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My nerves are getting the best of me

diamante1181diamante1181 member
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I don't know why suddenly I feel crazy nervous about this cycle. Today is day 4 of stims and I'm going to monitoring tomorrow morning. I'm afraid I suppose because of my last cycle being canc'd and not knowing till I came out of anesthesia on ER day. I don't want to have to go through that again and am starting to freak a little. Thanks for the vent.

Btw, I am loving the mobile version of TB.
On 10/23/13 Baby Sophie and Baby Gabriel born at 21+5 weeks. They grew wings and flew away from us. May God bless them always. We love you beans!
Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
Phoebe Jaslene born at 19w3d. We love you beba! Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers



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Re: My nerves are getting the best of me

  • melkel559melkel559 member
    So sorry you are feeling so anxious but hopefully things will go much better for you this time around! It's hard not to feel nervous and guarded when you've already faced such a letdown. I feel the same way about cycling again for this FET. Have to stay positive!

    Also, is there sarcasm there? I seriously hate the mobile bump and am counting on them to fix it and it still has yet to happen!
    TTC since June 2011
    DX: DH (30) severe MFI, severely low count & low motility
    Me (32): all clear
    Appt with Urologist 5/21/12: exam, ultrasound, bloodwork all normal.
    Testicular Biopsy with TESE on 6/8/12. good sperm found! (left side only) froze sperm, failed thaw test :(
    Orientation for IVF/ICSI on 6/13/12. Waiting for the green light following biopsy results...results show adequate sperm production both sides.
    2nd SA 6/18/12: sample is "adequate for ICSI"
    Plan: IVF/ICSI July 2012!
    ER: 7/26/12. 15 eggs retrieved, all mature.
    TESE/TESA/aspiration from epididymis, no motile sperm found :(
    froze all eggs, the saga of praying for good sperm continues.
    8/3/12: 2nd opinion from MFI uro on biopsy slides. Suspects "partial late maturation arrest."
    Plan: more SAs, third biopsy/TESE with frozen back-up either from DH or DS.
    SA 8/17/12: Zero sperm
    SA 8/23/12: Zero sperm
    9/26/12: SPERM FOUND! 15 eggs thawed, 12 survived and were ICSI'd, only 3 fertilized normally. Refrozen as embies and will thaw in Nov. Please survive and grow!
    All 3 survived the thaw on 11/15/12!
    FET 11/17/12: transferred 2, one 4B, one 4C. Beta 11/30:BFFN
    moving on to DS
    DIUI#1 2/18/13,50mg Clomid cd 3-7, Ovidrel trigger, Beta 3/4/13: BFN.
    DIUI#2 3/19/13, 50 mg Clomid cd 3-7, Ovidrel trigger, Beta #1 (14dpiui) 4/2/13: BFP!!!! 150. Beta #2 4/4/13: 420 Beta #3 4/8/13: 2691. Beta #4 4/15/13: 15,086
    1st u/s 4/8/13 shows one gestational sac
    2nd u/s 4/15/13 shows yolk sac, fetal pole and early heartbeat
    3rd u/s 4/25/13: measuring right on track. Heart rate 148 bpm
    A/S 7/22/13: IT'S A BOY!!
    PAIF/SAIF Always Welcome
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  • cdale86cdale86 member

    I'm hoping you make it all the way this cycle!  Try to stay positive.

     

    Agree with PP, why are you loving the bump mobile.  It's terrible.  You can't read the whole title, no pics or siggies.  Am I missing something? 

    2 year TTC journey with successful IVF in Nov 2012- B/G Twins!
    Baby Boy diagnosed with omphalocele and diaphragmatic hernia
    Born at 32 weeks due to PROM.  Emergency c-section due to prolapsed cord.
    Said Goodbye to our sweet Bennett after 5 short hours.  
    Spent 35 days in the NICU with our little girl.

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  • Crystal120410Crystal120410 member
    I don't like it either, I wish they would do something about it.
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  • CutieGirlLissieCutieGirlLissie member

    imagemelkel559:
    So sorry you are feeling so anxious but hopefully things will go much better for you this time around! It's hard not to feel nervous and guarded when you've already faced such a letdown. I feel the same way about cycling again for this FET. Have to stay positive! Also, is there sarcasm there? I seriously hate the mobile bump and am counting on them to fix it and it still has yet to happen!

    Uh, yeah!! Are you joking? I'm intensely dislike TB Mobile!!

    Anyways, I hope you have a great cycle and everything goes well for you! 

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  • diamante1181diamante1181 member

    Sarcasm, yes and no. It used to be a lot worse on my phone. The siggy missing part sucks but the navigation improved vastly and is much faster now. I couldn't even capitalize words before, which I thought was weird to begin with.

     On another note, thanks for the well-wishes. Smile I went for my monitoring today and one follie is already at 16, which means my nerves are still not abated because that is kinda what happened last time, the lead follicle screwed me over. I am waiting for my nurse to call me so we can discuss. The only thing I think could happen is that they will probably drop my gonal-f to 75 units or quit it altogether. Hmm. I shall keep you all posted.

    On 10/23/13 Baby Sophie and Baby Gabriel born at 21+5 weeks. They grew wings and flew away from us. May God bless them always. We love you beans!
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
    Phoebe Jaslene born at 19w3d. We love you beba! Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers



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