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Good morning, ladies! 
 
All aboard the TTCAL Crazy Train!!! <Weekend Edition!>
 
(Sorry I wasn't able to post this on Saturday... I was away from my laptop (unexpectedly) absolutely all day! Hopefully better Sunday than never, right? Smile )
 
This is the place to vent about your cycle, symptoms, MF, obsessive FF checking, 5dpo BFN's, and all things TTCAL that are driving you completely out of your mind!
 
Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1-10:  
 
CD &/or DPO: 
 
Can I just ____________ already ?!?!!????
 
Signs & Symptoms (Real & Imagined):
 
Additional crazy rantings here: 
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  • Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1-10:  I'm down to a 7 or so today.
     
    CD &/or DPO: Since I had a CP last cycle, I'm not really sure.
     
    Can I just ____O_____ already ?!?!!????
     
    Signs & Symptoms (Real & Imagined):  Pre-ovulation pains in my left ovary?  Possibly?  But then, it could just be gas.  Confused
     
    Additional crazy rantings here: I cornered our doctor friend at a party last night and made him answer my questions about progesterone. 
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  • Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1-10:  3-ish. I plan to start my OPKs tonight and that is usually the beginning of an upward climb on the crazy scale.
     
    CD &/or DPO: CD8
     
    Can I just _have a take home baby_ already ?!?!!????
     
    Signs & Symptoms (Real & Imagined): Not a single thing
     
    Additional crazy rantings here: Just the usual freak out about if this cycle is a bust, having an empty ute on my EDD.
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  • FX for you, Mrs.Erin!!!
    This is my first time riding the crazy train. Choo Choo!

    My current level of crazy is a 4, because I'm already naturally crazy and we are suppose to be NTNP this cycle, but I'm becoming a little too involved.

    I'm at CD20, first cycle post DnC. We are actually suppose to be NTNP, but of course my brain is not with the program!

    I wish I could just O soon! I'm temping to continue collecting info, as I plan to get a second opinion from a new OB, but don't see her til Dec. My temps have been so wonky this cycle!

    Symptoms of O? Super horned up the past 5 or 6 days. I can't leave DH alone! I had some ewcm a few of those days and got what I think was a opk last night, but still no temp shift! Aaaagggghhhh!

    I shouldn't even be stressing, all I can do is obsess over it all!

    ETA: forgot to rank my crazy level!
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  • Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1-10:  4
     
    CD &/or DPO:  6dpo
     
    Can I just ____POAS________ already ?!?!!????
     
    Signs & Symptoms (Real & Imagined):
    Nuffin'
     
    Additional crazy rantings here:
    I'm all screwed up because of the pain. I haven't been sleeping so I haven't been temping so that is helping to keep the crazy down. But I'm all worried about taking the painkillers but the doctors said the acute pain could be just as risky as the painkillers. 
    BFP #1 - Missed M/C, D&C 3.21.11

    BFP #2 - Sylvie V. Q. born and died on 10.28.11 at 21w. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

    BFP #3 - Evie V. Q. Fetal demise @ 16w. DC 7.8.12
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    BFP  #4 - Beatrix V. Q. Born 6.2.13 at 23w6d.
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  • Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1-10:  skirting past 5....
     
    CD &/or DPO: CD26/7dpo
     
    Can I just get a BFP already ?!?!!????
     
    Signs & Symptoms (Real & Imagined): heaviness in the ute, tired feeling last night (you know, because it was night), a very occasional subtle twitch in the left nip.
     
    Additional crazy rantings here:  I started P'ing OAS this AM because RE approved fanatical early testing, only to realize I only have 4 wondfos (we are going to ignore that I  just ordered some a few months ago and have been TTA since then)... either way I'm going to need a lot more than 4. I may have to substituteOPK's until my dealer gets me my supply!
    Married My Love on 6/18/2006
    BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
    BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
    BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
    BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
    BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
    <3 Baby Boy Born 8/22/13 <3
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  • Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1-10:  9+
     
    CD &/or DPO:  3 DPO
     
    Can I just ____get a damn BFP________ already ?!?!!????
     
    Signs & Symptoms (Real & Imagined): more left ovary pains, what is going on over there?? Is it just pissed off because it had to make 3 eggs this month or what? I hope it's not a cyst or something. :-/
     
    Additional crazy rantings here: FF says to test Nov. 2, our RE appt to discuss IVF plans in Nov. 1 :-| Do I test that morning and then just not show if I get a BFP? or do I wait till the next day to test? Or delay the appt? In my mind this is a major dilemma. 
    **Warning: Losses and living child mentioned**
    BFP#1 1/31/12, EDD 10/6/12 Harrison Gray born sleeping @ 18w6d. You changed our lives little guy.
    BFP#2 EDD 10/29/13, C/P 2/25/13, Bye little Ish, we barely got to know you.
    BFP#3 EDD 12/21/13, Baby Boots born 11/23/13 My rainbow baby!
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  • imageBootsOrHearts:
     
     
    Additional crazy rantings here: FF says to test Nov. 2, our RE appt to discuss IVF plans in Nov. 1 :-| Do I test that morning and then just not show if I get a BFP? or do I wait till the next day to test? Or delay the appt? In my mind this is a major dilemma. 

    AHHH!  I'm going crazy for you, Boots!  If it were me, I'd test the morning of Nov. 1 and go to the appt. either way.  If it's a BFN, (which it won't be) you can stick with the plans to discuss what's next OR if it's a BFP, (which it will be!!!) you can talk about that!

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  • imagemisternmiss:
    imageBootsOrHearts:
     
     
    Additional crazy rantings here: FF says to test Nov. 2, our RE appt to discuss IVF plans in Nov. 1 :-| Do I test that morning and then just not show if I get a BFP? or do I wait till the next day to test? Or delay the appt? In my mind this is a major dilemma. 

    AHHH!  I'm going crazy for you, Boots!  If it were me, I'd test the morning of Nov. 1 and go to the appt. either way.  If it's a BFN, (which it won't be) you can stick with the plans to discuss what's next OR if it's a BFP, (which it will be!!!) you can talk about that!

    You are right. Like you usually are! :-) 

    **Warning: Losses and living child mentioned**
    BFP#1 1/31/12, EDD 10/6/12 Harrison Gray born sleeping @ 18w6d. You changed our lives little guy.
    BFP#2 EDD 10/29/13, C/P 2/25/13, Bye little Ish, we barely got to know you.
    BFP#3 EDD 12/21/13, Baby Boots born 11/23/13 My rainbow baby!
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  • imageMrsErinH:
    imagekatharine25:
    Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1-10:  skirting past 5....
     
    CD &/or DPO: CD26/7dpo
     
    Can I just get a BFP already ?!?!!????
     
    Signs & Symptoms (Real & Imagined): heaviness in the ute, tired feeling last night (you know, because it was night), a very occasional subtle twitch in the left nip.
     
    Additional crazy rantings here:  I started P'ing OAS this AM because RE approved fanatical early testing, only to realize I only have 4 wondfos (we are going to ignore that I  just ordered some a few months ago and have been TTA since then)... either way I'm going to need a lot more than 4. I may have to substituteOPK's until my dealer gets me my supply!

    bahahaha!  I love you!  FX that this is it for you!  I didn't realize we were cycle buddies :)  

    FX for you! They say you're most fertile 6 months after a lap, we'll see!!!!

    Married My Love on 6/18/2006
    BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
    BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
    BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
    BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
    BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
    <3 Baby Boy Born 8/22/13 <3
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  • Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1-10:  I'm about a 5
     
    CD &/or DPO:  CD 10 ....watching FF carefully and peeing on sticks to time things right
     
    Can I just ____a positive OPK and some BDing____ already ?!?!!????
     
    Signs & Symptoms (Real & Imagined): nothing right now
     
    Additional crazy rantings here: I made it through a baby shower yesterday and was so proud of myself. Then I crumbled last night. I just want a darn crystal ball that will show me if or when I'll get pregnant again.
    August 2015 January Siggy: Favorite Mean Girl

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    *BFP #1 9/10/11 Natural m/c 11/1/11 at 11 weeks, 5 days*
    *Diagnosed as unexplained infertility*
    *BFP #2 12/6/14 after IUI#2 Hopeful! EDD 8/14/15*

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  • imagemisternmiss:
    imageBootsOrHearts:
     
     
    Additional crazy rantings here: FF says to test Nov. 2, our RE appt to discuss IVF plans in Nov. 1 :-| Do I test that morning and then just not show if I get a BFP? or do I wait till the next day to test? Or delay the appt? In my mind this is a major dilemma. 

    AHHH!  I'm going crazy for you, Boots!  If it were me, I'd test the morning of Nov. 1 and go to the appt. either way.  If it's a BFN, (which it won't be) you can stick with the plans to discuss what's next OR if it's a BFP, (which it will be!!!) you can talk about that!

    I concur. 

     

    ETA: I get those ovary pains too after O - they're such a mindfuck.  I attribute it to the corpus leutem

    Married My Love on 6/18/2006
    BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
    BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
    BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
    BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
    BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
    <3 Baby Boy Born 8/22/13 <3
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  • imagekatharine25:
    imagemisternmiss:
    imageBootsOrHearts:
     
     
    Additional crazy rantings here: FF says to test Nov. 2, our RE appt to discuss IVF plans in Nov. 1 :-| Do I test that morning and then just not show if I get a BFP? or do I wait till the next day to test? Or delay the appt? In my mind this is a major dilemma. 

    AHHH!  I'm going crazy for you, Boots!  If it were me, I'd test the morning of Nov. 1 and go to the appt. either way.  If it's a BFN, (which it won't be) you can stick with the plans to discuss what's next OR if it's a BFP, (which it will be!!!) you can talk about that!

    I concur. 

    ETA: I get those ovary pains too after O - they're such a mindfuck.  I attribute it to the corpus leutem

    It makes me feel smart when katharine25 agrees with me!

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  • Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1-10:  7 CD &/or DPO: CD20 / 9DPO Can I just ___POAS_____ already ?!?!!???? Signs & Symptoms (Real & Imagined): Twinges every now and then.  That's the only sign I remember from previous attempts.  Sometimes I feel like I have nipple pain, then I think I just got a cold chill, and that's all it is.  The real/imaginary symptoms are driving me insane! Additional crazy rantings here:  DH and I agreed I'd try to test Tuesday or Wednesday.  These next few days are going to drag for me, and I'm sure they'll be filled with imaginary symptoms.  
    BFP #1: 3/3/12, EDD: 11/11/12, Missed M/C: 4/3/12 @ 8 weeks 2 days, D&C: 4/6/12
    BFP #2: 6/29/12, EDD: 3/8/13, Natural M/C: 7/16/12 @ 6 weeks 2 days
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    BFP #3: Kendall Grace, born 9/30/13
    BFP #4: 9/3/14, EDD: 5/16/15, Missed M/C: 10/6/14 @ 8 weeks 2 days, D&C: 10/8/14
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  • CD. 44. That is all. 

     

     

    Oh and FX for MrsErinH and Boots!! 



  • Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1-10:  8-9
     
    CD &/or DPO: CD 25/DPO 10(?)
     
    Can I just _get a BFP___________ already ?!?!!????
     
    Signs & Symptoms (Real & Imagined): heavy feeling in my ute, more bloating(at this point I think I may have just gained a few extra pounds and am not really bloated just getting fat), hungry all day but nothing looks/tastes good
     
    Additional crazy rantings here: I tested again today (not FMU) knowing it would be BFN but it still hurt to see, plus I checked July 2013 board(where I would be if I get BPF) and it has 3 times as many people on it as it did last week which makes me anxious, I need to back away from the bump
    BFP #1 DD 5/31/08 BFP #2 EDD 12/02/10 mmc found 4/28/10 D&C 5/13/10 BFP #3 DS 5/15/11 BFP #4 EDD 08/02/13 BabyFruit Ticker
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