So, did you feel guilty or sad or anything about cutting off DB#1 in order to conceive DB#2? I feel a little bad just thinking about it... I know if I didn't want to TTC again soon, I would probably let him nurse for a few more months.
And did you find you were able to soothe your babies just as well without the boob by the time you weaned?
Re: follow up to weaning question
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#1 born December 2011
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#2 born May 2013
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#3 born August 2015
#4!!!!!!! due June 2017
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After two Clomid cycles, three injectable IUI cycles, two IVFs, two miscarriages, and one lap surgery, IVF #2 has brought us our little boy!
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I ended up weaning DS earlier than I had planned because he was such a terrible nurser - he just wanted to sit up and look around, had no desire to eat. It was much easier to give him a bottle so he would eat and be able to look around. It was a little sad, but I was getting so frustrated trying to nurse him it was almost a relief! Then I got pg right away, and now DS is 3 and DD is 2 and they are best friends - I think giving him a sibling was definitely more important to him in the long run than how long I BF'd.
And DS was never soothed by nursing. He just has never been a good eater (wasn't then, still isn't now), so it wasn't something that made him calm down. He was much happier with his paci!
Yes, I felt guilty weaning DS2 mostly because I had wanted to nurse til age 1 with DS1 and he quit on me. So when DS2 was quite content to continue our nursing relationship at age 15 mo I did feel bad that I was the one to stop it.
However today I took the boys to the mall and was thinking about your post still. While I do sometimes miss nursing, it is very liberating not having to worry about it anymore and plan my excursions around it. A mixed blessing I guess.
I had DH do the bottles when we finally switched so that there wouldn't be the attempt to still nurse, so I guess DH was the one doing the soothing then.
2 years, 2 surgeries, 2 clomid fails, 2 IUIs, 1 loss, IVF #1 - 10/25/10 = BFP!, DS is now 3.5yrs!
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Surprise! 12/16/14 BFP, loss #2 12/31/14
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Baby N conceived after 1 miscarriage and more than 2 years of TTC. Diagnosis was low sperm count. We found success after 3 months of anastrozole to increase DH's testosterone and one IUI.
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I'm late on this, but I'm the same as everyone else. I struggled with the guilt of stopping way more than it affected DS! I really wanted to BF for at least a year, but due to our insurance changing in Jan, we needed to get a cycle in this year. I kept telling myself I was making the best decision for our family and that i did a great job, but I felt like I was "cheating" DS out of an experience for a sibling that may or may not come (if that makes sense). And if we are blessed with # 2, that will be our last child and my plan would be extended BFing, so I feel bad that one child will get extended BF and one won't.
Like others, DS was pretty much strictly on bottles of BM by the time we stopped. Once he became mobile, he wasn't a fan of sitting still for more than 5 minutes! He never noticed or cared that we were done.
I will say that now that I'm cycling, I don't think about the BF decision anymore. DS and I still snuggle. We read more books together. And I won't lie - I'm enjoying having a little more freedom with not being tied to a pump schedule...and having a glass of wine is very nice!
Thanks! I feel better now.
Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle. -Philo
Baby N conceived after 1 miscarriage and more than 2 years of TTC. Diagnosis was low sperm count. We found success after 3 months of anastrozole to increase DH's testosterone and one IUI.
Some charts
I'm stupid. You're smart. I was wrong. You were right. You're the best. I'm the worst. You're very good-looking. I'm not attractive. - Happy Gilmore