Secondary IF

Beta #2

Went from 12.58 on Friday to 6.4 today.  I'm devastated.  In all 10 fertility treatments the only time I've EVER had a positive beta was when I got pg w/my son so although it was low I held out hope. 

DH and I are both kind of numb - not sure what's next (or if there will be anymore tries).  It's just all so exhausting (emotionally, financially, physically).  I mean - how many people have done 6 freakin' IVFs and 4 IUIs?  Maybe I'm an idiot for not quitting long ago.  Grrrrrrr

Re: Beta #2

  • .I'm so sorry. : sending hugs.




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  • I'm sorry

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  • I'm so sorry!  Big hugs to you and you're not an idiot, you just want another child. 
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  • I am so so sorry ; ( Sending you hugs.

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    BFP 06.29.12 EDD 03.11.13 natural m/c 07.13.12
    BFP 09.22.12 EDD 05.31.13 natural m/c 10.07.12
    CP 11.09.12
    BFP 01.01.13 EDD 09.15.13 d&c 01.24.13

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  • I am so, so sorry.

    BFP #1 12/28/09 D&C 2/15/10
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    BFP #3 5/13/12 M/C 6/10/12
    BFP #4 8/12/12 M/C 8/18/12
    September 2012 - 2.5mg Femara + Ovidrel + TI = BFP #5 Beta #1 - 61 @ 12 dpo, Beta #2 - 183 @ 14 dpo, Beta #3 - 1466 @ 19 dpo
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  • Lots of hugs.  Lots!

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  • ohhh no.  I am so sorry.  I know how hard it is to find out you are losing a baby through beta numbers.  I don't think you are an idiot.  I think you just desire a child so much and it is completely unfair that you (or any of us) have to go through this.  Try and remember you don't need to make a decision today or tomorrow.  

    I wish things were going a different way for you.  I am so sorry for your loss. 

    TTC#1: 14 months on our own (did HSG, b/w, SA);
    BFP on Cycle 14--TWINS! Identical twin boys stillborn at 19wks(1/9/10)
    3 break cycles; took clomid 50mg, BFP #2 Beta #1 35, Beta #2 338!!! Owen was born 2/11/11! 
    TTC#2: 4 cycles on clomid: BFNs
    BFP #3: Cycle #5 100mg clomid; beta #1 21; beta #2 6=CP 
    Cycle #6 break cycle TTC no meds=BFN
    Cycle #7: 150 clomid+ovidril+IUI=BFN (switched to RE)
    Cycle #8: follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle #9 Forced break due to cyst
    Cycle #10 follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle #11 follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle#12 Forced break due to cyst, went on BCP; did repeat HSG, Saline U/S
    Cycle #13 IVF: Follistim/Menapur ER 11-30 11 eggs, 5 mature, 4 fertilized and 3dt on 12-3; BFN
    Cycle #14: IVF#2 lupron/follistim/menopur ER 1-22, 19 eggs, 14 fertilized, 5dt on 1-27, BFP!! beta 1: 63, beta 2: 119; EDD 10-15-13; 1 frozen embie
    Miracle Surprise BFP, EDD 10-1-15; saw HB great Betas, 11weeks lost baby MC at home
    Moved forward with FET transfered solo frostie on 6-4-15, beta 1: 315, beta 2: 738, u/s showed one baby on track EDD 2-21-16
  • I'm so, so sorry! :(

    ((HUGE HUGS))

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  • I'm so sorry. And no, you are not an idiot!
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    BFP 1/21/13, blighted ovum m/c 2/12/13
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  • I am so very sorry!  I was so hoping you had a late implanter. I know that desire for your second child is very strong so I in no way think you are an idiot for continuing your your journey. GL to you, JM

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    I admire your courage and perseverance and in no way think you are an idiot....  I wish you GL with your decision and I am so terribly sorry!
    DS#1 born 9/23/06 
    Twins DS#2 and 3 born at 31 weeks, 3 days due to a short cervix on 8/2/13.
  • I'm sorry this must be heart breaking. hugs
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  • So sorry to hear this news.  You deserve this and you are not an idiot.  Hang in there. 
    Dx PCOS Three cycle of Clomid- BFN HSG- clear 6/09-Follistim and HCG IUI on 7/7/09 BFN 7/09- Follistim and Ovidrel IUI on 8/11/09 BFP! beta #1-342 beta #2-717 Joey was born on 5/5/10 Trying for #2 since 6/12 6/12- Gonal F and Ovidel IUI on 7/10. BFN 8/12- Gonal F and Ovidrel. IUI on 8/10. BFN 9/12- Gonal F and Ovidrel IUI BFN 10/22 Gonal F, Menopur, Ganirelex 11/4 trigger 11/6 ER 14R 10F 11/11 ET transferred one 4AA embryo beta 11/20! BFP Betas stop multiplying . m/c at 5 weeks moving on to FET if my numbers ever get back to 0!
  • I'm so sorry sweetie, and you are absolutly not an idiot. (((bigsquishyhugs)))
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  • I am so sorry. You are not an idiot. You are a wonderful mom who wants another child. I hope you get another miracle. Hugs!

    Dx: PCOS and short luteal phase
    18 cycles (3 with our RE) - Metformin + Clomid + HCG booster did the trick!
    BFP #1 6/22/09 EDD: 3/2/10 DS born: 3/8/10

    TTC #2 since Dec 2011
    BFP #2 7/8/12 EDD: 3/18/12 M/C @ 9w1d: 8/16/12

  • I'm so sorry. :(
    After many years and tears our baby boy is finally here
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  • Sending my thoughts and prayers.  This whole process is so hard, and the longer we spend on it the harder it seems.  You just want what all of us want, another baby, a sibling for our wonderful child, the same thing that so many others can take for granted.  May God bless us all soon.

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    DD conceived after 3 years of ttc.
    MFI - DH had varicocele repair and took Clomid to get DD b. 02/2010

    TTC #2 since 6/2010
    10/2012 DH diagnosed with Epilepsy
    A few failed IUIs summer 2012 and 2013. 
    DH taking clomid and waiting to see if he needs another vericocele repair. 
    Hoping for a 2015 baby or babies. 
    Wishing, hoping, waiting.


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  • I'm so sorry :(
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  • I'm so sorry. Sending you hugs.
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    TTC baby #2 since January 2011 ~ BFP May 2011 -mc at 6 weeks ~ November 2012=CP ~ Jan 2012 started seeing RE dx: unexplained infertility ~Natural cycle 3/26/13-BFP on HPT!  3/28/13-beta#1 72  4/1/12-beta#2 440. 4/3/13-beta#3 970  EDD: 12/5/2013






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