All aboard the TTCAL Crazy Train!!
Vent about your cycle, symptoms, MF, 5dpo BFN's and all things related to WTF your body is doing that is making you pull your hair out!
Your Level of Crazy on scale of 1-10: CD &/or DPO:
Can I just _______________ Already!!
Signs & Symptoms:
Additional Crazy Vent here:
Married My Love on 6/18/2006
BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013

Baby Boy Born 8/22/13



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CD &/or DPO: CD 26
Can I just _______________ Already!! Know what the fluck my body is doing?
Signs & Symptoms: NOTHING! No AF symptoms, no PG symptoms. I'm effing tired, but I've been working overtime all week and going home and drinking wine, so I'm blaming that. I also feel llike I'm geting a cold.
Additional Crazy Vent here: AAARRRRGGGGG ***SMASH*** pout. The end. I'm scared I'm still not "normal" from my stupid loss/D&C shenanigans.
D&C: 03/08/12 Waited for AF for 146 long days!
Hysteroscopy/D&C on July 10th to fix blocked cervix (DX: Cervical Stenosis)
BFP #2 12/8/12, EDD 08/21/13 Our rainbow arrived 08/24/13!
CD &/or DPO: CD36/ 6DPO
Can I just _______________ Already!! POAS/get a BFP
Signs & Symptoms: Fairly significant twinges yesterday, but they're much lighter today. DH told me last night that my areolas looked darker, which of course made me stop and go "whattttt?".
Additional Crazy Vent here: This week is crawling by. C-R-A-W-L-I-N-G.
I am sorry pkaren. I would want to break something too.
FWIW I think ff took them away because you don't have a lot of preO temps, and you current temps are dropping below the ones you are open circles, ergo the cover line was probably set a bit too high. Your cover is around 36.3 to 36.4
That said, I think you'll probably get AF soon :X
BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
Why are you not my FF friend?!?! Please friend request me so I can stalk you!!!
BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
You too Rosie!! I need your chart!
BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
CD &/or DPO:about 11dpo
Can I just ____Get to Friday___________ Already!!
Signs & Symptoms: watery mouth continues, slight twinges on my left side yesterday, same side as O pains earlier in the month. I also woke up feeling sort of yucky and tired.
Additional Crazy Vent here: I POAS yesterday, at 4:30pm, with urine that was practically clear...WTF was I thinking
, the BFN was not a surprise! At least I only wasted a wondfo!
BFP #1 4/10/12 D&C 6/5/12@ 12.5wks EDD 12/17/12
BFP #2 9/10/12 CP 9/19/12@ 5.5wks EDD 5/21/13
BFP# 3 12/3/12...Lukas James born 8/15/13
BFP# 4 8/4/14 EDD 4/13/15
I seriously need to board this crazy train! lol
Your Level of Crazy on scale of 1-10: 10
CD &/or DPO: No clue. D and C was 8/16/12 and then natural m/c on 9/13/12. so I guess I am cd 34?
Can I just _get my period_ Already!!
Signs & Symptoms: so emotional, cranky and so over being a woman!
Additional Crazy Vent here: I would just love my body to be back to normal. Is that too much to ask for to get a period? lol
CD &/or DPO: 11dpo
Can I just _______________ Already!! POAS/Get a BFP!!
Signs & Symptoms: I don't even know anymore....boobs seem heavier, hungry, breaking out, bloated, moody/emotional, tired, slight twinges.....could all just be AF arriving soon.
Additional Crazy Vent here: I keep going back and forth about when to test...I was going to test tomorrow morning, but my DH really thinks I should wait until Sunday since that was my initial plan. AF is *probably* due on Saturday, so that would be after a missed period (provided she doesn't show). I somehow have made my crazy brain convinced that by testing now I am somehow increasing my chances of AF not showing up and if I wait, she will come on Saturday. Because you all know that POAS can make you pregnant and can keep AF away, right? **head hitting desk** I need to stop with the crazy.
CD/or DPO: CD4, AF is packing up and should be gone in a few hours.
Can I just _get a BFP_ Already!! Signs Symptoms: not a thing
Additional Crazy Vent here: can't stand to be alone right now, hence the crazy nights DH is at work. I'd be 35/35 on Friday, the closer I get to my EDD, the suckier it all seems.
How do I do this??!?
CD &/or DPO: 10dpo
Can I just _______________ Already!! POAS
Signs & Symptoms: Sore boobs, bloated
Additional Crazy Vent here: My crazy level is down significantly from yesterday (11 yesterday), but still pretty high. DH came up to me last night and felt my stomach and was like "yeah I totally think something is in there" - yeah, because you can tell that from feeling my stomach this early in the game...silly boys.
M/C 7/8/12
Perfect baby boy born 7/8/13
BFP 8/20/14 EDD 4/27/15 It's a GIRL!!
CD &/or DPO: CD21/DPO 6
Can I just __POAS_____________ Already!!
Signs & Symptoms: ugh I don't even kow any more, all of my mind fetus symptoms seemed to have disappeared
Additional Crazy Vent here: I keep playing the "what if" game, what if I get pg this cycle my due date will be etc, I've been driving myself crazy!
CD &/or DPO: CD 40
Can I just _______________ Already!! Get AF, get my body back to normal, something!
Signs & Symptoms: Any AF or MF symptom you can think of. Headaches, tiredness, being hungry, bad acid reflux, etc.
Additional Crazy Vent here: I've never had a cycle longer than like 30 days, so this is driving me crazy. I just want to know what is going on. If I am going to have a longer cycle, so be it, I just want to know.
CD &/or DPO: 5DPO
Can I just _get a BFP_____ Already!!
Signs & Symptoms: Nothing yet
Additional Crazy Vent here: My OPK and FF are showing I O'd early this cycle. That gave DH and I zero time (well, 1 day) to BD... that's it. I feel like my chances of a BFP this cycle just went way down!!!
BFP #2: 6/29/12, EDD: 3/8/13, Natural M/C: 7/16/12 @ 6 weeks 2 days
Hashimoto's Thyroiditis, Hypothyroidism
BFP #3: Kendall Grace, born 9/30/13
BFP #4: 9/3/14, EDD: 5/16/15, Missed M/C: 10/6/14 @ 8 weeks 2 days, D&C: 10/8/14
Never in our arms, forever in our hearts
Thanks Katharine, I was thinking/hoping that was what was going on. I wasn't able to temp regularily this month, so it threw things off. I do feel like I did O, and I'm pretty sure AF is on her way bc of those temps. I just didn't want her to come too soon just so that I would have a regular LP.
D&C: 03/08/12 Waited for AF for 146 long days!
Hysteroscopy/D&C on July 10th to fix blocked cervix (DX: Cervical Stenosis)
BFP #2 12/8/12, EDD 08/21/13 Our rainbow arrived 08/24/13!
CD &/or DPO: CD 16
Can I just _______________ Already!! Ovulate, please and thank you. I had EWCM on Sunday and Monday and watery yesterday. I typically have a temp dip the day before O, which happened on Monday. I totally expected and nice jump today, but it went down.
Signs & Symptoms: CM is creamy and CP is more on the firm side.
Additional Crazy Vent here: The u/s tech was out at my doctor's office on Monday, so they sent me to an outside facility to do my monitoring appointment. When I asked the girl about follicles, I got the standard, "I just take the pictures. The radiologist will read it and give the report to your doctor." Because they had to send me out, I had to reschedule the original appt with my doc from Monday to tomorrow (he just got back from vacation, so that was the first thing they could get me in for), so I have no idea if the clomid did anything (he did not have me doing a trigger shot this month) so I am flying blind, and so afraid this cycle will turn into another marathon 78 day cycle like my last one.
*PGAL/PAL Welcome*
My Ovulation Chart
Can I just have sexy time Already!!
Signs & Symptoms: Lots of cramps, heartburn
Additional Crazy Vent here: I just started AF after my m/c and it showed up exactly 30 days later. I'm on the crazy trail b/c I've never been so excited to start AF, I actually have a huge, silly smile on my face.
BFP #2: EDD 9/3/13~~Slow HB at 1st U/S~~MMC -Loss on 2/13/13
Can I just get excited Already!!
Signs & Symptoms: Not a gosh darned thing [>:(]
Additional Crazy Vent here: I am actually feeling crazy because I am not being crazy. Seriously. Follow me here... I feel almost disconnected from this cycle. Previous cycles I would obsess, and stare at my chart for absurd amounts of time, and scour FF for charts like mine that ended up in pregnancy (even before O... crazy) This cycle, I'm just wicked chill about it, too chill though. I'm actually starting to worry that I'm not caring enough. WTF? Maybe it *is* time to call a therapist, but I feel extra ridiculous calling a therapist because I'm not feeling crazy enough. I think I've officially lost my mind.
Welcome to the world Little Girl! Born on her due date! September 8, 2013, 7lb 11.8oz, 19.5" long.
CD &/or DPO: CD 27
Can I just ovulate Already!!
Signs & Symptoms: positive OPK, watery cm
Additional Crazy Vent here: I'm so excited to get a positive OPK, now I just have to NOT think about the fact that my RE was off by over a week on when I would ovulate and what exactly that means...