So last night was my MOM club meeting. My mentor mom told me she is expecting another set of twins- that is when it hit- the jealousy- not of the twins part (trust me I think she is nuts. They did another IVF and transferred 2)- but I have been having this desire to have another baby ( I really would like a little girl). It is not going to happen, my DH is totally against it. He is 48 so I understand where he is coming from, plus I already do 90% of the childcare. I think these feelings are here because I have made the appointment for the Essure. So there will be NO baby after that.
That is the end of my pity party...
Re: I am jealous
Sorry you are having a rough time with this. We are done having kids as well. My sister is pregnant and due in Dec. I am hoping I handle it okay once the baby is born.
Good luck with your Essure procedure. I consider having it done, but ended up having a laparoscopic tubal in the hospital after having Isaac.