I took this hard...maybe it was because I found out she was pregnant right after I had my miscarriage and followed her pregnancy on facebook....This still devastates me and I am so heart broked for her. They are having a private ceremony.
I say all this because it reminds me that tomorrow I will remember the Due date of my precious baby that I Iost.
My husband and I started trying for baby #2 in Jan. we later found out Feb 21 that we were expecting......I didn't tell my hubsand for a solid week and until after my first appointment...I wanted to "make sure" before I told him. March 28 I woke up bleeding...went to the dr. and was told I could or couldn't be losing my baby...Went for betas and they were good #'s...2 days later while sitting at my desk something didn't feel right...I go to the bathroom and immediatetly start losing my baby...I felt so helpless and so scared...made it to my dr. who was 30 min. away and they confirmed my worst nightmare...I lost my precious baby at 10 weeks. I felt so alone and felt like I had let my husband down because I could not carry our baby....The following monday I was still passing clots and my dr. was concerned...We opted to have the D&C...I remember my nurse telling me before my surgery you have to sign this paper because the state wants to know how many babies are born and how many babies die before birth...Those words still sting...
July 13...(friday the 13th to be exact) I found out I was expecting baby # 3 ....I remember being so scared and not really believing the test...My husband has been so supportive and my family has too...Tomorrow will be very hard for me...even when I celebrate my sweet baby boy growing inside....I hurt so bad for our precious baby that should have been due Nov. 1
Re: Nov. 1 & why I dread it...(long)
BFP#2 09/11/12 beta1=72 @13dpo beta2=160 @14dpo beta3=over 6000 @24dpo U/S @7w2dd hb=146bpm U/S @8w5d hb=159bpm U/S @12w hb=164bpm
EDD 05/20/13
My Ovulation Chart
BFP#2 2.5.11 (EDD 10.15.11) DS born 9.28.11
BFP#4 8.27.13 (EDD 5.6.14) DD born 4.23.14
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~All AL'ers welcome~
Natural Miscarriage 8/4/2012 at 7 weeks
BFP #2 10/26/12 - Baby Jack - Due 7/6/13 - Born 6/7/13
(born prematurely at 35w 6d, perfectly healthy with no NICU time needed)
BFP#1 - 11/13/11, Natural MC - 12/24/11 at 12 weeks
BFP#2 - 10/2/12, Please be our rainbow.
Positive for HLA-B27, I'm a mutant
Testing - Me ok, gluten issue? DH - borderline count, low motility
4/28/11 IUI#1 = BFP!(5/25), EDD 2/2/12 - m/c 5w3d
7/3, 7/31, 9/25 - IUI#2-4=BFN
IVF#1 - 1 blast = BFP!! (12/30), EDD 9/9/12, confirmed c/p 4w2d
FET#1 3/2/12 - 2 blasts =BFP!! EDD 11/18/12, us#1 = twins! Confirmed m/c 5w6d
4/20-surprise BFP and another c/p 4w2d
FET#2 7/16/12 - 2 blasts = BFN
FET#3 8/20/12 - 1 blast - BFP!! Beta #1-2=177, 354
1st u/s 5w6d, one beautiful little HB , 2nd u/s 146bpm
baby girl born 5/10/13
TTC#2 since 12/17/2014, Cycle 8
Repeat Testing...FSH=12, AMH=3.8, AFC=28.
IUI#5 5/10/15- c/p?
IVF#2 8/19/15 - cancelled due to cysts
IVF#2 take two 10/2015 - 5 blasts frozen
FET#4 12/11/2015 - BFN - 4 blasts remaining
FET#5 2/18/16 - BFP!!! Beta1-3, 126, 250, 745!!
Tons of love and ((hugs)) to my IF sister NMscubagirl
Married since 2008 with 1 precious furbaby.
Mis-dx with PCOS & Hypothyroidism. New Dx= Hypoandrenia & hormone imbalance
BFP #1 on 3rd round of Clomid (50mg).
KWilson, I woke up thinking of you.
I hope the day is kind to you ((hugs))
BFP #1- 11/7/10 ~EDD 7/20/11 ~M/C (bo) 12/6/10 @ 8wks ~Missing my Little Firework
BFP #2- 9/11/11 ~EDD 5/25/12 ~M/C (mmc10w)11/4/11 @ 11wks ~Missing my May Flower
BFP #3- 02/21/12 ~EDD 11/1/12 Audrey Lee Born 11/4/2012
BFP #4 ~EDD 6/20/14 stick baby stick!
M/C 7/8/12
Perfect baby boy born 7/8/13
BFP 8/20/14 EDD 4/27/15 It's a GIRL!!
I am so sorry for your loss. Sending you lots of T&P's for today.
Secondly I am so sorry you have to go through all this with your Cousin, I know that it must be difficult. No words really make anyone feel better. Sending lots of T&P's to your whole family while they go through these tough times.
BFP: 01/08/11 EDD: 09/15/11 Natural MC: 02/03/11
BFP: 02/14/12 EDD: 10/26/12 D&C: 03/09/12
BFP: 04.05.12 EDD: 12.17.12 Born 11.18.12 Jackson Kane 6lbs 5ounces
BFP: 06.08.13 EDD: 02.13.14 Baby Girl.. 2U2 Here we come
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Due 8/13/16 and couldn't be more excited for our little girl!
Married to SAJ since 8/6/11
BFP #1: 1/23/12 mc: 2/19/12
BFP #2: 6/20/12
EDD 1/31/13, MC May 17. EDD 3/31/13, MC July 26. I miss you so much already my angel loves