This morning I went to the doctor and they confirmed that I am having a miscarriage. I had started spotting on Thursday and the doctor performed a pap smear and saw that I had a cervical polyp so she said it could be coming from that. Then, the drew my HCG's and it was a 37 so they said that I was probably experiencing a miscarriage. Since then I have started bleeding very heavily so I went back today to have another blood test and talk to the doctor. She said that it is a miscarriage. I am just feeling so many things at this time. I am really sad and I keep thinking what did I do to cause this. And it seems like everybody and their mother is having babies or getting pregnant. I can't help but feel jealous. I am not sure if I am ready to have another baby when the time comes or not. I really don't want to experience this again. Sorry this was kind of rambling.
DD#1 is 3! And LO#2 is on his/her way! Due Feb 26th, 2014.
BFP#1: EDD 5/7/2010 born on 5/20/2010. A little girl named Emily.
BFP#2: m/c 10/29/2012 EDD was 6/21/2012 Baby Hope was 6 weeks 3 days.
BFP#3: Twin B stopped growing at 8 weeks and 5 days. Found on 8/10/2014. EDD was 2/26/2014. Twin A is still doing great and due date is 2/26/14.