I am so disgusted with myself.

melynh · October 2012

Got off work at 3:30. Came home, laid on the couch and thought, "Hm, Chinese food sounds great right now." Googled different Chinese delivery places around me and picked one. Ordered $13 worth of fried, fatty food. Watched YouTube videos while eating said fatty fat fat food. Husband came home, laughs at my funny ways. Then asks if (TMI ahead) we can "have some fun ." Um, I just ate a crap load of gross food and now you want to have sex? What?! So I go upstairs, thinking he got the message, and he didn't (sex on the brain = a man without ears). He said, lets just cuddle. We cuddle and he still is acting like we're going to do it. I get all sad and teary because he isn't listening to me. He says he's ok, but he isn't acting like he's ok.

I am so angry at myself for eating all this crap, not doing anything when I got home, and then not fulfilling my husbands needs. Bah!!!! I hate it! I wish I could let go and give myself a break, but I feel like I need to give 100% all the freaking time. Sorry for the long rant...I don't even know if this made sense!

2redtulips · October 2012

Cut yourself some slack. It's ok to indulge yourself sometimes, and to NOT indulge your husband sometimes.

Blueyed228 · October 2012

Dont feel bad. Most of us all feel like garbage right now.

Maybe throw him a nice little hand whammy next time

amoramoure · October 2012

You have no reason to be upset with yourself. So you ate some unhealthy food and sat on the couch all afternoon. Who cares? If that's what you wanted to do, that is absolutely alright.

And I hate guys who get all pissy because their partner doesn't want to have sex.

Rachel Goldstein · October 2012

Blueyed228:

Maybe throw him a nice little hand whammy next time

Omg this made me laugh so hard. Excellent suggestion!

April! · October 2012

2redtulips:
Cut yourself some slack. It's ok to indulge yourself sometimes, and to NOT indulge your husband sometimes.

+1 to this! I completely understand feeling gross, but don't beat yourself up too much.

MiaMyPuggle · October 2012

Blueyed228:
Dont feel bad.nbsp; Most of us all feel like garbage right now.
nbsp;Maybe throw him a nice little hand whammy next time ;

That's my favorite line so far today. Hand whammy!!! The best. You need to have a word of the day from here on out.
I needed a laugh bc DS is les mis right now and it's early beddy bye time tonight! Grrr

hogrefea · October 2012

OMG. Can't. Breathe. Hand whammy! Hahahahahaha!

Blueyed228 · October 2012

Lol, sorry girls. I have a really fresh mouth. I hope it keeps everyone amused and not offended.

I blame it on coming from a family of truck drivers

quiggels219 · October 2012

Don't feel bad. We all have days lately where we don't do the things we set out to to instead sit on the couch and eat crappy food. I am sure there were some veggies mixed in that fried food right? I made a healthy dinner of quinoa and brussel sprouts and ended up with a grilled cheese made with soy cheese and let my husband eat the healthy food. Oh well, tomorrow is another day!

laurenann82 · October 2012

amoramoure:
And I hate guys who get all pissy because their partner doesn't want to have sex.

My husband has explained to me a few times that he always wants to have sex no matter how he feels. Like not wanting to have sex just does not compute. Now that hasn't kept me from using the "I'm nauseous" card multiple times over the past few weeks, but makes me feel a little sympathetic for the guy!

sugarmamma · October 2012

Hand whammy= epic.

FWIW, keep the trucker mouth going!

melynh · October 2012

Thank you guys for making me feel better and laugh! For the record, my husband is awesome and amazing!! He isn't upset at me at all (there I go, reading too much into people's faces again). Hopefully today will be better!

jennyandjasonsbaby · October 2012

Don't be too hard on yourself. I'm the opposite and I am the one that wants it all the time, sometimes I feel bad for my SO because he workds 2nd shift and I go in for the attack at 1 am when he gets home and I know he just wants to sleep, but heck momma's got needs too, LOL.

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